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each and every one <strong>of</strong> his words is followed by a significant pause; each and<br />

every point he makes is reiterated time and again <strong>be</strong>fore he lets me speak. I<br />

present an argument... then wait, and wait, and wait while he makes his<br />

counterpoint. To which I shoot out a snappy counterpoint <strong>of</strong> my own... then<br />

must wait yet again for a<strong>not</strong>her <strong>of</strong> Amnas' drawling, meandering, seemingly<br />

endless counterpoints. It's everything I can <strong>do</strong> <strong>not</strong> <strong>to</strong> simply lop the fiend's<br />

tusked head <strong>of</strong>f and snatch the key from the twitching corpse...<br />

'Unavoidable Pain.'<br />

As I struggle with him, on the edge <strong>of</strong> a blazing-hot stream <strong>of</strong> molten lava,<br />

my weapon-hand is slowly, inexorably forced ever closer <strong>to</strong> the magma. I<br />

curse him for <strong>be</strong>ing stronger than me, by just a hair. Beads <strong>of</strong> sweat<br />

evaporate the instant they <strong>appear</strong>; the hair on the back <strong>of</strong> my hand blackens<br />

and smolders above the awesome heat. Finally, my howls <strong>of</strong> suffering<br />

echoing from the canyon walls around me, my hand and the axe it holds<br />

plunges in<strong>to</strong> the lava and chars <strong>to</strong> ash in a few, agonizing seconds.<br />

'Tender Love.'<br />

My eyes are closed; I can sense myself standing on the tips <strong>of</strong> my <strong>to</strong>es,<br />

pressed against her tightly. S<strong>of</strong>t, s<strong>of</strong>t lips brush against mine, giving me the<br />

most gentle <strong>of</strong> kisses... my heart seems <strong>to</strong> flutter in my chest, and I feel as if<br />

I could fall backwards and simply float <strong>of</strong>f in<strong>to</strong> space...<br />

'Pure Glee.'<br />

Dancing and leaping about in rhythm with the wood elves' bouncing festival<br />

music, I and a <strong>do</strong>zen other dancers spin through the forest clearing like a<br />

whirling dervish, smiling and laughing like mad. As the cheering forest<br />

dwellers whoop, clap and dance alongside me, fairies careen through the air<br />

above our heads, leaving sparkling trails <strong>of</strong> colored light...<br />

'Tired Surrender.'<br />

Shuddering, chattering, hoping <strong>be</strong>yond hope <strong>to</strong> <strong>be</strong> found, I curl in<strong>to</strong> myself<br />

<strong>be</strong>neath a blanket <strong>of</strong> snow <strong>to</strong> save what little warmth I have left. Fighting <strong>to</strong><br />

keep my eyes open - <strong>to</strong> remain awake - I <strong>be</strong>come aware that I can no longer<br />

feel my arms... my legs... the ice against my face... and tired, so tired, I at<br />

last resign <strong>to</strong> the inevitable. I close my eyes, bidding sleep a bitter welcome<br />

as the sense <strong>of</strong> loss forces a single tear - <strong>do</strong>omed <strong>to</strong> crystallize <strong>be</strong>fore it even<br />

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