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f<strong>or</strong>e, that all whom <strong>the</strong> fever hail at larked liuil died, and lli.it.<br />
me to sive <strong>the</strong>m. This thought now filled<br />
her heart with grief.<br />
plying with Bridget's request, she knelt by her bed :md<br />
-he prayed thai lie will <strong>of</strong> (.(od, her good friend<br />
. anil<br />
if not, that lie would ass;.,( her .soul in its<br />
o eternity. She prayed f<strong>or</strong> herself also, that she might<br />
-'. rcngth to bear this new trial.<br />
Suddenly <strong>the</strong> dying woman said anxiously, 'My child thou<br />
too wilt oaten <strong>the</strong> fever; stay not with me.'<br />
'Cod will proteet me, 1 trust/ replied <strong>the</strong> o<strong>the</strong>r.<br />
placed Barbara in sa<br />
'<br />
/; TO 77.<br />
;<br />
I have<br />
I would like to see a priest, but none is nigh. O sweet Jesus,<br />
have mercy on my soul!' murmured Bridget. 'Holy Mary,<br />
Mo<strong>the</strong>r <strong>of</strong> God, pray f<strong>or</strong> me! She is Weep not, my<br />
coming, and angels too!<br />
Kate.'<br />
<strong>The</strong> po<strong>or</strong> woman gasped f<strong>or</strong> breath, her aching head rested on<br />
<strong>the</strong> arm <strong>of</strong> her companion, who whispered to her w<strong>or</strong>ds <strong>of</strong> com-<br />
f<strong>or</strong>t and resignation; <strong>the</strong> blessed name <strong>of</strong> Jesus was frequently<br />
rm her lips. At length all was silent; and when Ca<strong>the</strong>rine bent<br />
T still to her dear friend she found that breathing had en-<br />
tirely ceased Bridget O'Rcilly was dead.<br />
Kegardless, <strong>or</strong> unconscious, <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> danger to which she was ex-<br />
posed, Ca<strong>the</strong>rine remained long in <strong>the</strong> room with <strong>the</strong> dead body,<br />
weeping and praying; when at length she roused herself and left<br />
<strong>the</strong> chamber <strong>of</strong> death, she was astonished to find that it was<br />
broad daylight. She opened <strong>the</strong> cottage do<strong>or</strong>, f<strong>or</strong> <strong>the</strong> pestilential<br />
atmosphere <strong>of</strong> fever filled <strong>the</strong> house. She felt giddy and<br />
lier head ached, but <strong>the</strong> fresh air somewhat revived her: while<br />
she yet stood at <strong>the</strong> do<strong>or</strong> she saw two men pass carrying a c<strong>or</strong>pse.<br />
\\ c shall not dwell on <strong>the</strong> sad scene <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> hurried burrial; after<br />
which Ca<strong>the</strong>rine returned to her lonely home, fatigued and<br />
ill, her heart full <strong>of</strong> desolation.<br />
Until <strong>the</strong>n wholly occupied with grief and anxiety f<strong>or</strong> Mo<strong>the</strong>r<br />
Bridget, she had not bestowed a thought on her own danger; but<br />
now she remembered with dread how infectious <strong>the</strong> disease was.<br />
Perchance thou too wilt<br />
Something seemed to whisper to her, '<br />
die.'<br />
Die alone in that house, unattended, unaided! What a prospect!<br />
<strong>The</strong>re is in every creature endowed with life a natural h<strong>or</strong>r<strong>or</strong><br />
<strong>of</strong> dissolution. Ca<strong>the</strong>rine felt it, and f<strong>or</strong> a moment her heart<br />
sank within her, while a strange sensation <strong>of</strong> coldness benumbed<br />
her limbs. But her f<strong>or</strong>titude, which <strong>the</strong> thought <strong>of</strong> death<br />
.i;:d to have shaken, soon returned; that Christian f<strong>or</strong>titude<br />
which gives strength to <strong>the</strong> weak and so ennobles those who posit<br />
bade her look with courage on that which all must one day<br />
encounter. Was she not as well prepared to leave this w<strong>or</strong>ld at<br />
that very moment as she would be in ten <strong>or</strong> twenty years? Her<br />
