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with it at once. So muffled up, ho arrived at <strong>the</strong> camp towards<br />

dusk <strong>The</strong> soldiers were taking <strong>the</strong>ir evening meal which con-<br />

sists (if bread and cheese, and beer, a beverage, which tli'<br />

mans prepare from barley and c<strong>or</strong>n. Suddenly seeing something<br />

approach that had <strong>the</strong> appearance <strong>of</strong> a bear, <strong>the</strong>y started up,<br />

rushed out upon him, and did not discover <strong>the</strong>ir mistake till he<br />

had been severely beaten. He was dreadfully injured and I<br />

doubt much if he will ever recover.<br />

" But now, my dear mo<strong>the</strong>r, I must conclude; <strong>the</strong> cold prevents<br />

me from writing m<strong>or</strong>e. What should lie nearer to my<br />

heart, than to assure <strong>the</strong>c <strong>of</strong> my unbounded filial love I O<br />

how<br />

great is <strong>the</strong> distance between <strong>the</strong>e and me ? yet my mind, that<br />

travels without <strong>the</strong> aid <strong>of</strong> bark <strong>or</strong> wing, is ever near <strong>the</strong>e. You<br />

arc in <strong>the</strong> south, and I, in all probability, am on <strong>the</strong> n<strong>or</strong><strong>the</strong>rn<br />

boundaries <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> globe. <strong>The</strong> human race has only extended itself<br />

as far as here. It may be possible, that after a few hundred<br />

years, <strong>the</strong>se f<strong>or</strong>ests may be cleared away, and cities be reflected<br />

in <strong>the</strong> waters <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Danube; and that civilization will extend<br />

from one end <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> w<strong>or</strong>ld to <strong>the</strong> o<strong>the</strong>r. F<strong>or</strong> <strong>the</strong> present, I be-<br />

lieve with our poets, that Delphi is <strong>the</strong> central point <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong><br />

earth, and that <strong>the</strong>re mankind thinks and w<strong>or</strong>ks longer and<br />

<strong>the</strong>ref<strong>or</strong>e <strong>the</strong>y are m<strong>or</strong>e cultivated. What a secret dear mo<strong>the</strong>r,<br />

lies in this growth <strong>of</strong> nations, and what an answer our mind re-<br />

ceives, when it returns to <strong>the</strong> cradle <strong>of</strong> our <strong>or</strong>igin, and asks itself<br />

as to <strong>the</strong> beginning and end <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> w<strong>or</strong>ld's hist<strong>or</strong>y. But<br />

where ami?<br />

" I hope s few months will see me return rich in years, in ex-<br />

perience and in <strong>the</strong> deeds <strong>of</strong> a brave soldier, to give a lasting<br />

pro<strong>of</strong> <strong>of</strong> my filial gratitude to "<br />

thy loving heart. Farewell !<br />

Such were <strong>the</strong> contents <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> letter that Metella had lying be-<br />

f<strong>or</strong>e her on <strong>the</strong> table. She is dreaming, she starts, and shrinks<br />

as it were from an invisible hand. She raises herself from her<br />

couch and quickly gives a sign f<strong>or</strong> Lydia to enter.<br />

" Have you not just heard <strong>the</strong> angry screaming <strong>of</strong> an owl?"<br />

said she, as Lydia approached. Lydia answered in <strong>the</strong> negative,<br />

and added that she had been standing at <strong>the</strong> open casement <strong>of</strong><br />

her little apartment, listening to <strong>the</strong> playing waters <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> foun-<br />

tain, admiring <strong>the</strong> majestic silence and beauty <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> night.<br />

" I must have dreamed <strong>the</strong>n that I neard an owl cry Do you<br />

understand <strong>the</strong> interpretation <strong>of</strong> dreams? Perhaps as a Christian<br />

you can explain to me <strong>the</strong> meaning <strong>of</strong> mine. Listen to me:<br />

