I. VAMA MARGA Foundations Of The Left-Hand Path - staticfly.net

dangerous.
I let him undress me without resisting.
I was totally unprepared for what happened next.
He lay on top of me.
As far as I can tell he had no erection. However, using his hand in
some way he managed to get his penis inside me.
Then for the next hour he did absolutely nothing at all. I mean
nothing! ... I felt as if in some perverse way he was telling me that he hated
me as a female. I then began to feel that my mind was being ripped away
from me by force ... l really felt he "coveted" an aspect of my personality and
he wanted it ... This was weird, total control on a level I could not fathom at
that time ... After half an hour I really thought I was going crazy. I couldn't
move my body from underneath him, and I could feel he still had no erection.
He wouldn't look at me, but instead kept his head averted to the side
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and just gazed into space.
I had to discipline myself to keep from screaming because I felt I
was having a nervous breakdown ... After an hour he got up and walked out
... I wasn't afraid of becoming pregnant. I was so afraid of whatever had been
going on in this man's head."
Considering the lack of verifiable proof for this allegation, and the frequency
with which wealthy, notable men are falsely accused of sexual harassment,
we can only chalk this up to one of the many mysteries the Babalon current
has left in its wake. However, the technical details of prolonged but immobile
sexual penetration, the sensation of psychic melding with the sex partner, and
the claim that this all took place in a seemingly deliberate silence allowing
for extreme mental concentration, all unmistakably recall certain Eastern
methods of left-hand path union. These techniques, like all magical methods,
can and have been applied for any number of objectives, unrelated to
considerations of morality, ranging from the ecstatic self-deification of both
partners we have explained earlier to the so-called "malevolent rite" of
vasikaranam which uses sexual energy as a control device, as apparently
described above.
The odd experience Heidi Forrester alleged to have occurred was
eventually revealed to echo the Babalon Working's central purpose, which
was Parsons' attempted sex-magical impregnation of Marjorie Cameron with
the spirit of Babalon. Later in the affidavit cited by Hubbard Jr. and.
Corydon, Forrester claims to have been told by a fellow Scientologist that
"Ron works in eight-year cycles ... You were born in the eighth month of the
year. Orders had come down lines that you are to conceive a child." After
being informed of this, or so the document testifies, this male Scientologist
putatively subjected Heidi to the same extended psychosexual rape she had
undergone earlier at the hands of the nameless "heavy-set older man." In
tears after this joyless copulation, she claimed that she asked him for an
explanation and was told:
"Heidi, you haven't seen the OT [Operating Thetan] materials ... yet, but you
know what you are. You are an invisible spirit operating your body. You and
I actually live in a totally different universe, far away from this one. This
Earth, this galaxy, our bodies are just pictures we are mocking up to play and
have a game. Sex for a thetan is nothing. It's the postulates and control of
mind and body that is the prize.
If I postulate you will have a baby from the viewpoint of my home
universe, then you will. You are under my command coming from far away. I
can make your body do what I want."
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The use of the word "postulate" as a willed mental conception that must
manifest, a key element in Hubbard's theories, mirrors Crowley's own
magical axiom that "Every successful act has conformed to the postulate," a