conscience told her that, in spite <strong>of</strong> many imperfections and sh<strong>or</strong>t-<br />
. ings incident to human frailty, her life had been free from<br />
malicious and deliberate sins. With heartfelt s<strong>or</strong>row she im-<br />
pl<strong>or</strong>ed pardon f<strong>or</strong> all her faults, and with filial confidence recommended<br />
herself to <strong>the</strong> Divine mercy.<br />
She now felt resigned ci<strong>the</strong>r to live <strong>or</strong> die; but one thought still<br />
troubled her what would become <strong>of</strong> little Barbara if left without<br />
id <strong>or</strong> home. <strong>The</strong> woodman and his wife would, no doubt,<br />
keep her with <strong>the</strong>m and treat her kindly; but <strong>the</strong>y were not Cathand<br />
, tuey would ei<strong>the</strong>r bring her up in a wrong religion <strong>or</strong><br />
suffer her to have none; and what chance would <strong>the</strong>re be <strong>of</strong> her<br />
bing<br />
rest<strong>or</strong>ed to her fa<strong>the</strong>r <strong>or</strong> bro<strong>the</strong>r?<br />
'<br />
() L<strong>or</strong>d,' exclaimed <strong>the</strong> young girl, to whom <strong>the</strong>se reflections<br />
presented <strong>the</strong>mselves with '<br />
overpowering f<strong>or</strong>ce. O L<strong>or</strong>d, I pray<br />
<strong>The</strong>e to spare my life until Barbara no longer needs my care; but<br />
if Thou hast <strong>or</strong>dained o<strong>the</strong>rwise. Thy holy will bo done: and as<br />
not a sparrow falleth to <strong>the</strong> ground without Thy knowledge, so*<br />
do 1 triHt that Thou wiltguaid that little one that no evil may<br />
befall her in soul <strong>or</strong> body.<br />
Scarcely had she finished her prayer, when <strong>the</strong> do<strong>or</strong> opened<br />
and Dame Baruby entered.<br />
'I nm so glad thou hast come, good aunt!' she cried; and<br />
weeping she threw herself into her B<br />
Winifred was soon made acquainted with <strong>the</strong> sad news. iih<br />
bad indeed, early that m<strong>or</strong>ning, heard a rum<strong>or</strong> that Widow<br />
O lieiily had been taken ill with <strong>the</strong> i'ever, and it was to ;. sera tain<br />
<strong>the</strong> truth <strong>of</strong> this that she had now come to ,<br />
ic<br />
had<br />
hoped at least to be ttbl to old friend. Alas.it was<br />
tuo late!<br />
Ca<strong>the</strong>rine learnt with grief that Master Andrew was dead.<br />
'<br />
.My child,' said her aunt, '<br />
1<br />
eome with me. Thou lookesl pale.<br />
thou canst not remain alone in this<br />
she added, pa/ing<br />
attentively at her niece; 'perchance thou hast eaten nothing this<br />
m<strong>or</strong>ning? '<br />
'<br />
Such is <strong>the</strong> case; but my heart was too sad f<strong>or</strong> me to feel<br />
inclined to take anything m<strong>or</strong>eover, I feel giddy when I try to<br />
walk.'<br />
Dame Barnby was alarmed; she bade Ca<strong>the</strong>rine sit still, and<br />
stirring up <strong>the</strong> remnant <strong>of</strong> tire, she made f<strong>or</strong> her an infusion <strong>of</strong><br />
herbs, which she gave her to drink Her aunt <strong>the</strong>n proposed<br />
to take her to her own home; which <strong>of</strong>fer was willingly ac-<br />
cepted.<br />
Carrying with <strong>the</strong>m some few articles, <strong>the</strong>y left <strong>the</strong> cottage,<br />
locking <strong>the</strong> do<strong>or</strong> after <strong>the</strong>m<br />
<strong>The</strong> town seemed abandoned. <strong>The</strong> grass had grown in many<br />
<strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> streets; one <strong>or</strong> two f<strong>or</strong>l<strong>or</strong>n individuals were wandering<br />
about seemingly without any fixed purpose; most <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> shops<br />
were closed. Ca<strong>the</strong>rine, who had not visited <strong>the</strong> place f<strong>or</strong> some<br />
time past, was struck with astonishment and h<strong>or</strong>r<strong>or</strong> on viewing<br />
