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"God's time is <strong>the</strong> best, my friend," said Walter ; "and<br />

mirely it wns not long that my dear fa<strong>the</strong>r in Christ, Edmund<br />

iii'nnith il to lab<strong>or</strong>, and yet who left behind t-o<br />

bruilit :i witness ! Dear friend and fa<strong>the</strong>r," continued Walter,<br />

"<br />

ip, Khali I soon Bee <strong>the</strong>* again, aud thy IV<br />

.veuslied its lighteven on earth, radiant iu <strong>the</strong> vision<br />

Ah, Arthur, would thouconldst have scon him.'"<br />

" Was it ? I never heard that."<br />

"Oh yes," said Arthur. "From <strong>the</strong> Tower, when almost<br />

rent asunder with <strong>the</strong> racking, he was taken bef<strong>or</strong>e her; she<br />

wanted to see <strong>the</strong> man, she said, who, having made Europe<br />

ring with his name, could spurn every hope <strong>of</strong> life to die a<br />

felon's death; and she looked on him and saw one who trembled<br />

not at her frown, n<strong>or</strong> fawned f<strong>or</strong> her smile. Verily it<br />

must have been a new sight f<strong>or</strong> her highness."<br />

"<br />

May his prayers win f<strong>or</strong> her light and repentance," said<br />

Walter. '<br />

-Now, my Arthur, I must trust to <strong>the</strong>e t > let <strong>the</strong> faithful<br />

know I am about to die, and entreat <strong>the</strong>ir prayers f<strong>or</strong> me in<br />

my last conflict ; and, Arthur, dost thou think it is possible to<br />

find a priest who in cha ity could come to me, now Fa<strong>the</strong>r<br />

Paterson is in Bridewell ? I think <strong>the</strong>re must I e ano<strong>the</strong>r in<br />

London, since my imprisonment hath been known."<br />

"I will try," answered Arthur. "If one can be found, I<br />

will convoy him hi<strong>the</strong>r."<br />

" "<br />

How much have I to thank <strong>the</strong>e f<strong>or</strong>, my true friend !<br />

said Walter.<br />

"<br />

My po<strong>or</strong> prayers f<strong>or</strong> you will be heard at hist,<br />

and a reward shall fall on you f<strong>or</strong> your generous devotion."<br />

Arthur did not reply, but going towards <strong>the</strong> bed on \\ hich<br />

Walter was lying, he knelt down by <strong>the</strong> side and hid<br />

in his hands.<br />

his face<br />

"Is it so in very truth ?" said Walter, in a tone thrilling<br />

with<br />

"<br />

joy, Wilt thou, indeed, choose Christ and His Crosa<br />

f<strong>or</strong> thy p<strong>or</strong>tion ? "<br />

"Yes, fa<strong>the</strong>r," he answered, with " '<br />

tears, <strong>the</strong> almost '<br />

is<br />

gone. I cast in my lot with Christ f<strong>or</strong> aye. Hear my confession,<br />

fa<strong>the</strong>r, and give me to driuk <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> waters <strong>of</strong> eternal life. "<br />

Towards evening in <strong>the</strong> same day, Walter lay down to sleep.<br />

During <strong>the</strong> day <strong>the</strong> cell had been thronged with visit<strong>or</strong>s. <strong>The</strong><br />

French ambassad<strong>or</strong> came to express his deep s<strong>or</strong>row that his<br />

faith.<br />

While Walter slept, ano<strong>the</strong>r stranger entered <strong>the</strong> cell ; he<br />

trod s<strong>of</strong>tly, and going up to <strong>the</strong> bed, bent over <strong>the</strong> sleeper,<br />

and as he gazed, <strong>the</strong> tears ga<strong>the</strong>red in his eyes. "Is it possible?<br />

