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"Rightfully yours?" it was hard <strong>to</strong> keep the fire from my voice, "You have no<br />

right <strong>to</strong> that name and num<strong>be</strong>r. You s<strong>to</strong>le it. You <strong>do</strong>n't need a num<strong>be</strong>r <strong>to</strong><br />

live. He <strong>do</strong>es. Even if it hurts you, you have <strong>to</strong> give it up. It will <strong>be</strong> <strong>be</strong>tter for<br />

both <strong>of</strong> you in the long run."<br />

Radine pressed a few fingers <strong>to</strong> her forehead as she knuckled <strong>do</strong>wn and<br />

thought about it. Her voice cracked when she spoke again, "I suppose...<br />

you're right. I've <strong>be</strong>en a bad person, sure I have, and I can't keep this. Here."<br />

She peeled the rippling tat<strong>to</strong>o from around her neck handed it <strong>to</strong> me. She<br />

shivered as she did so. "And you can tell him his name now. He was and will<br />

<strong>be</strong> Ku'u Yin. Now let me go."<br />

I nodded. I pitied her, I really did. When you live in a world like this who<br />

wouldn't steal <strong>to</strong> make a living? "Here's some jink for your trouble. Buy<br />

something <strong>to</strong> keep you warm."<br />

"My thanks, cutter." She pocketed the money, looking more drab by the<br />

moment as the magic <strong>of</strong> the tat<strong>to</strong>o left her. "'Twould <strong>be</strong> <strong>be</strong>st for me <strong>to</strong> <strong>be</strong><br />

leaving here, then... and with the aid o' the jink you gave me, mayhap we'll<br />

meet again under happier circumstances for the both <strong>of</strong> us."<br />

I smiled. "Don't steal any more names, Radine. Farewell."<br />

"She has returned your name and num<strong>be</strong>r," I said.<br />

"May I have them?" His voice was hoary, his features drained.<br />

It was then that the fear and the temptation came over me. Is this what<br />

happens when one's name is s<strong>to</strong>len? Was I destined <strong>to</strong> die little by little,<br />

drained <strong>of</strong> life and hope until I was a mere shell <strong>of</strong> what I once was? I<br />

wondered if the man <strong>be</strong>fore me felt that same wound deep inside the space<br />

where the essence <strong>of</strong> his <strong>be</strong>ing should've <strong>be</strong>en. I wondered if he had<br />

terrifying dreamless nights where he'd slip in<strong>to</strong> darkness, and that horrifying<br />

void <strong>of</strong> oblivion was just past the corner <strong>of</strong> his eye.<br />

Already I could feel that s<strong>to</strong>len identity trickle in<strong>to</strong> me. Ku'u Yin, <strong>of</strong> the<br />

Asekelar Circles. Ku'u Yin, inven<strong>to</strong>r <strong>of</strong> the Seelic Glimmer and Dreamer Third.<br />

It was a new <strong>be</strong>ginning, draped in the warm skin <strong>of</strong> a<strong>not</strong>her.<br />

I kept my voice steady, but the words were hard <strong>to</strong> force out. "Yes. Your<br />

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