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That shrill, whining cry <strong>of</strong> neediness fills her voice as she fumbles with the<br />

words. She practically grovels in trying <strong>to</strong> prove herself <strong>to</strong> me. "I would place<br />

myself in a thousand dangers, embrace eternity for you, my Love! I am <strong>not</strong><br />

afraid! Listen <strong>to</strong> me -- I will accompany you, though the Planes themselves<br />

should bar -"<br />

"...though the Planes themselves should bar the way...."<br />

I felt myself shattering, her relief and satisfaction, and his satisfaction at her<br />

words, KNOWING she would say them, always KNOWING, as if he were<br />

anticipating the moves <strong>of</strong> a child playing on a chessboard.<br />

Her admission <strong>of</strong> love is like the slamming <strong>of</strong> a portcullis across my heart.<br />

Trapped. She is mine, but I must <strong>be</strong> certain, so I drive the nail home, dangle<br />

the bait a little more.<br />

"The way is dangerous. You will have <strong>to</strong> <strong>be</strong> strong... far stronger than you<br />

are now." Oh, yes. By the look in her eyes she'd claw at it like a starving cat.<br />

Swimming through my mind, relief, the wave <strong>of</strong> relief. The tide pulls back,<br />

the tears grow warm and sweet. The end <strong>of</strong> longing, yet LONGING for him<br />

more at his words. No, no... my hands yearn <strong>to</strong> <strong>to</strong>uch him again, I chew my<br />

lips <strong>to</strong> keep myself from pressing them <strong>to</strong> his flesh. No, I must <strong>not</strong> <strong>be</strong> <strong>to</strong>o<br />

needy, I must <strong>not</strong> frighten him <strong>of</strong>f...<br />

Her bony fingers clutch at her skirts, her lips writhe at the effort <strong>to</strong> <strong>not</strong> kiss<br />

me then. Good girl, restrain yourself. Heel.<br />

All I need <strong>to</strong> <strong>be</strong> is strong, and his path shall <strong>be</strong> as one with mine! My<br />

thoughts are like fires... for I can <strong>be</strong> strong, stronger than he knows, and at<br />

his side I would know no fear, I would DIE for him...!<br />

"I can <strong>be</strong> strong, my Love. I will -"<br />

Her words slid <strong>of</strong>f <strong>of</strong> him like water. The serpent in her breast, the one that<br />

was piercing her heart with its poison had <strong>be</strong>en replaced by this serpent in<br />

the flesh. She saw <strong>not</strong>hing <strong>of</strong> this, and his next words were planned,<br />

carefully, so carefully...<br />

I tried <strong>to</strong> tear my hand away from the sensory s<strong>to</strong>ne, <strong>to</strong> rip my hair from its<br />

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