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THE VISION OF OLD ANDREW THE WEAVER.<br />

domed <strong>the</strong> g<strong>or</strong>geous ro<strong>of</strong>, <strong>the</strong> stalls and canopios, aye, and<br />

every one <strong>of</strong> those beaming stars above, BI.-UL f<strong>or</strong>th llx'ii- vnis<br />

in unison with that sainted congregation at whose devotions<br />

<strong>the</strong>y were assisting.<br />

Slow and solemn was <strong>the</strong> strain and plaintive, breathing at<br />

once <strong>of</strong> hopes deferred, and <strong>of</strong> earnest and trustful prayer,<br />

embodying toge<strong>the</strong>r, as it were, <strong>the</strong> feelings <strong>of</strong> those two<br />

classes <strong>of</strong> God's saints, whom Andrew had this night been permitted<br />

to behold <strong>the</strong> one ; suffering, assembled <strong>the</strong>re behind<br />

him in <strong>the</strong> nave, <strong>the</strong> o<strong>the</strong>r triumphing, yet full <strong>of</strong> sympathy f<strong>or</strong><br />

<strong>the</strong>ir less f<strong>or</strong>tunate brethren, and <strong>the</strong>ref<strong>or</strong>e met toge<strong>the</strong>r in <strong>the</strong><br />

chancel bef<strong>or</strong>e him to intercede f<strong>or</strong> <strong>the</strong>m. Now it was as <strong>the</strong><br />

Toice <strong>of</strong> one pleading his cause with tears, and bowing bown<br />

to <strong>the</strong> very dust to sue f<strong>or</strong> mercy, and now it was as <strong>the</strong> united<br />

eff<strong>or</strong>ts <strong>of</strong> thousands determined even to do violence to heaven,<br />

and clam<strong>or</strong>ous bef<strong>or</strong>e <strong>the</strong> throne <strong>of</strong> God, " that eternal rest<br />

might be given to <strong>the</strong> souls in prison, and perpetual light be<br />

made to shine upon <strong>the</strong>m "* and anon <strong>the</strong> full ch<strong>or</strong>us would<br />

;<br />

burst f<strong>or</strong>th joyously, s if its prayer was heard, f<strong>or</strong> truly it was<br />

proper to raise up a hymn <strong>of</strong> jubilation in Siou, and to pay<br />

TOWS in Jerusalem, to Him who had heard <strong>the</strong> prayer <strong>of</strong> His<br />

children and granted <strong>the</strong>ir petition.!<br />

Andrew listened as one in a trance. Every faculty seemed<br />

to be abs<strong>or</strong>bed in <strong>the</strong> sense <strong>of</strong> hearing ; and when at length<br />

<strong>of</strong> dis-<br />

<strong>the</strong> harmony suddenly took up ano<strong>the</strong>r mode expressive<br />

may and anguish, and tha voices even <strong>of</strong> saints and angels<br />

grew tremulous, as <strong>the</strong>y sung <strong>of</strong> " <strong>the</strong> day <strong>of</strong> wrath, that dread-<br />

ful day," he bent down and pressed his hands over his eyes, as<br />

if at onoe to shut out <strong>the</strong> fearful images that rose up bef<strong>or</strong>e<br />

him, and to exclude every sight that could mar <strong>the</strong> effect <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong><br />

sublime strains that were searching into his very sonL And<br />

thus did he remain quite abs<strong>or</strong>bed in that wondrous hymn, al-<br />

ternately terrified, and consoled, and filled with hope and love,<br />

as <strong>the</strong> deep meanings <strong>of</strong> it stirring w<strong>or</strong>ds were infused into his<br />

oul by <strong>the</strong> changeful voices <strong>of</strong> that unearthly choir.<br />

At length <strong>the</strong> chanters ceased, and Andrew raised his head<br />

to watch <strong>the</strong> ceremonies at <strong>the</strong> altar. He perceived that<br />

<strong>the</strong> deacon was just about to chant <strong>the</strong> gospel, and instinctively<br />

stood up to listen to it. He easily recognized <strong>the</strong><br />

w<strong>or</strong>ds, f<strong>or</strong> it was <strong>the</strong> Gospel <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Mass f<strong>or</strong> All Souls' Day<br />

which he knew was <strong>the</strong> account <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> conversation between<br />