After having finished reading my son's letter, I sank into a s<strong>of</strong>t<br />

slumber. It appeared as if everything were dark around me. I<br />

wished to go f<strong>or</strong>ward, but I was without alight, and I could not<br />

find a road, because <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> darkness. You were near me, and<br />

were my only guide. Over my head I observed a light, which<br />

gradually increased in brightness. This light proceeded from a<br />

mountain, at its foot was a flight <strong>of</strong> marble steps, which appeared<br />

to reach to <strong>the</strong> summit. I perceived at a great height a<br />

magnificent garden, in which were an immense number <strong>of</strong> fe-<br />

male f<strong>or</strong>ms, clo<strong>the</strong>d in white, and <strong>the</strong>y appeared to be in con-<br />

stant motion. Far beyond <strong>the</strong>se, I saw a most dignified being<br />

clo<strong>the</strong>d as a shepherd, and seated on a magnificent throne. His<br />

appearance though imposing, had nothing in it to terrify. His<br />

throne was so high, that <strong>the</strong> white-robed multitude appeared far<br />

beneath him, while <strong>the</strong>y with uplifted eyes gazed unceasingly on<br />

his loving countenance. His garment changed suddenly to that<br />

<strong>of</strong> a dazzling white, his heart was visible, round which were<br />

rays far brighter than <strong>the</strong> sun, which cast streams <strong>of</strong> light upon<br />

<strong>the</strong> w<strong>or</strong>shipping multitude, who sank ever and anon upon <strong>the</strong>ir<br />

knees bef<strong>or</strong>e him, and looked like little lambs round <strong>the</strong>ir shepherd.<br />

But what was most strange, at his feet I saw a youth who<br />

resembled my son Lucius, and who beckoned me to join him, a<br />

naked sw<strong>or</strong>d lay by his side, and he was reclining on his shield.<br />

<strong>The</strong>n a longing desire seized me to climb <strong>the</strong> marble steps. I<br />

pressed f<strong>or</strong>ward, but I felt as though my feet were bound to <strong>the</strong><br />

earth. You <strong>the</strong>n conducted me to <strong>the</strong> steps; but as I approached,<br />

a dragon, with eyes flashing fire and licking a deep<br />

wound on his left side, prevented my ascending. Retreating<br />

with h<strong>or</strong>r<strong>or</strong>, I perceived an owl perched on <strong>the</strong> protruding<br />

branch <strong>of</strong> a decayed tree; it flapped its wings and si<br />

angrily at me; my strength failed, I lay prostrate on <strong>the</strong> earth,<br />

and awoke with <strong>the</strong> screaming <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> owl still ringing In m;<br />

cars."<br />

" Now tell me what is <strong>the</strong> meaning <strong>of</strong> that magnificent bcin<br />

and <strong>the</strong> heart surrounded with rays; and why did I see m,<br />

Lucius reclining at <strong>the</strong> foot <strong>of</strong> that shepherd? "<br />

Lydia did not dare to trust herself, in giving <strong>the</strong> signiflcatio<br />

<strong>of</strong> this dream, and <strong>the</strong>ref<strong>or</strong>e answered. "My good mistress<br />

pardon me if I do not feel myself capable <strong>of</strong> interpreting you<br />

dream. I beg <strong>of</strong> you to request <strong>the</strong> explanation <strong>of</strong> it from <strong>the</strong>w<br />

who are m<strong>or</strong>e capable than I am. Acc<strong>or</strong>ding to your descrii<br />

tion, it was, perhaps, <strong>the</strong> Son <strong>of</strong> God Himself, who has revealc<<br />

to you His magnificence. He was designated while on earth a<br />

<strong>the</strong> ' Good Shepherd' and his followers flocked round Him lik<br />

lambs. Once <strong>the</strong>y beheld Him on <strong>the</strong> summit <strong>of</strong> a mountain an<br />

shiniuglike <strong>the</strong> sun. But I am quite unable to explain <strong>the</strong> er<br />

tire vision. We have in A<strong>the</strong>ns holy men, true disciples c<br />

<strong>the</strong>ir Master, who know <strong>the</strong>ir L<strong>or</strong>d, and can tell you much o<br />

Him. <strong>The</strong>y will also be able to explain your dream c<strong>or</strong>rectly.<br />

" Do you believe Lydia," said Metella," that <strong>the</strong> philosophei<br />

