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of cruelty and defilement." <strong>The</strong> grand finale of this extended act of gendertransformative<br />

slavery was the previously described forced feeding on his<br />

mistress's feces as a "Host ... of excrement, that I can consume in awe and<br />

adoration."<br />

Like so many components of the Beast's sex-magical methodology,<br />

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even his histrionically expressed passion for "bleed[ing] under the whip's<br />

lash" can he traced to his strict religious upbringing among the Plymouth<br />

Brethren. While attending the sect's rigorously disciplined school, the often<br />

disobedient young Crowley acquired a life-long taste for being flogged with<br />

the birch – a predilection the French have long since labeled the vice anglais.<br />

It should be noted that despite his masochistic tendencies, Crowley most<br />

commonly assumed the role of the dominant in his sexual opera – his desire<br />

to hurt and be hurt were part of a continuum. And like many masochists, he<br />

was always really in charge of these ritual humiliations, despite his seeming<br />

subservience to the Scarlet Woman/dominatrix. Crowley's comment that "I<br />

drown in delight at the thought that I who have been Master of the Universe<br />

should lie beneath Her feet, Her slave..." makes it evident that his acts of<br />

sexual submission were partly designed to illustrate the superiority of his<br />

state of being, if only by contrast with his temporary reduction to abject<br />

slavery. Even non-magical rites of dominance and submission are rarely as<br />

clear-cut as they may seem at first; when magic is brought into play, the<br />

power dynamics involved are even more complex.<br />

Elsewhere, Crowley declares his submissive devotion to Babalon,<br />

longing "to abase my Godhead before my lady I want my crown crushed by<br />

Her feet; I want my face fouled by Her spittle. I want my heart torn by Her<br />

boot-heel ... my soul to be her privy" In another diary entry, Crowley<br />

addresses his "Holy Guardian Angel" Aiwass, the unknown superior who<br />

dictated <strong>The</strong> Book <strong>Of</strong> <strong>The</strong> Law, in similar terms, assuming the persona of a<br />

debased prostitute: "I am to <strong>The</strong>e the harlot, crowned with poison and gold,<br />

my garment many-coloured, soiled with shame and smeared with blood, who<br />

for no price but of wantonness have prostituted myself to all that lusted after<br />

me ... I have made my flesh rotten, my blood venomous, my brain hagridden,<br />

I have infected the round world with corruption."<br />

Crowley's self-identification with the archetype of the prostitute as<br />

contagious carrier of "the venomous blood" of venereal disease was a fairly<br />

common artistic theme among the Decadent writers and artists of the 1890s.<br />

But the Beast developed this syphilitic fin de siècle aesthetic to an apotheosis<br />

even the likes of Baudelaire would not have imagined. In his youth, he<br />

acquired syphilis from a Scottish whore, an experience which caused him to<br />

recommend the clap as a positive medicinal benefit for great minds like<br />

himself. Crowley theorized that "it would be salutary for every male to be<br />

impregnated with the genus of this virus in order to facilitate the culture of<br />

individual genius". When his young, sheltered American student Israel<br />

Regardie came to sit at the Master's feet in 1920s Paris, the Beast promptly<br />

sent him to one of the local filles de joie for an evening's pleasure. When<br />

Regardie reported that he had acquired syphilis during the encounter,<br />

Crowley pronounced that a major turning point in his disciple's initiation had<br />

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occurred. For Crowley, "the scars of syphilis are sacred and worthy of honor<br />

as such." Depending on one's point of view, Crowley's pro-syphilis stance<br />

could have been a deliberate provocation of bourgeois morality, stated with<br />

tongue in cheek, or a mystical comment on the hidden holiness of every<br />

phenomenon, a perception in keeping with left-hand path transcendence of<br />

duality. No interpretation of Crowleyan thought should be made without<br />

taking the Beastly sense of black humor well into account.<br />

Just as he worshipped the indiscriminate and infectious promiscuity<br />

of the Whore of Babylon as enacted by his Scarlet Women, he sought to

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