" he whispered to himself "Is this <strong>the</strong> boy I saw last at<br />

<strong>the</strong> wrestling-match in <strong>the</strong> college grounds at Kheims, when<br />

every eye was on him because <strong>of</strong> his manly beauty, and <strong>the</strong><br />

wonderful ctrength he d splayed, and which had been concealed,<br />

in his slight, li<strong>the</strong> f<strong>or</strong>m ? "<br />

Walter's lips moved, and he spoke in his dream, "Not as I,<br />

bntasThou;" and in ano<strong>the</strong>r moment he awoke, and looked<br />

up in his visit<strong>or</strong>'s face. <strong>The</strong>n came a wondering look <strong>of</strong> hulf<br />

recognition.<br />

" Is it you, Basil f"<br />

"Yes,'' answered his friend "it is Basil T ;<br />

avers."<br />

Walter was silent f<strong>or</strong> a minute from deep emotion.<br />

"I fell asleep, _praving that if it were His will, a prie-t<br />

might be sent to me, and in answer you come. Verily, my cup<br />

runneth over with consolation."<br />

On <strong>the</strong> m<strong>or</strong>ning <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> following day, Walter was agnin<br />

alone, when <strong>the</strong> do<strong>or</strong> opened, and <strong>the</strong> jailer ushered iu two<br />

ladies closely veiled.<br />

<strong>The</strong>y came f<strong>or</strong>ward, and kneeling, entreated <strong>the</strong> priest's<br />

blessing.<br />

"1 oitii hardly raiso my hand t give it to you. rny daughter--,"<br />

he answered, smilinc, " but I will essny my best :<br />

' <strong>The</strong> God<br />

<strong>of</strong> nil might str ng<strong>the</strong>n you, and give you courage to serve Him<br />

unto <strong>the</strong> end.' "<br />

One <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> visit<strong>or</strong>s now threw back her veil, and Walter<br />

recognized Unse F<strong>or</strong>d.<br />

"<br />

Ah, my child, come to bid me farewell. Nay, weep not,<br />

<strong>the</strong>re is no cause f<strong>or</strong> s<strong>or</strong>row; ra<strong>the</strong>r thank God f<strong>or</strong> me. Is your<br />

"Yes, he must have been wonderful, when even .he queen's companion also known to me ?"<br />

curiosity was raised to do "<br />

so."<br />

She desires to remain disguised," replied Rose<br />

" and I<br />

;<br />

fath r, come hi<strong>the</strong>r with a message from my mistress. She<br />

hath made g eat exertions to procure your pardon, but tlie dif-<br />

ficulties have been many; at last, however, she has sue eeded,<br />

and <strong>the</strong> queen pardons you."<br />

A shade <strong>of</strong> deep disappointment passed over Walter's face,<br />

and ho said iu a low t ne, as to himself, "I am not w<strong>or</strong>thy ;<br />

as Thou wiliest in all things,"<br />

<strong>The</strong>n turning again to Rose, he said<br />

"Thank <strong>the</strong> duchess f<strong>or</strong>me, R se, f<strong>or</strong> her chrrity. A pnrdon<br />

I did not expect n<strong>or</strong> desire. Never<strong>the</strong>less,' a longer life<br />

will be an opp<strong>or</strong>tunity <strong>of</strong> serving God longer, and making myself<br />

m<strong>or</strong>e fit to see Him hereafter. Let i er not deem m un-<br />

gracious, Ros;; but ti.ou as a ; Catholic canst understand that<br />

to snatch wat r from <strong>the</strong> thirsty is les i painful than to bid back<br />

to life's hard battle <strong>the</strong> soul that longed to be with God."<br />

" But <strong>the</strong>re are conditions to this pardon," said Rose.<br />

" Ha !<br />

<strong>of</strong> what nature, I pr ly you ?"<br />

"You must give up exercising all priestly functions, and<br />

reside as a simple gentleman ei<strong>the</strong>r here <strong>or</strong> abroad : if here,<br />

concealing your faith as far as possible."<br />

Walter's face was radiant again.<br />

" Most happy conditions," he said, "since <strong>the</strong>y permit me<br />

lawfully to refuse this pardon. And, my child, when you<br />

thank <strong>the</strong> duchess, as you must do f<strong>or</strong> me, most gratefully, f<strong>or</strong><br />

her zeal in procuring that f<strong>or</strong> me which I cannot accept, try<br />

and make her understand how low, how utterly w<strong>or</strong>thless<br />

would be <strong>the</strong> life that is <strong>of</strong>fered on such terms. F<strong>or</strong>swear my<br />

priesthood ! f<strong>or</strong>swear God's greatest, noblest, grandest gilt to<br />

