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<strong>of</strong> Hi"<br />
As to Vict<strong>or</strong>, ho h.<br />
iug his penance aside, plunged in a pr<strong>of</strong>ound meditati<br />
abs<strong>or</strong>bed in prayer. His glances rested on t<br />
dome that shields <strong>the</strong> modest and holy lion<br />
Mary. That noble cupola, tracing ke sombre oi.lline on <strong>the</strong><br />
bine background <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> clouds, seemed clearly point!<br />
heaven with its tapering spire. With hands crossed upon hi*<br />
breast, and his face beaming with faith, hope, and ferv<strong>or</strong>, ho<br />
lovingly repeated <strong>the</strong> name <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Mo<strong>the</strong>r <strong>of</strong> God, <strong>the</strong> lie:<br />
Mary.<br />
At length he arose and joined his friends.<br />
"<br />
Well, we are ready," he cried out to <strong>the</strong>m, as he drew<br />
" ii' ar. Here, at least, is a cl go< w<strong>or</strong>k done, i-n't it.? 8", my<br />
friends " ;<br />
he continued, in am<strong>or</strong>e serious tone, ''<strong>the</strong> viet<br />
now prepared f<strong>or</strong> <strong>the</strong> sacrifice. Wo await nothing now bnt<br />
tlie sacrilicer ; and, in all probability, he'll not be long com-<br />
my's f<strong>or</strong>ces are far tuperi<strong>or</strong> in number to ours. No doubt,<br />
many <strong>of</strong> us, to-m<strong>or</strong>row, will have to seal, with <strong>the</strong>ir blood,<br />
<strong>the</strong>ir solemn engagements contracted bef<strong>or</strong>e God and <strong>the</strong><br />
Church. I know it, I am prepared /<strong>or</strong> it, and yet, let rne own<br />
it, I never felt BO tranquil- so happy !"<br />
"<br />
It is <strong>the</strong> same<br />
"<br />
-with me," interposed Joseph. Besides,<br />
my friend, is'nt our future destiny, when regarded with <strong>the</strong><br />
<strong>of</strong> faith, truly happy th<strong>or</strong>oughly desirable? Whe<strong>the</strong>r<br />
vict<strong>or</strong>y crowns, <strong>or</strong> death smites us, we arc equally cer tain to<br />
triumph. If we must die, wo fall at leas i fearlessly, with <strong>the</strong><br />
palernal benediction <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Vicar <strong>of</strong> Christ, and from <strong>the</strong> plain<br />
crowned by <strong>the</strong> humble house <strong>of</strong> Nazareth, soar upwards to<br />
<strong>the</strong> gl<strong>or</strong>ious tabernacle <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> heavenly Jerusalem."<br />
"<br />
Really, Joseph, how weH you're able to speak!" cried<br />
Martin, seized with admiration at his comrade's w<strong>or</strong>ds. "All<br />
you say is really so fine that 1 11 be inconsolable if I sho.ild<br />
happen to survive to-m<strong>or</strong>row's battle."<br />
<strong>The</strong> two young cousins could not h-lp laughing at this<br />
simple but touching exclamation <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong>ir valiant comrade.<br />
"You're right, Joseph," resumed Vict<strong>or</strong>, after a few mo-<br />
ment's silence. "Our lot is really enviable and th<strong>or</strong>oughly<br />
to obtain, to hope f<strong>or</strong>, and perhaps I'll render myself w<strong>or</strong>thy<br />
<strong>of</strong> that happiness by joyfully dying f<strong>or</strong> my faith and <strong>the</strong> gl<strong>or</strong>y<br />
<strong>of</strong> Christ. It is to that end I have <strong>of</strong>fered my youth aud my<br />
blood, my heart and my life to God ? Aud I have nothing m<strong>or</strong>e<br />
<strong>of</strong> 'Mary, when I shall go to kneel in her house to-m<strong>or</strong>row,<br />
than this grace <strong>the</strong> greatest <strong>of</strong> all."<br />
Here tin- three friends kept silent f<strong>or</strong> some instants, f<strong>or</strong> <strong>the</strong>y<br />
were deeply moved by Vict<strong>or</strong>'s w<strong>or</strong>ds.<br />
<strong>of</strong> that moment?" Vic-<br />
" Do yon know whom I was thinking<br />
t<strong>or</strong> at length resumed. "Well my thoughts w..udered very<br />
far from me to our native laud. I seemed to Bee our dear<br />
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i <strong>of</strong> Our !<br />
''IV U :, al! ',( {ho<br />
lout <strong>the</strong>ir<br />
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anxiously.<br />
I Martin<br />
" I don't think so," n i. pi<br />
!<br />
I Vwt<strong>or</strong>.<br />
not hav failed io inf<strong>or</strong>m <strong>the</strong>m <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> I'iedmonl<br />
,'UO,"<br />
" Bnt <strong>the</strong> papers will<br />
r<br />
disloyal conduct.<br />
"<br />
Po<strong>or</strong> mo<strong>the</strong>r ! dear friends ! Nothing f<strong>or</strong> <strong>the</strong>m but<br />
and tribulation !" *i<br />
;>h.<br />
"( ioii will c.ime to I heir aid we've so long besought Him !"<br />
t promptly resumed.<br />
" And even if we should die on tho<br />
battle-field, far away from <strong>the</strong>m, <strong>the</strong>y'll still i<br />
faith, by hope, by <strong>the</strong> divine promises <strong>of</strong> heaven an. I<br />
ing."<br />
"What sacrificer ?" replied Martin. "Do you mean <strong>the</strong><br />
general enemy? Well, he has only to come and all Ms soldiers<br />
with him. I promise <strong>the</strong>m, it'll not be with little lambs and<br />
weak, gentle sheep <strong>the</strong>y'll have to do."<br />
