Fabiola : or, The church of the catacombs - Digital Repository Services
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"God's time is <strong>the</strong> best, my friend," said Walter ; "and<br />
mirely it wns not long that my dear fa<strong>the</strong>r in Christ, Edmund<br />
iii'nnith il to lab<strong>or</strong>, and yet who left behind t-o<br />
bruilit :i witness ! Dear friend and fa<strong>the</strong>r," continued Walter,<br />
"<br />
ip, Khali I soon Bee <strong>the</strong>* again, aud thy IV<br />
.veuslied its lighteven on earth, radiant iu <strong>the</strong> vision<br />
Ah, Arthur, would thouconldst have scon him.'"<br />
" Was it ? I never heard that."<br />
"Oh yes," said Arthur. "From <strong>the</strong> Tower, when almost<br />
rent asunder with <strong>the</strong> racking, he was taken bef<strong>or</strong>e her; she<br />
wanted to see <strong>the</strong> man, she said, who, having made Europe<br />
ring with his name, could spurn every hope <strong>of</strong> life to die a<br />
felon's death; and she looked on him and saw one who trembled<br />
not at her frown, n<strong>or</strong> fawned f<strong>or</strong> her smile. Verily it<br />
must have been a new sight f<strong>or</strong> her highness."<br />
"<br />
May his prayers win f<strong>or</strong> her light and repentance," said<br />
Walter. '<br />
-Now, my Arthur, I must trust to <strong>the</strong>e t > let <strong>the</strong> faithful<br />
know I am about to die, and entreat <strong>the</strong>ir prayers f<strong>or</strong> me in<br />
my last conflict ; and, Arthur, dost thou think it is possible to<br />
find a priest who in cha ity could come to me, now Fa<strong>the</strong>r<br />
Paterson is in Bridewell ? I think <strong>the</strong>re must I e ano<strong>the</strong>r in<br />
London, since my imprisonment hath been known."<br />
"I will try," answered Arthur. "If one can be found, I<br />
will convoy him hi<strong>the</strong>r."<br />
" "<br />
How much have I to thank <strong>the</strong>e f<strong>or</strong>, my true friend !<br />
said Walter.<br />
"<br />
My po<strong>or</strong> prayers f<strong>or</strong> you will be heard at hist,<br />
and a reward shall fall on you f<strong>or</strong> your generous devotion."<br />
Arthur did not reply, but going towards <strong>the</strong> bed on \\ hich<br />
Walter was lying, he knelt down by <strong>the</strong> side and hid<br />
in his hands.<br />
his face<br />
"Is it so in very truth ?" said Walter, in a tone thrilling<br />
with<br />
"<br />
joy, Wilt thou, indeed, choose Christ and His Crosa<br />
f<strong>or</strong> thy p<strong>or</strong>tion ? "<br />
"Yes, fa<strong>the</strong>r," he answered, with " '<br />
tears, <strong>the</strong> almost '<br />
is<br />
gone. I cast in my lot with Christ f<strong>or</strong> aye. Hear my confession,<br />
fa<strong>the</strong>r, and give me to driuk <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> waters <strong>of</strong> eternal life. "<br />
Towards evening in <strong>the</strong> same day, Walter lay down to sleep.<br />
During <strong>the</strong> day <strong>the</strong> cell had been thronged with visit<strong>or</strong>s. <strong>The</strong><br />
French ambassad<strong>or</strong> came to express his deep s<strong>or</strong>row that his<br />
faith.<br />
While Walter slept, ano<strong>the</strong>r stranger entered <strong>the</strong> cell ; he<br />
trod s<strong>of</strong>tly, and going up to <strong>the</strong> bed, bent over <strong>the</strong> sleeper,<br />
and as he gazed, <strong>the</strong> tears ga<strong>the</strong>red in his eyes. "Is it possible?<br />
" he whispered to himself "Is this <strong>the</strong> boy I saw last at<br />
<strong>the</strong> wrestling-match in <strong>the</strong> college grounds at Kheims, when<br />
every eye was on him because <strong>of</strong> his manly beauty, and <strong>the</strong><br />
wonderful ctrength he d splayed, and which had been concealed,<br />
in his slight, li<strong>the</strong> f<strong>or</strong>m ? "<br />
Walter's lips moved, and he spoke in his dream, "Not as I,<br />
