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“What little life there is in the world is draining out this hole in my<br />

body. The world can burn, the planes can burn, just give me life! I will<br />

destroy this life so badly, break it, smash it, and stain it in blood and<br />

feces, so you can<strong>not</strong> live it either! Let all creation burn for I can<strong>not</strong><br />

die!”<br />

I pushed the panel.<br />

Click.<br />

“It is extremely important <strong>to</strong> record your journeys so that you might<br />

learn from them. The greater need, however, is that the sources <strong>of</strong><br />

information you use <strong>to</strong> uncover this mystery need <strong>to</strong> <strong>be</strong> protected when<br />

they are found. If key figures, <strong>do</strong>cuments or oracles are somehow<br />

removed, either by <strong>death</strong> or destruction, then you will never know who or<br />

what you are or how you came <strong>to</strong> <strong>be</strong> this way.”<br />

The craftsmanship <strong>of</strong> the panel was exquisite, inset with the precision that<br />

only a master could achieve.<br />

Click.<br />

“I suspect that we will continue <strong>to</strong> die and <strong>be</strong> reborn until we finally get<br />

our life right. I <strong>do</strong> <strong>not</strong> know what we have <strong>to</strong> <strong>do</strong> <strong>to</strong> bring that about,<br />

though. And therein lies the frustration.<br />

Is it some sort <strong>of</strong> karmic cycle? As I gather, some incarnations have<br />

committed terrible crimes but also there have <strong>be</strong>en a num<strong>be</strong>r <strong>of</strong><br />

incarnations where we have labored <strong>to</strong> <strong>do</strong> <strong>not</strong>hing but good. Are these<br />

incarnations intended as punishment? I <strong>do</strong>n't know. And that is the only<br />

real truth I can <strong>of</strong>fer in these carvings: I <strong>do</strong> <strong>not</strong> know.<br />

At what point <strong>do</strong>es the I get separated from the we? At what point am I<br />

freed <strong>of</strong> the shackles <strong>of</strong> the actions <strong>of</strong> these other incarnations? At what<br />

point am I allowed <strong>to</strong> <strong>be</strong> *me,* without the weight <strong>of</strong> these past lives?”<br />

Click.<br />

The final inscription looked like the directions on my back that Morte read<br />

<strong>to</strong> me in the Mortuary. While I thought I gleaned all I needed <strong>to</strong> know, I<br />

looked it over <strong>to</strong> refresh my memory. Perhaps more can <strong>be</strong> gleaned from a<br />

direct reading.<br />

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