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My mortality swirled through me, viscous and thick. The tempest <strong>of</strong> its<br />

motions welled, and for a moment I feared that I might burst from it...<br />

But then it <strong>be</strong>gan <strong>to</strong> settle, like a wave after crashing against the shore. It<br />

essence seeped in<strong>to</strong> the cracks and crevices <strong>of</strong> my spirit, filled in wounds<br />

long forgotten and sealing gaps that had <strong>be</strong>en left with countless <strong>death</strong>s. I<br />

shone like a sun. My eyes burned like stars. Each moment a hundred<br />

lifetimes revealed themselves <strong>to</strong> me, a thousand...<br />

So many wounds, so many <strong>death</strong>s <strong>of</strong> memory, so many fissures... I had<br />

forgotten <strong>not</strong> only the incarnations past, but what it was like <strong>to</strong> <strong>be</strong> whole<br />

again. The countless shreds <strong>of</strong> my existence sealed <strong>to</strong>gether, my mortality<br />

cementing them tight. I was a Sensate, and this was merely a<strong>not</strong>her<br />

experience. I was a Godsman, and this was merely a<strong>not</strong>her test. I'd <strong>be</strong>en a<br />

murderer, a madman, a poet, a priest, a scavenger, a mourner, a scri<strong>be</strong>, a<br />

merchant, a butcher, a baker, a scholar, a mage... countless lives and<br />

countless incarnations strung <strong>to</strong>gether like pearls once scattered, clicking<br />

one by one in<strong>to</strong> a single chain.<br />

And the world calmed once more... placid as a quiet pond.<br />

I closed my eyes and felt deep inside, exploring the depths <strong>of</strong> my mind. A<br />

million new memories chattered away and I swept them aside, searching for<br />

the gap where my spirit had once laid. Nothing. Where that ragged wound<br />

was, that hole that led <strong>to</strong> a deep oblivion inside my <strong>be</strong>ing, there was only a<br />

smooth continuity <strong>of</strong> essence.<br />

I was whole.<br />

I was healed.<br />

I was one.<br />

And I knew now, the <strong>to</strong>tality <strong>of</strong> life and <strong>death</strong>. I pressed against the veil that<br />

laid <strong>be</strong>tween this world and the next, and it <strong>be</strong>nt like gauze at my <strong>to</strong>uch. A<br />

little further, and I directed the threads over Morte, <strong>to</strong> weave him back in<strong>to</strong><br />

his corporeal form in a nimbus <strong>of</strong> light...<br />

Yet as I reached out with my power, Morte suddenly floated in<strong>to</strong> the air.<br />

"Eh... hold up, chief. You <strong>do</strong>n't need <strong>to</strong> resurrect me; I was uh, just kind <strong>of</strong><br />

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