Jesus and Martha just bef<strong>or</strong>e He raised her bro<strong>the</strong>r Lazarus<br />

from <strong>the</strong> tomb. But never had its meaning come so home to<br />

his heart as now. To hear those w<strong>or</strong>ds <strong>of</strong> Jesus, " thy bro<strong>the</strong>r<br />

shall rise again, believest thou this ? " and <strong>the</strong> reply <strong>of</strong> Martha,<br />

" I know that h shall rise again in <strong>the</strong> resurrection <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> last<br />

day," thus sung by lips that f<strong>or</strong> ages, perhaps, had been<br />

mouldering in <strong>the</strong> grave ; and to look at <strong>the</strong> same time at <strong>the</strong><br />

than his.<br />

At <strong>the</strong> conclusion <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Gospel, <strong>the</strong>re was a pause. Andrew<br />

had been told that this was <strong>the</strong> proper time f<strong>or</strong> <strong>the</strong> sermon,<br />

but he could not imagine what instruction saints, already immersed<br />

in gl<strong>or</strong>y, such as <strong>the</strong> congregation bef<strong>or</strong>e him, could<br />

want ; so he stood wondering what new scene might be pre-<br />

itated whe<strong>the</strong>r to dare even to whisper it.<br />

Bequiem ternam dona ail Domino ;<br />

Hua f<strong>or</strong> th Dead.<br />

T te drat hymnm, Dem in Sion j<br />

audl <strong>or</strong>ationem lueam. Ib.<br />

t lui prpetua lucet elm. Introi* <strong>of</strong><br />

t tibi rdatur TOtum In Jerusalem ; ei-<br />

" Make haste, if thon hast aught to ask," <strong>the</strong> voice resumed,<br />

"<strong>or</strong>tho ceremony will proceed."<br />

" "<br />

I had a wish," <strong>the</strong> old roan now replied, but I think it is<br />

w<strong>or</strong>se than useless to speak <strong>of</strong> it here."<br />

" Thou shult see," was <strong>the</strong> rejoinder, and at a motion pf <strong>the</strong><br />

Seraph's hand, one <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> occupants <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> stalls gently glided<br />

from his place, and stood bef<strong>or</strong>e <strong>the</strong> astonished and now trem-<br />

bling weaver.<br />

He had <strong>the</strong> appearance <strong>of</strong> a man somewhat past <strong>the</strong> prime <strong>of</strong><br />

life, and might have been thought toil-w<strong>or</strong>n and emaciated, but<br />

f<strong>or</strong> an inexpressible glow that seemed to radiate from his fea-<br />

tures, lending a charm to those wrinkles and deep marked furrows,<br />

that told <strong>of</strong> cares and lab<strong>or</strong>s long endured, and would<br />

have made a face less gl<strong>or</strong>ified painful to look upon. He wa<br />

dressed in a coarse brown habit reaching to his feet, with a<br />

hood <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> same material thrown back behind. A rough c<strong>or</strong>d<br />

f<strong>or</strong>med his girdle, and from it hung a rudely carved rosary,<br />

with its wooden cross and skull. His neck and feet were bare,<br />

<strong>the</strong> latter being protected only by lea<strong>the</strong>r sandals. His head<br />

too was uncovered, and entirely shaven round <strong>the</strong> crown. But<br />

his coarse habit and girdle, and rough. f<strong>or</strong>med sandals, everything<br />

in fact that he w<strong>or</strong>e, though conveying an idea <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong><br />

lowest poverty, seemed interwoven with threads <strong>of</strong> gold, and<br />

glittered as if powdered over with diamonds. ^<br />

His arms were crossed upon his breast, his head bowed downwards,<br />

and his eyes cast upon <strong>the</strong> ground, and his countenance<br />

and whole demean<strong>or</strong> spoke <strong>of</strong> such a deep humility and <strong>of</strong> such<br />

pure benevolence that old Andrew's heart leaped up into his<br />

throat f<strong>or</strong> love <strong>of</strong> him as he gazed upon him.<br />

" What would you with me, bro<strong>the</strong>r ?" he began, seeing that<br />

Andrew was abashed and confused. His s<strong>of</strong>t and winning<br />

Toice quite reassured <strong>the</strong> old man, and he venture*} to mention<br />

