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The Anthropology Of Genocide - WNLibrary

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genocide in guatemala 301<br />

is no closure and no sense of justice. <strong>The</strong> past lurks in the present and threatens to<br />

overwhelm the future.<br />

But even in a culture of silence, quiet voices challenge themselves and others to<br />

speak out. Villagers in Santa Maria Tzejá began to view their silence as making<br />

them accomplices. Silence affirms—as the terrorist state expects—that nothing<br />

indeed has happened and binds the murderers and the survivors into a depraved<br />

covenant. <strong>The</strong> unspeakable horrors this village suffered should logically throttle any<br />

progress, optimism, energy, confidence, enthusiasm, ambition, or collective action<br />

(political or social). Yet this extraordinary community has become a model of success,<br />

an engaged population that is looking onward with confidence—not by avoiding<br />

the nightmare that took place but, on the contrary, by facing it head on.<br />

Through human rights workshops, speaking about the past, and engaging with it,<br />

they have moved forward and are determined—despite all the continued threats<br />

and attacks—not to move one step back. Key to this process is the public nature of<br />

their grieving: sharing the grief, hearing each other, receiving responses and reactions<br />

to their deep pain. This open grief allows for reciprocity and that, in turn,<br />

links the individual to the collective process of coping with fear, stress, and recovery.<br />

Also important has been a past of participatory experience and a venue to participate<br />

publicly—a strong community experience infused with democratic practices.<br />

<strong>The</strong> result is a process of private suffering, public grieving. <strong>The</strong> public space<br />

unveils pathways not always available in other villages that enable individuals to<br />

better cope with private wounds.<br />

Nonetheless, the process of healing will take time. Ramon, a former combatant<br />

with the guerrilla forces, emphasizes the psychological scars of the war: “We<br />

were left psychologically wounded as a result of the war. It will take a long time to<br />

achieve an emotional stability.” A Maya-K’iche’ man, so poor he lacked land of his<br />

own in the village, recalls the decision he made when captured at the age of thirtytwo<br />

and taken to be tortured at the military base. He had made up his mind not<br />

to collaborate with the army, not to provide any information. “I thought, no, I<br />

would rather just die by myself, why should I kill my brothers? I didn’t even think<br />

of my family, I forgot, so let them kill me, I thought.” I ask him how he felt when<br />

he left the army base after four months. “One leg was totally swollen, I couldn’t<br />

walk. My feet were totally swollen,” he recalls with a pained look twisting his features.<br />

“I only wanted water. My family and I were thrown in a thick forest, without<br />

food, nothing.” Leandro was told he could not go back to his destroyed village<br />

because that was “a red zone, we could not cultivate there.” He says he was devastated<br />

and demoralized. <strong>The</strong> physical pain and damage bled into the psychological<br />

wounds. In the beginning, it was not simply the terrible, debilitating physical<br />

pain that was immobilizing, he recalled, but rather the desire to live had seeped out<br />

of him. He says his wife began to cut wood and work so they could survive in the<br />

wasteland in which they had been dumped. He just sat there cowering: devastated,<br />

humiliated, and without energy or will. Hope for recovery was derailed because<br />

the military ordered him to appear at the army base—the same place where he had

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