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that I might speak.<br />

"I will never hurt you again..."<br />

Of all the lies he'd spoken, the last was the cruelest. Beneath the veil he had<br />

terrible plans for her. I wanted <strong>to</strong> s<strong>to</strong>p, but I pressed Grace's hands <strong>to</strong> my<br />

head tight, urging myself <strong>to</strong> go on. I knew that if I tried <strong>to</strong> wipe the wetness<br />

from my cheeks that Grace would pull away and try <strong>to</strong> comfort me, and I<br />

wouldn't <strong>be</strong> able <strong>to</strong> <strong>be</strong>ar going under again.<br />

"I have never left Sigil <strong>be</strong>fore."<br />

I look up at her from our meal, an oyster inches from my lips. "Really? You<br />

always struck me as the curious type. Didn't you ever hunger for real<br />

experiences outside <strong>of</strong> the Cage?"<br />

"Of course I did," Deionarra murmurs, drawing a spoon through her soup.<br />

She sighs bitterly, "But father has always worried about my constitution. I've<br />

<strong>to</strong>ld you how <strong>of</strong>ten I <strong>to</strong>ok ill as a child. Every month he would send for a<br />

healer."<br />

She smiles then, "But now I feel... revitalized."<br />

"He's sheltered you for <strong>to</strong>o long, Deionarra. I'm surprised he hadn't had you<br />

stuffed and placed on the mantel so he'd know where you were at all times."<br />

"He's <strong>be</strong>en like this ever since mother died. He worked so hard <strong>to</strong> save her<br />

life, <strong>to</strong> try <strong>to</strong> change the stars when she first fore<strong>to</strong>ld her own <strong>death</strong>," for a<br />

moment she seems sympathetic, "He must feel that I'm all he has left <strong>of</strong><br />

her."<br />

"Exactly. He <strong>do</strong>esn't love you for who you are, Deionarra," I say, subtly<br />

twisting her words, "When he looks at you he sees only what he's lost. The<br />

man is clingy. He's needy. So long as he's got you by the hem <strong>of</strong> your dress<br />

you'll never reach your full potential." I'd already gotten reports <strong>of</strong> the<br />

heated arguments from their household. The words were hers, the sharp<br />

accusations, but I'd <strong>be</strong>en planting the ideas in her head for weeks now.<br />

"So <strong>to</strong>morrow then, at First Rise?" her words are s<strong>of</strong>ter now, dreamier.<br />

I remain silent then, and look at her sadly, "No, Deionarra. You can't come<br />

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