bntasThou;" and in ano<strong>the</strong>r moment he awoke, and looked<br />
up in his visit<strong>or</strong>'s face. <strong>The</strong>n came a wondering look <strong>of</strong> hulf<br />
recognition.<br />
" Is it you, Basil f"<br />
"Yes,'' answered his friend "it is Basil T ;<br />
avers."<br />
Walter was silent f<strong>or</strong> a minute from deep emotion.<br />
"I fell asleep, _praving that if it were His will, a prie-t<br />
might be sent to me, and in answer you come. Verily, my cup<br />
runneth over with consolation."<br />
On <strong>the</strong> m<strong>or</strong>ning <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> following day, Walter was agnin<br />
alone, when <strong>the</strong> do<strong>or</strong> opened, and <strong>the</strong> jailer ushered iu two<br />
ladies closely veiled.<br />
<strong>The</strong>y came f<strong>or</strong>ward, and kneeling, entreated <strong>the</strong> priest's<br />
blessing.<br />
"1 oitii hardly raiso my hand t give it to you. rny daughter--,"<br />
he answered, smilinc, " but I will essny my best :<br />
' <strong>The</strong> God<br />
<strong>of</strong> nil might str ng<strong>the</strong>n you, and give you courage to serve Him<br />
unto <strong>the</strong> end.' "<br />
One <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> visit<strong>or</strong>s now threw back her veil, and Walter<br />
recognized Unse F<strong>or</strong>d.<br />
"<br />
Ah, my child, come to bid me farewell. Nay, weep not,<br />
<strong>the</strong>re is no cause f<strong>or</strong> s<strong>or</strong>row; ra<strong>the</strong>r thank God f<strong>or</strong> me. Is your<br />
"Yes, he must have been wonderful, when even .he queen's companion also known to me ?"<br />
curiosity was raised to do "<br />
so."<br />
She desires to remain disguised," replied Rose<br />
" and I<br />
;<br />
fath r, come hi<strong>the</strong>r with a message from my mistress. She<br />
hath made g eat exertions to procure your pardon, but tlie dif-<br />
ficulties have been many; at last, however, she has sue eeded,<br />
and <strong>the</strong> queen pardons you."<br />
A shade <strong>of</strong> deep disappointment passed over Walter's face,<br />
and ho said iu a low t ne, as to himself, "I am not w<strong>or</strong>thy ;<br />
as Thou wiliest in all things,"<br />
<strong>The</strong>n turning again to Rose, he said<br />
"Thank <strong>the</strong> duchess f<strong>or</strong>me, R se, f<strong>or</strong> her chrrity. A pnrdon<br />
I did not expect n<strong>or</strong> desire. Never<strong>the</strong>less,' a longer life<br />
will be an opp<strong>or</strong>tunity <strong>of</strong> serving God longer, and making myself<br />
m<strong>or</strong>e fit to see Him hereafter. Let i er not deem m un-<br />
gracious, Ros;; but ti.ou as a ; Catholic canst understand that<br />
to snatch wat r from <strong>the</strong> thirsty is les i painful than to bid back<br />
to life's hard battle <strong>the</strong> soul that longed to be with God."<br />
" But <strong>the</strong>re are conditions to this pardon," said Rose.<br />
" Ha !<br />
<strong>of</strong> what nature, I pr ly you ?"<br />
"You must give up exercising all priestly functions, and<br />
reside as a simple gentleman ei<strong>the</strong>r here <strong>or</strong> abroad : if here,<br />
concealing your faith as far as possible."<br />
Walter's face was radiant again.<br />
" Most happy conditions," he said, "since <strong>the</strong>y permit me<br />
lawfully to refuse this pardon. And, my child, when you<br />
thank <strong>the</strong> duchess, as you must do f<strong>or</strong> me, most gratefully, f<strong>or</strong><br />
her zeal in procuring that f<strong>or</strong> me which I cannot accept, try<br />
and make her understand how low, how utterly w<strong>or</strong>thless<br />
would be <strong>the</strong> life that is <strong>of</strong>fered on such terms. F<strong>or</strong>swear my<br />
priesthood ! f<strong>or</strong>swear God's greatest, noblest, grandest gilt to<br />
man! Does not <strong>the</strong> soldier die i <strong>or</strong> his gl<strong>or</strong>y ? Does not <strong>the</strong> king<br />
