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THE VISION OF OLD ANDREW THE WEAVER.<br />
domed <strong>the</strong> g<strong>or</strong>geous ro<strong>of</strong>, <strong>the</strong> stalls and canopios, aye, and<br />
every one <strong>of</strong> those beaming stars above, BI.-UL f<strong>or</strong>th llx'ii- vnis<br />
in unison with that sainted congregation at whose devotions<br />
<strong>the</strong>y were assisting.<br />
Slow and solemn was <strong>the</strong> strain and plaintive, breathing at<br />
once <strong>of</strong> hopes deferred, and <strong>of</strong> earnest and trustful prayer,<br />
embodying toge<strong>the</strong>r, as it were, <strong>the</strong> feelings <strong>of</strong> those two<br />
classes <strong>of</strong> God's saints, whom Andrew had this night been permitted<br />
to behold <strong>the</strong> one ; suffering, assembled <strong>the</strong>re behind<br />
him in <strong>the</strong> nave, <strong>the</strong> o<strong>the</strong>r triumphing, yet full <strong>of</strong> sympathy f<strong>or</strong><br />
<strong>the</strong>ir less f<strong>or</strong>tunate brethren, and <strong>the</strong>ref<strong>or</strong>e met toge<strong>the</strong>r in <strong>the</strong><br />
chancel bef<strong>or</strong>e him to intercede f<strong>or</strong> <strong>the</strong>m. Now it was as <strong>the</strong><br />
Toice <strong>of</strong> one pleading his cause with tears, and bowing bown<br />
to <strong>the</strong> very dust to sue f<strong>or</strong> mercy, and now it was as <strong>the</strong> united<br />
eff<strong>or</strong>ts <strong>of</strong> thousands determined even to do violence to heaven,<br />
and clam<strong>or</strong>ous bef<strong>or</strong>e <strong>the</strong> throne <strong>of</strong> God, " that eternal rest<br />
might be given to <strong>the</strong> souls in prison, and perpetual light be<br />
made to shine upon <strong>the</strong>m "* and anon <strong>the</strong> full ch<strong>or</strong>us would<br />
;<br />
burst f<strong>or</strong>th joyously, s if its prayer was heard, f<strong>or</strong> truly it was<br />
proper to raise up a hymn <strong>of</strong> jubilation in Siou, and to pay<br />
TOWS in Jerusalem, to Him who had heard <strong>the</strong> prayer <strong>of</strong> His<br />
children and granted <strong>the</strong>ir petition.!<br />
Andrew listened as one in a trance. Every faculty seemed<br />
to be abs<strong>or</strong>bed in <strong>the</strong> sense <strong>of</strong> hearing ; and when at length<br />
<strong>of</strong> dis-<br />
<strong>the</strong> harmony suddenly took up ano<strong>the</strong>r mode expressive<br />
may and anguish, and tha voices even <strong>of</strong> saints and angels<br />
grew tremulous, as <strong>the</strong>y sung <strong>of</strong> " <strong>the</strong> day <strong>of</strong> wrath, that dread-<br />
ful day," he bent down and pressed his hands over his eyes, as<br />
if at onoe to shut out <strong>the</strong> fearful images that rose up bef<strong>or</strong>e<br />
him, and to exclude every sight that could mar <strong>the</strong> effect <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong><br />
sublime strains that were searching into his very sonL And<br />
thus did he remain quite abs<strong>or</strong>bed in that wondrous hymn, al-<br />
ternately terrified, and consoled, and filled with hope and love,<br />
as <strong>the</strong> deep meanings <strong>of</strong> it stirring w<strong>or</strong>ds were infused into his<br />
oul by <strong>the</strong> changeful voices <strong>of</strong> that unearthly choir.<br />
At length <strong>the</strong> chanters ceased, and Andrew raised his head<br />
to watch <strong>the</strong> ceremonies at <strong>the</strong> altar. He perceived that<br />
<strong>the</strong> deacon was just about to chant <strong>the</strong> gospel, and instinctively<br />
stood up to listen to it. He easily recognized <strong>the</strong><br />
w<strong>or</strong>ds, f<strong>or</strong> it was <strong>the</strong> Gospel <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Mass f<strong>or</strong> All Souls' Day<br />
which he knew was <strong>the</strong> account <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> conversation between<br />
Jesus and Martha just bef<strong>or</strong>e He raised her bro<strong>the</strong>r Lazarus<br />
from <strong>the</strong> tomb. But never had its meaning come so home to<br />
his heart as now. To hear those w<strong>or</strong>ds <strong>of</strong> Jesus, " thy bro<strong>the</strong>r<br />
