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"It may <strong>not</strong> <strong>be</strong> aware and know itself in the sense that you or I might know<br />

ourselves, but it lives. It grows, changes, and <strong>to</strong>uches the minds <strong>of</strong> all that<br />

live here."<br />

I cocked my head, "Why did you say the city <strong>do</strong>es <strong>not</strong> know itself?"<br />

"The city exists in opposition <strong>to</strong> itself. It has set itself apart from the planes,<br />

yet it seeks <strong>to</strong> <strong>be</strong> everywhere at once. Its walls are <strong>do</strong>ors, yet it keeps these<br />

<strong>do</strong>ors locked. Such an existence tells <strong>of</strong> a thing that <strong>do</strong>es <strong>not</strong> know itself. In<br />

<strong>not</strong> knowing itself, it is flawed," his voice was disapproving.<br />

"What if the city is <strong>not</strong> flawed, and you just <strong>do</strong> <strong>not</strong> know the reasons for its<br />

contradictions? There is order in everything. Perhaps there is an underlying<br />

pattern that you can<strong>not</strong> perceive."<br />

His voice was sure and knowing, "To your question, a question: What if the<br />

city is flawed, and you see its contradictions all around you?"<br />

"To your question, a question:" I countered, "You claim this city's existence<br />

is flawed. You have accepted this rather than explore the possibility that<br />

something greater may exist. That suggests you are flawed... and that you<br />

<strong>do</strong> <strong>not</strong> search for knowledge, but only for a convenient answer."<br />

Dak'kon fell silent. "There is no knowing the answer <strong>to</strong> the questions we<br />

have asked. Yet the city exists. That is all."<br />

"Yet I would maintain that we know ourselves by the questions we ask and<br />

the ones we <strong>do</strong> <strong>not</strong>. If we cease asking questions and accept only what we<br />

can perceive..."<br />

"Then we will cease <strong>to</strong> know ourselves." Dak'kon's voice had changed<br />

slightly, <strong>be</strong>come heavier. "Such words have <strong>be</strong>en spoken <strong>be</strong>fore. I have<br />

heard them and know them."<br />

I leaned back in surprise, "Where have you heard them?"<br />

"The words are mine. Once, I knew them and knew their meaning. I had<br />

forgotten them until you spoke." Dak'kon's gaze traveled through me, and<br />

his blade s<strong>to</strong>pped shimmering, bleeding <strong>of</strong> all color until it was translucent.<br />

There was a moment <strong>of</strong> silence, then Dak'kon looked up at me. "I would<br />

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