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to c:o f<strong>or</strong>th from her body until Ho had blessed it by His aacbut<br />

you c:ui guess <strong>the</strong> rest, Ag.<br />

<strong>The</strong> joy was too much f<strong>or</strong> her wasted frame -she died<br />

: momeiit <strong>of</strong> unalterable! bliss."<br />

<strong>The</strong>re was a long pause, and when Francesco looked again<br />

upon his young companion, he saw that Rhe could not speak,<br />

so fast were <strong>the</strong> tears streaming from her blind eyes.<br />

" To die <strong>of</strong> love ! it was indeed a death to die, m<strong>or</strong>e blessed<br />

than any life could be," he added. <strong>The</strong>re was ano<strong>the</strong>r pause,<br />

to <strong>the</strong><br />

and <strong>the</strong>n Aguese whispered, in a voice which seemed,<br />

old man's fancy, as <strong>the</strong> very echo <strong>of</strong> Colomba's :<br />

" Oh, that <strong>the</strong> dove would descend once m<strong>or</strong>e, and give Him<br />

to my prayers. "<br />

" We must have patience a little longer fanciullina mia.<br />

You are older than <strong>the</strong> little Saint <strong>of</strong> whom we have been<br />

speaking, and soon Padro Giovanni will begin to talk <strong>of</strong> our<br />

first communion."<br />

" Soon ! do you think he will talk about it soon, Francesco?"<br />

said Aguese, her whole face lighting up with a look <strong>of</strong> joyful<br />

surprise.<br />

" I must not reveal <strong>the</strong> Padre's secrets, " said <strong>the</strong> old man,<br />

' '<br />

smilingly ; only wait a very little longer, and <strong>the</strong>n we shall<br />

see but in <strong>the</strong> ;<br />

meantime, dear Aguese, we will w<strong>or</strong>k f<strong>or</strong> Jesus<br />

with Martha, that we may have <strong>the</strong> happiness <strong>of</strong> res'.ing after-<br />

No, no ; <strong>the</strong>re is no fear <strong>of</strong> Perletta ; she is grown very<br />

patient."<br />

"Well, I am glad <strong>of</strong> that, Agnese. Adieu, my child."<br />

Francesco left <strong>the</strong> vestry through ano<strong>the</strong>r do<strong>or</strong>, just as Agnese<br />

opened <strong>the</strong> one by which she had entered it with him,<br />

stumbling as she did BO over <strong>the</strong> old lady whom she had so<br />

long and unwittingly left waiting on <strong>the</strong> outside. Determined<br />

not to leave <strong>the</strong> <strong>church</strong> without speaking to <strong>the</strong> child, and yet<br />

feeling too weary and tantalized to remain patient any longer,<br />

she had just made up her mind to break in upon her conversation,<br />

when, as we have seen, Agnese opened <strong>the</strong> do<strong>or</strong>, and in<br />

her blindness stepped directly upon her feet. <strong>The</strong> sufferer uttered<br />

an involuntary scream, and <strong>the</strong>n, as sufferers will upon<br />

such occasions, she could uot resist saying in a petulant ione :<br />

if you had not left your eyes be-<br />

"You have hurt me, child ;<br />

f<strong>or</strong>e <strong>the</strong> altar, you might have seen that you were walking quite<br />

over my feet; one would fancy you were blind,"<br />

"Pardon me, Madam, " said <strong>the</strong> child, in a voice <strong>of</strong> distress,<br />

but which had uot even <strong>the</strong> shadow <strong>of</strong> impatience in it "pardon<br />

me, f<strong>or</strong> I am blind."<br />

" Blind ! Good God !" cried <strong>the</strong> old lady, "how cruel I must<br />

"<br />

have appeared !<br />

holy expression <strong>of</strong> that face ;<br />

<strong>or</strong> wure YOU, indeed, as I should think, b<strong>or</strong>n blind ?" , .<br />

" 1 knmv not ; but I do not remember over to have<br />

<strong>the</strong> light, Sign<br />

" And are you here alone ? have you no one to lead you<br />

home, my ch.U ?" asked her companion, now in a toi<br />

teudrrest compassion.<br />

'Si, Sign<strong>or</strong>a ; Perletta is waiting f<strong>or</strong> me at <strong>the</strong> p<strong>or</strong>ch, nud<br />