shall rise again, believest thou this ? " and <strong>the</strong> reply <strong>of</strong> Martha,<br />
" I know that h shall rise again in <strong>the</strong> resurrection <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> last<br />
day," thus sung by lips that f<strong>or</strong> ages, perhaps, had been<br />
mouldering in <strong>the</strong> grave ; and to look at <strong>the</strong> same time at <strong>the</strong><br />
than his.<br />
At <strong>the</strong> conclusion <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Gospel, <strong>the</strong>re was a pause. Andrew<br />
had been told that this was <strong>the</strong> proper time f<strong>or</strong> <strong>the</strong> sermon,<br />
but he could not imagine what instruction saints, already immersed<br />
in gl<strong>or</strong>y, such as <strong>the</strong> congregation bef<strong>or</strong>e him, could<br />
want ; so he stood wondering what new scene might be pre-<br />
itated whe<strong>the</strong>r to dare even to whisper it.<br />
Bequiem ternam dona ail Domino ;<br />
Hua f<strong>or</strong> th Dead.<br />
T te drat hymnm, Dem in Sion j<br />
audl <strong>or</strong>ationem lueam. Ib.<br />
t lui prpetua lucet elm. Introi* <strong>of</strong><br />
t tibi rdatur TOtum In Jerusalem ; ei-<br />
" Make haste, if thon hast aught to ask," <strong>the</strong> voice resumed,<br />
"<strong>or</strong>tho ceremony will proceed."<br />
" "<br />
I had a wish," <strong>the</strong> old roan now replied, but I think it is<br />
w<strong>or</strong>se than useless to speak <strong>of</strong> it here."<br />
" Thou shult see," was <strong>the</strong> rejoinder, and at a motion pf <strong>the</strong><br />
Seraph's hand, one <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> occupants <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> stalls gently glided<br />
from his place, and stood bef<strong>or</strong>e <strong>the</strong> astonished and now trem-<br />
bling weaver.<br />
He had <strong>the</strong> appearance <strong>of</strong> a man somewhat past <strong>the</strong> prime <strong>of</strong><br />
life, and might have been thought toil-w<strong>or</strong>n and emaciated, but<br />
f<strong>or</strong> an inexpressible glow that seemed to radiate from his fea-<br />
tures, lending a charm to those wrinkles and deep marked furrows,<br />
that told <strong>of</strong> cares and lab<strong>or</strong>s long endured, and would<br />
have made a face less gl<strong>or</strong>ified painful to look upon. He wa<br />
dressed in a coarse brown habit reaching to his feet, with a<br />
hood <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> same material thrown back behind. A rough c<strong>or</strong>d<br />
f<strong>or</strong>med his girdle, and from it hung a rudely carved rosary,<br />
with its wooden cross and skull. His neck and feet were bare,<br />
<strong>the</strong> latter being protected only by lea<strong>the</strong>r sandals. His head<br />
too was uncovered, and entirely shaven round <strong>the</strong> crown. But<br />
his coarse habit and girdle, and rough. f<strong>or</strong>med sandals, everything<br />
in fact that he w<strong>or</strong>e, though conveying an idea <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong><br />
lowest poverty, seemed interwoven with threads <strong>of</strong> gold, and<br />
glittered as if powdered over with diamonds. ^<br />
His arms were crossed upon his breast, his head bowed downwards,<br />
and his eyes cast upon <strong>the</strong> ground, and his countenance<br />
and whole demean<strong>or</strong> spoke <strong>of</strong> such a deep humility and <strong>of</strong> such<br />
pure benevolence that old Andrew's heart leaped up into his<br />
throat f<strong>or</strong> love <strong>of</strong> him as he gazed upon him.<br />
" What would you with me, bro<strong>the</strong>r ?" he began, seeing that<br />
Andrew was abashed and confused. His s<strong>of</strong>t and winning<br />
Toice quite reassured <strong>the</strong> old man, and he venture*} to mention<br />
<strong>the</strong> wish <strong>of</strong> which he had already repented, adding " that he<br />
would not have thought <strong>of</strong> speaking <strong>of</strong> it here, only f<strong>or</strong> <strong>the</strong><br />
angel. F<strong>or</strong>, <strong>of</strong> course, no one would be willing to exchange<br />
heaven f<strong>or</strong> earth, when once he had got safe <strong>the</strong>re. " " Not so<br />