die f<strong>or</strong> his crown ? Does not even <strong>the</strong> merchant oie f<strong>or</strong> his<br />
intercession f<strong>or</strong> <strong>the</strong> life <strong>of</strong> Fa<strong>the</strong>r de Lisle had proved unavailing,<br />
and that it was evident Walter was <strong>the</strong> object <strong>of</strong> bitter<br />
gold<br />
hatred to some one at court. Many o<strong>the</strong>r Catholics came to<br />
make <strong>the</strong>ir confessions to Walter, and receive<br />
his^<br />
last counsel<br />
and blessing; and none ever f<strong>or</strong>got those w<strong>or</strong>ds <strong>of</strong> sweetness<br />
aud strength. It was remarked afterwards, that none <strong>of</strong> those<br />
who had seen Walter in his last hours ever fell away from <strong>the</strong><br />
? And why should we, be backward, as soldiers <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong><br />
Cross, <strong>the</strong> co-heirs <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> kingdom, <strong>the</strong> stcwa:ds<strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> treasure<br />
house ? Tell her. Rose, that <strong>the</strong> only w ad<strong>or</strong>n is to love<br />
Christ, and <strong>the</strong> only folly to despise Him. Tell her that <strong>the</strong><br />
longest life without a care, th fairest visions <strong>of</strong> youth perfectly<br />
fulfilled, is not to be compared f<strong>or</strong> one moment to <strong>the</strong><br />
joy <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> prison and <strong>the</strong> rack, and <strong>the</strong> looking f<strong>or</strong>ward to Tyb<strong>or</strong>ne.<br />
I choose this last <strong>of</strong> my own free will, a thousand<br />
times and ; she, when she comes to die, will feel, too, <strong>the</strong> truth<br />
w<strong>or</strong>ds. Oh that ere that day comes upon her, she may<br />
<strong>of</strong> my !<br />
have learned to know <strong>the</strong> nothingness <strong>of</strong> earth, <strong>the</strong> greatness<br />
to win<br />
<strong>of</strong> eternity ; and may have learned to dare all things<br />
Christ."<br />
<strong>The</strong>re was a sh<strong>or</strong>t pause, and both his audit<strong>or</strong>s were weep-<br />
ing. " I have ti fav<strong>or</strong> to ask <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> duchess, Rose ; it is that she<br />
will do what she can to comf<strong>or</strong>t and help, after my death, Lady<br />
Beauville. I hear her life has been spared, thanks to God;<br />
she is yet unconscious ; but when she recovers she will need<br />
comf<strong>or</strong>t. Ask you mistress to do v hat she can f<strong>or</strong> her; and<br />
now I must bid you farewell, my c ildreu. Yet stuy," and ho<br />
"<br />
took from his vest a small and well-w<strong>or</strong>n rosary. Carry this<br />
to <strong>the</strong> duchess as my last gift; it is <strong>the</strong> rosary <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Seven<br />
Dol<strong>or</strong>s <strong>of</strong>. Mary. It has its value, f<strong>or</strong> itJ* longed to my dear<br />
mo<strong>the</strong>r, who <strong>of</strong>ten ba<strong>the</strong>d it in tears; it VKh been a consola-<br />
eem a strange present to <strong>the</strong><br />
tion likewise to me. It may ;<br />
noble and prosperous lady; never<strong>the</strong>less, when dol<strong>or</strong> comes<br />
onlur.asit docs < ue day to all <strong>the</strong> children <strong>of</strong> earth, <strong>the</strong><br />
thought <strong>of</strong> what <strong>the</strong> heart <strong>of</strong> Mary, pierced with that sharp<br />
sw<strong>or</strong>d, endured, may comf<strong>or</strong>t her. God bless you, my chil-<br />
dren, and fill you with His benedictions. I beseech your charit;iblc<br />
prayers f<strong>or</strong> me."<br />
dropped her veil, and urn. wing <strong>the</strong> arm <strong>of</strong> her companion<br />
within her own, <strong>the</strong>y passed from tha cell through <strong>the</strong> long