A<strong>the</strong>nag<strong>or</strong>as, who became a Christian, and who f<strong>or</strong>merly visile<br />

me, would still<br />

hea<strong>the</strong>n?<br />

consent to hold converse with, and advise<br />

"<br />

"<br />

Dear mistress, as a Christian he is m<strong>or</strong>e at your service tha<br />

ever."<br />

"<strong>The</strong>n if you think so, send to-m<strong>or</strong>row early and invite him<br />

He is certain to be found in Plato's Academy; I meet him <strong>the</strong>r<br />

sometimes, standing at <strong>the</strong> tomb <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> imm<strong>or</strong>tal philosopher. "<br />

CHAPTER XI.<br />

ATHENAGORA8.<br />

Metella's desire f<strong>or</strong> an it<br />

Lydia was only too happy to convey<br />

terview, to <strong>the</strong> renowned philosopher, who cheerfully an<br />

promptly accepted <strong>the</strong> invitation, and at <strong>the</strong> appointed hour h<br />

found himself seated by <strong>the</strong> side <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> illustrious matron. Thi<br />

learned man was as well read in polite literature, as in <strong>the</strong> East<br />

ern and Grecian philosophy. He hung so ardently on Chrh<br />

tianity, that some years later, he advocated <strong>the</strong> cause <strong>of</strong> th<br />

Christians with <strong>the</strong> Emper<strong>or</strong> Marcus Aurelius. A philosophe<br />

<strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Eclectic School, he collected from all systems what agree<br />

most with his ideas. He besought <strong>the</strong> Emper<strong>or</strong> to observe th<br />

same clemency towards <strong>the</strong> Christians, he exercised towards th<br />

religions <strong>of</strong> so many o<strong>the</strong>r nations under his sway. Metella c<strong>or</strong>r<br />

menced <strong>the</strong> conversation by assuring A<strong>the</strong>nag<strong>or</strong>as, that she di><br />

not belong to those who despised Christians, f<strong>or</strong> she had <strong>of</strong>te<br />

heard from her deceased fa<strong>the</strong>r, that <strong>the</strong> Christian doctrine mad<br />

those who lived acc<strong>or</strong>ding to its dictates, m<strong>or</strong>al and happy;* an<br />

that lately she had an opp<strong>or</strong>tunity <strong>of</strong> becoming better acquaints<br />

with it, and her esteem f<strong>or</strong> it was increased. She said that on<br />

<strong>of</strong> her slaves was a Christian, and she had <strong>of</strong>ten related to he<br />

"<br />

about <strong>the</strong> Founder <strong>of</strong> her religion. But yesterday, having ha<br />

an extra<strong>or</strong>dinary dream, which my slave would not undertake t<br />

interpret, I availed myself <strong>of</strong> an assurance she made me, tha<br />

you would solve its meaning. It appeared to me as though<br />

saw a shepherd, who was at <strong>the</strong> same time a king, in <strong>the</strong> midst <<br />

a host <strong>of</strong> beings clo<strong>the</strong>d in white. I felt a holy awe bef<strong>or</strong>e thi<br />

shepherd, w<strong>or</strong>shipped him in <strong>the</strong> distance, and felt that I love<br />

him. O teach me to know him!" After having related to hit<br />

her entire dream, she begged <strong>the</strong> philosopher to explain to lierii<br />

meaning. After a moment's reflection he told her that 1<br />

sidered her dream as a fav<strong>or</strong> from God and one which ii<br />

respect would carry that good with it, that from <strong>the</strong> present tini<br />

f<strong>or</strong>ward, she would entertain a new interest f<strong>or</strong> Christianity<br />

From <strong>the</strong> details <strong>of</strong> her dream he took occasion to speak to ht<br />

about Christ, who is truly <strong>the</strong> Shepherd <strong>of</strong> His flocks, and t<br />

describe to her <strong>the</strong> happiness <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> life to come.<br />

" Do you know," said he, " that that king is <strong>the</strong> only :-<br />

\iiic.iiM\vnsolii' 'v in writing to <strong>the</strong> Empr<strong>or</strong> Antoninus J-IUMI<br />

approbation <strong>of</strong> Clirintianil y.

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