much a thing <strong>of</strong> course," <strong>the</strong> saint replied, " if a Christian's<br />
soul can be saved <strong>the</strong>reby."<br />
"But you wouldn't have me believe," asked Andrew, "that<br />
any one would give up such bliss as yours to come again to<br />
earth, even f<strong>or</strong> <strong>the</strong> salvation <strong>of</strong> a thousand souls ?"<br />
"It has been done," was <strong>the</strong> reply, "by one whose bliss<br />
surpassed even that which <strong>the</strong> highest <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> saints enjoys ;<br />
and He has told us to learn <strong>of</strong> Him. Why should this lesson,<br />
<strong>of</strong> which He set us <strong>the</strong> example, be <strong>the</strong> only one left un-<br />
shining bodies <strong>of</strong> so many who had believed in Jesus just risen<br />
from <strong>the</strong>ir tombs, did indeed give a f<strong>or</strong>ce to <strong>the</strong> narative <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong><br />
Evangelist, that practised?"<br />
Andrew fixed his eyes upon<br />
might well strike a far m<strong>or</strong>e tut<strong>or</strong>ed mind<br />
<strong>the</strong> speaker to see if he was<br />
really in earnest. But everything in that glowing countenance<br />
showed that what he said was from <strong>the</strong> heart, and that he was<br />
ready, if it were allowed him, to make a sacrifice such as this.<br />
" But is it possible 1" faltered <strong>the</strong> old man "<br />
would ; you<br />
no I cannot believe it I daren't ask <strong>the</strong> question."<br />
"Would I, you mean to say," <strong>the</strong> holy man proceeded,<br />
" consent to exchange my lot f<strong>or</strong> yours ?"<br />
paring.<br />
But f<strong>or</strong> a few minutes all was still, until he seemed to hear<br />
ft voice, that came, he fancied, from one <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> angels at his<br />
side, yet not from his lips, n<strong>or</strong> did it enter through his own<br />
ears, though it was clearly audible in his heart.<br />
"Child <strong>of</strong> clay," it seemed<br />
"<br />
to say, hast thou not some request<br />
to make ? Now is <strong>the</strong> "<br />
proper time f<strong>or</strong> it.<br />
He was bewildered by <strong>the</strong> question, and began to ransack<br />
his mem<strong>or</strong>y to find out what he stood most in need <strong>of</strong>, when<br />
gradually <strong>the</strong> wish that he had uttered, <strong>of</strong> changing places<br />
with some one in <strong>the</strong> <strong>church</strong>-yard, came back to his mind.<br />
But so extravagant did it seem to be renewed Andrew scarce dared to express<br />
here, that he hes-<br />
his assent, but <strong>the</strong> saint replied,<br />
as if to his thoughts: "Yes, willingly; if Jesus will<br />
permit, and your salvation can be secured <strong>the</strong>reby."<br />
He cast his eyes f<strong>or</strong> a moment up to <strong>the</strong> rood above, as if it<br />
were to ask to be allowed to f<strong>or</strong>ego <strong>the</strong> privileges <strong>of</strong> his gl<strong>or</strong>ified<br />
state f<strong>or</strong> <strong>the</strong> sake <strong>of</strong> charity, and it seemed to Andrew, aa<br />
if his look was responded to by ft new and brighter flood <strong>of</strong><br />
gl<strong>or</strong>y descending on his head.<br />
"<br />
But he was still incredulous. Excuse me, sir," he began,<br />
"if I make bold to say, that ei<strong>the</strong>r <strong>the</strong> w<strong>or</strong>ld's mightily<br />
changed since your days, <strong>or</strong> else you don't know what poverty<br />
is, n<strong>or</strong> how po<strong>or</strong> and miserable I am."<br />
" <strong>The</strong> w<strong>or</strong>ld is and always has been much <strong>the</strong> same," was<br />
<strong>the</strong> reply, " as far as trials and crosses go. And as f<strong>or</strong> poverty,<br />
look at my dress. Suppose it to be divested <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> beauty<br />
which <strong>the</strong> goodness <strong>of</strong> Jesus has shed upon it, and <strong>the</strong>n tell<br />
think it too coarse<br />
me, would not <strong>the</strong> po<strong>or</strong>est <strong>of</strong> your cottagers<br />
and thread-bare to be w<strong>or</strong>n ? It was my dress on earth, and is<br />
good sample <strong>of</strong> "<br />
everything that was about mo,<br />
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