I can always go as far by myself. "<br />

Without frying ano<strong>the</strong>r w<strong>or</strong>d <strong>the</strong> old lady led hr>r down <strong>the</strong><br />

aisle, as far as <strong>the</strong> open gate <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> <strong>church</strong> ; <strong>the</strong>re <strong>the</strong> child<br />

paused, and thanked ]n-r gently f<strong>or</strong> her kindness.<br />

"<br />

I will trouble <strong>the</strong> Sign<strong>or</strong>a no far<strong>the</strong>r," she said "<strong>the</strong> ; dug<br />

will see me home. Perletta, P<strong>or</strong>letta !" but no Pe:<br />

answered.<br />

*<br />

"<br />

My child, no dog is here," said <strong>the</strong> old lady, anxiously.<br />

" I fear it has f<strong>or</strong>saken you."<br />

"What Khali I do !" said t-ho po<strong>or</strong> child, sadly. " My God !<br />

what has become <strong>of</strong> Perletta ? Never but ouce bef<strong>or</strong>e did sho<br />

desert me in this manner.<br />

" Whi<strong>the</strong>r do you wantto go, ipy child ?" asked <strong>the</strong> old lady,<br />

m<strong>or</strong>e touched than ever by her f<strong>or</strong>l<strong>or</strong>n look ami evident dis-<br />

"<br />

tress. Tell me uhere you wish to go, and I will gladly lead<br />

you thi<strong>the</strong>r."<br />

" <strong>The</strong> Sign<strong>or</strong>a is very good ; I thank h<strong>or</strong> with all my heart,"<br />

wards at His feet with Mary. See, here are <strong>the</strong> little c<strong>or</strong>p<strong>or</strong>als<br />

f<strong>or</strong> <strong>the</strong> wash and ; remember, dear child, we are ra<strong>the</strong>r in<br />

want <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong>m just now."<br />

" You shall have <strong>the</strong>m by to-m<strong>or</strong>row m<strong>or</strong>ning, Francesco."<br />

"<br />

Nay, my child, you must not sit up all night to do it.<br />

<strong>The</strong> sweet Jesus would never demand such a hard task <strong>of</strong> H.s<br />

little one. Time enough, if you bring <strong>the</strong>m to me in <strong>the</strong> evening."<br />

" You shall have <strong>the</strong>m in <strong>the</strong> m<strong>or</strong>ning, Francesco," replied<br />

<strong>the</strong> child, in a tone <strong>of</strong> quiet resolution.<br />

"<br />

Adieu, Francesco."<br />

"Adieu, my child. What have "<br />

you done with Perletta ?<br />

"I left her at <strong>the</strong> p<strong>or</strong>ch."<br />

"Well, you have kept her a long time waiting. You had<br />

better make haste and seek her, else, if you leave her alone<br />

much longer, perhaps she will take it into her head to said <strong>the</strong> child, submissively.<br />

"<br />

It is only to my grandmo<strong>the</strong>r;<br />

go home<br />

without you, as she did once bef<strong>or</strong>e, Agnese."<br />

"<br />

She has never played me such a trick but once, Francesco.<br />

she sells lemonade in yonder grove ; perhaps <strong>the</strong> Sign<strong>or</strong>a knows<br />

her a'ready, f<strong>or</strong> she <strong>of</strong>ten deals out iced waters to <strong>the</strong> fine<br />

ladies who leave <strong>the</strong>ir carriages to rest beneath <strong>the</strong> shadow <strong>of</strong><br />

<strong>the</strong> <strong>or</strong>ange trees."<br />

" <strong>The</strong> old woman who serves out water from <strong>the</strong> fountain,<br />

is your grandmo<strong>the</strong>r ? I know her well a, ; many time have I<br />

tasted her delicious lemonade. Come, my child, we shall soon<br />

be <strong>the</strong>re, and your grandmo<strong>the</strong>r shall give me a glass <strong>of</strong> iced<br />

"<br />

water f<strong>or</strong> my rewnrd.<br />

" He will give <strong>the</strong> Sign<strong>or</strong>a a better one, some day, I hope,<br />

f<strong>or</strong> her kindness to His po<strong>or</strong> blind lamb."<br />

