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oses."<br />

Something flickered in his chest then, a memory <strong>of</strong> a fading em<strong>be</strong>r where<br />

there once had <strong>be</strong>en a blaze as hot as a forest fire. But Soego o<strong>be</strong>diently<br />

willed it away as Seladril had taught him, leaving only a cold, hollow<br />

numbness <strong>be</strong>hind.<br />

~~~~~<br />

They still met for a cup <strong>of</strong> tea every week or so. His former teacher's s<strong>of</strong>t<br />

laughter, so warm and merry, was in sharp contrast <strong>to</strong> the som<strong>be</strong>r<br />

near-silence <strong>of</strong> the Gathering Dust Bar. Even if there hadn't <strong>be</strong>en wards laid<br />

<strong>to</strong> mute noise and enhance meditation, a<strong>not</strong>her Dustman would've <strong>be</strong>en<br />

embarrassed <strong>to</strong> <strong>be</strong> seen with a <strong>be</strong>autiful, lively young lady like Seladril.<br />

But <strong>not</strong> Soego. Something stirred in him with each meeting. The days <strong>be</strong>fore<br />

they met were sweet with anticipation, and the days when she had <strong>to</strong> cancel<br />

seemed bleaker than <strong>be</strong>fore. It wasn't love, Soego knew… that was a boyish<br />

fantasy he had left <strong>be</strong>hind long ago. It was something, but it wasn't love.<br />

He knew that Seladril was still testing him. Even though Soego was still a<br />

lowly Fac<strong>to</strong>tum, his former teacher was proud <strong>of</strong> him, and had expectations<br />

as high as the ones she held for the other Fac<strong>to</strong>rs. And so Soego <strong>be</strong>gan <strong>to</strong><br />

spend the days after their meetings deep in meditation, though once or<br />

twice he allowed himself the vice <strong>of</strong> feeling, just a little.<br />

In the meantime, cranium rats had <strong>be</strong>en scrabbling through the Mortuary in<br />

greater num<strong>be</strong>rs than he had known in recent memory. Traps were laid,<br />

only <strong>to</strong> <strong>be</strong> found sprung yet empty. Poisoned scraps were set out, but the<br />

pests avoided them. The Fac<strong>to</strong>tums growled in frustration, while those wiser<br />

knew patience. One day, one <strong>of</strong> the critters was bold enough <strong>to</strong> scrabble up<br />

<strong>to</strong> Soego as he chanted quietly <strong>to</strong> himself. A bowl <strong>of</strong> incense was smoldering<br />

<strong>be</strong>fore him.<br />

Soego had <strong>be</strong>en trained well, but still he felt a <strong>to</strong>uch <strong>of</strong> annoyance, and<br />

quick as a whip he snatched the rodent. It squealed in his hand, struggling as<br />

he held it up and cocked his head in curiosity. What could the creatures <strong>be</strong><br />

<strong>do</strong>ing? There was no fresh meat for them here.<br />

A few years ago Soego would've let loose a colorful string <strong>of</strong> curses when<br />

that rodent bit <strong>do</strong>wn on the fleshy part <strong>of</strong> his hand and drew blood. A few<br />

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