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Beginning of the End - Ellen G. White

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When Saul and David were returning from battle with the

Philistines, "the women had come out of all cities of Israel, singing

and dancing, to meet King Saul, with tambourines, with joy, and

with musical instruments." One company sang, "Saul has slain his

thousands," while another company responded, "And David his ten

thousands." The king was angry because David was exalted above

himself. Rather than subdue his envious feelings, he exclaimed,

"They have ascribed to David ten thousands, and to me they have

ascribed only thousands. Now what more can he have but the

kingdom?"

Saul's love of praise had a controlling influence over his actions

and thoughts. His standard of right and wrong was popular applause,

and his ambition was to be first in people's estimation. A settled

conviction entered the mind of the king that David would obtain the

heart of the people and take his throne.

The Demon of Jealousy Enters Saul's Heart

Saul opened his heart to the spirit of jealousy that poisoned his

soul. The king of Israel was opposing his will to the will of the

Infinite One. He allowed his emotions to control his judgment until

he was plunged into a fury of passion. He had fits of rage, times

when he was ready to kill any who dared to oppose him. From this

frenzy he would lapse into despondency and self-contempt, and

remorse would take possession of his mind.

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