man! Does not <strong>the</strong> soldier die i <strong>or</strong> his gl<strong>or</strong>y ? Does not <strong>the</strong> king<br />

die f<strong>or</strong> his crown ? Does not even <strong>the</strong> merchant oie f<strong>or</strong> his<br />

intercession f<strong>or</strong> <strong>the</strong> life <strong>of</strong> Fa<strong>the</strong>r de Lisle had proved unavailing,<br />

and that it was evident Walter was <strong>the</strong> object <strong>of</strong> bitter<br />

gold<br />

hatred to some one at court. Many o<strong>the</strong>r Catholics came to<br />

make <strong>the</strong>ir confessions to Walter, and receive<br />

his^<br />

last counsel<br />

and blessing; and none ever f<strong>or</strong>got those w<strong>or</strong>ds <strong>of</strong> sweetness<br />

aud strength. It was remarked afterwards, that none <strong>of</strong> those<br />

who had seen Walter in his last hours ever fell away from <strong>the</strong><br />

? And why should we, be backward, as soldiers <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong><br />

Cross, <strong>the</strong> co-heirs <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> kingdom, <strong>the</strong> stcwa:ds<strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> treasure<br />

house ? Tell her. Rose, that <strong>the</strong> only w ad<strong>or</strong>n is to love<br />

Christ, and <strong>the</strong> only folly to despise Him. Tell her that <strong>the</strong><br />

longest life without a care, th fairest visions <strong>of</strong> youth perfectly<br />

fulfilled, is not to be compared f<strong>or</strong> one moment to <strong>the</strong><br />

joy <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> prison and <strong>the</strong> rack, and <strong>the</strong> looking f<strong>or</strong>ward to Tyb<strong>or</strong>ne.<br />

I choose this last <strong>of</strong> my own free will, a thousand<br />

times and ; she, when she comes to die, will feel, too, <strong>the</strong> truth<br />

w<strong>or</strong>ds. Oh that ere that day comes upon her, she may<br />

<strong>of</strong> my !<br />

have learned to know <strong>the</strong> nothingness <strong>of</strong> earth, <strong>the</strong> greatness<br />

to win<br />

<strong>of</strong> eternity ; and may have learned to dare all things<br />

Christ."<br />

<strong>The</strong>re was a sh<strong>or</strong>t pause, and both his audit<strong>or</strong>s were weep-<br />

ing. " I have ti fav<strong>or</strong> to ask <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> duchess, Rose ; it is that she<br />

will do what she can to comf<strong>or</strong>t and help, after my death, Lady<br />

Beauville. I hear her life has been spared, thanks to God;<br />

she is yet unconscious ; but when she recovers she will need<br />

comf<strong>or</strong>t. Ask you mistress to do v hat she can f<strong>or</strong> her; and<br />

now I must bid you farewell, my c ildreu. Yet stuy," and ho<br />

"<br />

took from his vest a small and well-w<strong>or</strong>n rosary. Carry this<br />

to <strong>the</strong> duchess as my last gift; it is <strong>the</strong> rosary <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Seven<br />

Dol<strong>or</strong>s <strong>of</strong>. Mary. It has its value, f<strong>or</strong> itJ* longed to my dear<br />

mo<strong>the</strong>r, who <strong>of</strong>ten ba<strong>the</strong>d it in tears; it VKh been a consola-<br />

eem a strange present to <strong>the</strong><br />

tion likewise to me. It may ;<br />

noble and prosperous lady; never<strong>the</strong>less, when dol<strong>or</strong> comes<br />

onlur.asit docs < ue day to all <strong>the</strong> children <strong>of</strong> earth, <strong>the</strong><br />

thought <strong>of</strong> what <strong>the</strong> heart <strong>of</strong> Mary, pierced with that sharp<br />

sw<strong>or</strong>d, endured, may comf<strong>or</strong>t her. God bless you, my chil-<br />

dren, and fill you with His benedictions. I beseech your charit;iblc<br />

prayers f<strong>or</strong> me."<br />

dropped her veil, and urn. wing <strong>the</strong> arm <strong>of</strong> her companion<br />

within her own, <strong>the</strong>y passed from tha cell through <strong>the</strong> long

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