At <strong>the</strong>se w<strong>or</strong>ds <strong>the</strong> giant rose rapidly, stretching out his<br />
en<strong>or</strong>mous arm* bef<strong>or</strong>e; him, proudly raising his head and throwing<br />
himself at a single bound into a posture <strong>of</strong> defence with<br />
contracted brow, fury and disdain in his certainty<br />
face, and blue eyes<br />
dilated.<br />
"<br />
Keep up yonr courugj my brave Martin," Vict<strong>or</strong> quietly<br />
"<br />
resumed. We are certainly soldiers as well aj victims, aud,<br />
at least, we'll sell our livvs dearly. Bnt, you know, <strong>the</strong> ene-<br />
<strong>of</strong> rejoining ni thre. But my fa<strong>the</strong>r, my unhappy<br />
fa<strong>the</strong>r !" cried <strong>the</strong> noble ami generous fellow, wln><br />
frayed heart-rending s<strong>or</strong>row; " my fatter, whom I have<br />
so tenderly aud whom I cannot save ! Oh ! where will he be<br />
f<strong>or</strong> all eteruily? Shall I see him again ? My friends, my<br />
bro<strong>the</strong>rs, you will pray f<strong>or</strong> him along with me to-m<strong>or</strong>row, at<br />
tho feet <strong>of</strong> Mary, won't you ?" and ho broke down, covering his<br />
face -with his hands, to stifle his sobs.<br />
"Confidence and hope, my friend," said Joseph to him,<br />
grasping his ,<br />
"<br />
hand, Don't you know <strong>the</strong> divine po<br />
prayer above all, <strong>the</strong> prayers <strong>of</strong> a C-ild f<strong>or</strong> a fa<strong>the</strong>r? Who<br />
tells you your fa<strong>the</strong>r's heart hasn't already felt <strong>the</strong> mysterious<br />
iulluence <strong>of</strong> grace ? Doesn't your mo<strong>the</strong>r tell you he's completely<br />
changed. Come, my dear Vict<strong>or</strong>, I can't tell you why,<br />
but a secret presentiment tells me that your fa<strong>the</strong>r will recover<br />
<strong>the</strong> faith aud return to God. Don't despair, <strong>the</strong>n courage and<br />
",[<br />
by<br />
confidence."<br />
" Thanks, Joseph, your good w<strong>or</strong>ds f<strong>or</strong>tify and console me,"<br />
replied Vict<strong>or</strong>, rising. "May that consoling promise be<br />
realized ! Believe me, I, too, would like to be able to hope ;<br />
and yet, each time I think <strong>of</strong> my fa<strong>the</strong>r it seems to me that <strong>the</strong><br />
blade <strong>of</strong> a poniard buries i^sel in my breast, I experience such<br />
doubts, fears, disquietudes, and grief."<br />
But darkness had soon overshadowed tho h<strong>or</strong>izon, veiling all<br />
<strong>the</strong> details <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> picturesque and graceful tableau <strong>of</strong> UK in<br />
and plain, and our threo friends rose to rejoin <strong>the</strong>ir companion*<br />
who were preparing J<strong>or</strong> sleep, with <strong>the</strong> earth f<strong>or</strong> a pillow and<br />
tho sky f<strong>or</strong> a tent.<br />
Bef<strong>or</strong>e his departure from Foligno, Vict<strong>or</strong> had written to his<br />
"<br />
parents. My good fa<strong>the</strong>r, my fond mo<strong>the</strong>r," ho wrote,<br />
"<br />
<strong>the</strong>se lines are perhaps <strong>the</strong> last you will receive from me.<br />
We are going to encounter <strong>the</strong> enemy who is coming to meet<br />
us with very superi<strong>or</strong> f<strong>or</strong>ces. And yet, my dear parents, don't<br />
be grieved. Whatever may happen, you and I are in <strong>the</strong><br />
hands <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> L<strong>or</strong>d, and doesn't it belong to him, as <strong>the</strong> '<br />
Imita-<br />
tion' says, to succ<strong>or</strong> and protect 1 1 is children in <strong>the</strong>ir disi<br />
Aud <strong>the</strong>n, you kuow, already I've long <strong>of</strong>fered <strong>the</strong> ><br />
my life and blood to God ; I renew this <strong>of</strong>fering to-day, with<br />
th same k-auquility <strong>of</strong> mind, <strong>the</strong> same resignation ; aud, if<br />
happy. F<strong>or</strong> my part, at least, I'd not exchange <strong>the</strong> destiny<br />
that awaits me f<strong>or</strong> all <strong>the</strong> gl<strong>or</strong>ies and pleasures <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> universe.<br />
Haven't I had <strong>the</strong> hon<strong>or</strong> <strong>of</strong> kissing <strong>the</strong> venerable hands <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong><br />
Fa<strong>the</strong>r <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Faithful. Hasn't he graciously given me his<br />
prayers and benedictions ! Haveu't I prostrated myself bef<strong>or</strong>e<br />
<strong>the</strong> blessed relics <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> martyrs and apostles, and on <strong>the</strong> earth<br />
bedewed by <strong>the</strong>ir precious blood ? And shall I not have <strong>the</strong><br />
happine s, <strong>the</strong> ineffable joy, to-m<strong>or</strong>row, <strong>of</strong> seeing Him descend<br />
within <strong>the</strong> shadow <strong>of</strong> those very walls where, acc<strong>or</strong>ding to <strong>the</strong><br />
w<strong>or</strong>d <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> angel, he descended into tho immaculate womb <strong>of</strong><br />
His holy Mo<strong>the</strong>r ? I have only one grace, one this sacrifice <strong>of</strong> blood is soon to be demanded <strong>of</strong> me, I hope t