"<br />

Tell me, what is your name, my child?" <strong>the</strong> old lady<br />

asked again, as <strong>the</strong>y took <strong>the</strong>ir way to <strong>the</strong> <strong>or</strong>nnj"<br />

"I have said it, Sigu<strong>or</strong>a it is Agnese; that is f<strong>or</strong> Iamb,<br />

you know. So <strong>the</strong>y cull me Blind Agueso ami sometimes in<br />

;<br />

sp<strong>or</strong>t, <strong>the</strong> children name me, also Little Spouse <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Blessed<br />

Sacrameut."<br />

" '<br />

Little Spouse <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Blessed Sacrament ! said <strong>the</strong> lady in<br />

an uuder-toue "what a ; strange name, and what a strange<br />

child. And does not this blindness grieve you ?" she said<br />

aloud.<br />

<strong>The</strong> question sounded cruel, and <strong>the</strong> lady felt it did ; yet<br />

she could not resist <strong>the</strong> temptation <strong>of</strong> trying to penetrate <strong>the</strong><br />

secret feelings <strong>of</strong> this child, who had interested her so<br />

strangely.<br />

<strong>The</strong>re was no trace, however, <strong>of</strong> pain <strong>or</strong> regret upon<br />

face as she answered :<br />

" It would grieve me sadly, Sign<strong>or</strong>a, were it not f<strong>or</strong> Him. "<br />

" F<strong>or</strong> whom, my child ? <strong>the</strong> old man I saw speaking to you<br />

Agnese's<br />

just n iw ?"<br />

"<br />

No, Sign<strong>or</strong>a, not Francesco, though he is a kindness and<br />

a comf<strong>or</strong>t also. I spoke <strong>of</strong> Francesco's Master and mine <strong>of</strong><br />

Jesus <strong>of</strong> Him who made us both <strong>of</strong> Him who dwelleth ever<br />

with us on our altars."<br />

"You speak <strong>of</strong> God, my child," said <strong>the</strong> lady, reverently.<br />

"<br />

He, in truth, is everywhere but ; you cannot see Him on<br />

<strong>the</strong> altar."<br />

"No, Sign<strong>or</strong>a ; but I know Him to be <strong>the</strong>re. I feel that<br />

He is with me, and I with Him, and so I do not want f<strong>or</strong><br />

to see Him. "<br />

" And is <strong>the</strong>re nothing, <strong>the</strong>n, you want to see?" T!i<br />

And <strong>the</strong>n she looked m<strong>or</strong>e steadily at <strong>the</strong> child, and she saw<br />

that although <strong>the</strong> young face was turned towards her with an<br />

expression <strong>of</strong> sympathy in suffering, <strong>the</strong> 1<br />

eyes were not<br />

lit .cil to hers as <strong>the</strong>y would so naturally have been. <strong>The</strong> lids<br />

were closed, <strong>the</strong> long lashes swept over her cheeks <strong>the</strong>re was<br />

no temptation to raise <strong>the</strong>m, f<strong>or</strong> sight <strong>the</strong>re was none beneath.<br />

"<br />

Alas," po<strong>or</strong> child !" said she again, struck by <strong>the</strong> meek and<br />

" how long have you been thus ?<br />

lady went on, as it were iu her own despite, f<strong>or</strong> she felt ail <strong>the</strong><br />

danger <strong>of</strong> awakening regret iu so thoughtful a mind. "<strong>The</strong><br />

light, f<strong>or</strong> instance <strong>the</strong> gl<strong>or</strong>ious light <strong>of</strong> Heaven <strong>the</strong> sun, <strong>the</strong><br />

moon, <strong>the</strong> million <strong>of</strong> millions <strong>of</strong> stars that tell us <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> gl<strong>or</strong>y<br />

<strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong>ir Maker?"<br />

"<br />

No," said <strong>the</strong> child, " f<strong>or</strong> I have Him who made <strong>the</strong>m,<br />

'<br />

'<br />

and He Him. -< 'It' i ; tiie light <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> w<strong>or</strong>ld.<br />

" Or <strong>the</strong> beautiful lace <strong>of</strong> nature <strong>the</strong> deep vtdley, <strong>the</strong>

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