<strong>the</strong> wish <strong>of</strong> which he had already repented, adding " that he<br />

would not have thought <strong>of</strong> speaking <strong>of</strong> it here, only f<strong>or</strong> <strong>the</strong><br />

angel. F<strong>or</strong>, <strong>of</strong> course, no one would be willing to exchange<br />

heaven f<strong>or</strong> earth, when once he had got safe <strong>the</strong>re. " " Not so<br />

much a thing <strong>of</strong> course," <strong>the</strong> saint replied, " if a Christian's<br />

soul can be saved <strong>the</strong>reby."<br />

"But you wouldn't have me believe," asked Andrew, "that<br />

any one would give up such bliss as yours to come again to<br />

earth, even f<strong>or</strong> <strong>the</strong> salvation <strong>of</strong> a thousand souls ?"<br />

"It has been done," was <strong>the</strong> reply, "by one whose bliss<br />

surpassed even that which <strong>the</strong> highest <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> saints enjoys ;<br />

and He has told us to learn <strong>of</strong> Him. Why should this lesson,<br />

<strong>of</strong> which He set us <strong>the</strong> example, be <strong>the</strong> only one left un-<br />

shining bodies <strong>of</strong> so many who had believed in Jesus just risen<br />

from <strong>the</strong>ir tombs, did indeed give a f<strong>or</strong>ce to <strong>the</strong> narative <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong><br />

Evangelist, that practised?"<br />

Andrew fixed his eyes upon<br />

might well strike a far m<strong>or</strong>e tut<strong>or</strong>ed mind<br />

<strong>the</strong> speaker to see if he was<br />

really in earnest. But everything in that glowing countenance<br />

showed that what he said was from <strong>the</strong> heart, and that he was<br />

ready, if it were allowed him, to make a sacrifice such as this.<br />

" But is it possible 1" faltered <strong>the</strong> old man "<br />

would ; you<br />

no I cannot believe it I daren't ask <strong>the</strong> question."<br />

"Would I, you mean to say," <strong>the</strong> holy man proceeded,<br />

" consent to exchange my lot f<strong>or</strong> yours ?"<br />

paring.<br />

But f<strong>or</strong> a few minutes all was still, until he seemed to hear<br />

ft voice, that came, he fancied, from one <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> angels at his<br />

side, yet not from his lips, n<strong>or</strong> did it enter through his own<br />

ears, though it was clearly audible in his heart.<br />

"Child <strong>of</strong> clay," it seemed<br />

"<br />

to say, hast thou not some request<br />

to make ? Now is <strong>the</strong> "<br />

proper time f<strong>or</strong> it.<br />

He was bewildered by <strong>the</strong> question, and began to ransack<br />

his mem<strong>or</strong>y to find out what he stood most in need <strong>of</strong>, when<br />

gradually <strong>the</strong> wish that he had uttered, <strong>of</strong> changing places<br />

with some one in <strong>the</strong> <strong>church</strong>-yard, came back to his mind.<br />

But so extravagant did it seem to be renewed Andrew scarce dared to express<br />

here, that he hes-<br />

his assent, but <strong>the</strong> saint replied,<br />

as if to his thoughts: "Yes, willingly; if Jesus will<br />

permit, and your salvation can be secured <strong>the</strong>reby."<br />

He cast his eyes f<strong>or</strong> a moment up to <strong>the</strong> rood above, as if it<br />

were to ask to be allowed to f<strong>or</strong>ego <strong>the</strong> privileges <strong>of</strong> his gl<strong>or</strong>ified<br />

state f<strong>or</strong> <strong>the</strong> sake <strong>of</strong> charity, and it seemed to Andrew, aa<br />

if his look was responded to by ft new and brighter flood <strong>of</strong><br />

gl<strong>or</strong>y descending on his head.<br />

"<br />

But he was still incredulous. Excuse me, sir," he began,<br />

"if I make bold to say, that ei<strong>the</strong>r <strong>the</strong> w<strong>or</strong>ld's mightily<br />

changed since your days, <strong>or</strong> else you don't know what poverty<br />

is, n<strong>or</strong> how po<strong>or</strong> and miserable I am."<br />

" <strong>The</strong> w<strong>or</strong>ld is and always has been much <strong>the</strong> same," was<br />

<strong>the</strong> reply, " as far as trials and crosses go. And as f<strong>or</strong> poverty,<br />

look at my dress. Suppose it to be divested <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> beauty<br />

which <strong>the</strong> goodness <strong>of</strong> Jesus has shed upon it, and <strong>the</strong>n tell<br />

think it too coarse<br />

me, would not <strong>the</strong> po<strong>or</strong>est <strong>of</strong> your cottagers<br />

and thread-bare to be w<strong>or</strong>n ? It was my dress on earth, and is<br />

good sample <strong>of</strong> "<br />

everything that was about mo,<br />

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