<strong>the</strong> change which a few weeks had wrought in <strong>the</strong> once-cheerful<br />
city.<br />
'<br />
Is every one dead? '<br />
she inquired <strong>of</strong> her companion in a sub-<br />
dued voice, f<strong>or</strong> <strong>the</strong> surrounding gloom and silence filled her<br />
with a solemn awe.<br />
'Nay, not, all,' replied her aunt; 'though many a one <strong>the</strong>y<br />
have carried past my house, to lay <strong>the</strong>m in <strong>the</strong> earth, during<br />
<strong>the</strong>se three weeks. And numbers have left <strong>the</strong> town in great<br />
fright, yea, and abandoned <strong>the</strong>ir dying relatives.'<br />
'<br />
O, can it be so?' exclaimed Ca<strong>the</strong>rine.<br />
'It is quite true, my child. In distress like this many lack<br />
courage to do <strong>the</strong>ir duty.'<br />
Here <strong>the</strong> conversation ceased; but <strong>the</strong> young girl's active mind<br />
was already at w<strong>or</strong>k trying to devise some means f<strong>or</strong> <strong>the</strong> relief <strong>of</strong><br />
<strong>the</strong> misery around her.<br />
<strong>The</strong>y passed down one <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> back streets, which was so narrow<br />
that <strong>the</strong> inmates <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> houses might shake hands from <strong>the</strong><br />
windows <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> upper st<strong>or</strong>y with <strong>the</strong>ir neighb<strong>or</strong>s <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> opposite<br />
side. A group <strong>of</strong> dirty children were playing near one <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong><br />
do<strong>or</strong>s; among <strong>the</strong>m Ca<strong>the</strong>rine recognized some <strong>of</strong> her f<strong>or</strong>mer<br />
pupils, and stopping, inquired <strong>of</strong> one where his mo<strong>the</strong>r was; when<br />
she was told that she had been taken to <strong>the</strong> <strong>church</strong>yard, and that<br />
fa<strong>the</strong>r was <strong>the</strong>re too.<br />
' And with whom dost thou live? '<br />
'With John's fa<strong>the</strong>r,' replied <strong>the</strong> child, pointing to a boy a<br />
little older than himself.<br />
'<br />
Dost thou remember <strong>the</strong> Catechism I used to teach <strong>the</strong>e? '<br />
asked Ca<strong>the</strong>rine.<br />
<strong>The</strong> little fellow looked round to accertain that his companions<br />
were not within hearing, and <strong>the</strong>n said in an undertone.<br />
'<br />
<strong>The</strong>y say <strong>the</strong>y will not let me be a Catholic '<br />
beat me when I say my prayers.<br />
' '<br />
Who? inquired<br />
any longer, and<br />
Ca<strong>the</strong>rine.<br />
' <strong>The</strong> man and his dame who have taken me to <strong>the</strong>ir house."<br />
'Keep up thy courage, my po<strong>or</strong> little friend; if I can,<br />
see <strong>the</strong>e to m<strong>or</strong>row and try and do something f<strong>or</strong> <strong>the</strong>e. '<br />
1 will<br />
Leaving <strong>the</strong> child she hastened on with her aunt, whose shop<br />
<strong>the</strong>y soon reached.<br />
Dame Barn by advised her niece not to go to <strong>the</strong> woodman's<br />
cottage until <strong>the</strong> plague had ceased in <strong>the</strong> city, f<strong>or</strong> fear that she<br />
might carry <strong>the</strong> infection with her.<br />
It was evident <strong>the</strong>n, that Ca<strong>the</strong>rine would be f<strong>or</strong>ced to spend some<br />
days, perhaps weeks, in <strong>the</strong> plague stricken town. She determined<br />
during her stay to do what was in her power to alleviate<br />
tlie misery <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> wretched inhabitants.<br />
She greatly pitied <strong>the</strong> unhappy position <strong>of</strong> numbers <strong>of</strong> po<strong>or</strong><br />
children whose parents had did without being able to provide