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angels turn away with very shame and s<strong>or</strong>row. Let thpra not<br />
write it down -that tlui fa<strong>the</strong>r's heart is i!<br />
that his children <strong>or</strong>e less dear to him than )m <br />
ness, and his darkness, and his pride; leave him to <strong>the</strong><br />
thoughts that are gnawing away <strong>the</strong> heart upon which <strong>the</strong>y<br />
feed ; leave him, even to himself, and let <strong>the</strong>m ra<strong>the</strong>r rec<strong>or</strong>d,<br />
with pens <strong>of</strong> gold, how <strong>the</strong> bro<strong>the</strong>r and sister, locked in each<br />
o<strong>the</strong>r's arms, wept over <strong>the</strong>ir ruined hopes as if <strong>the</strong>ir hearts<br />
would break, and wept f<strong>or</strong> <strong>the</strong> unbending harshness <strong>of</strong> an un-<br />
f<strong>or</strong>giving heart, Let <strong>the</strong>m ra<strong>the</strong>r rec<strong>or</strong>d in brightest letters<br />
<strong>the</strong> w<strong>or</strong>ds frequently murmured during that bitter night,<br />
"Edwin, my own darling, I, at least, will never f<strong>or</strong>sake you<br />
never love you less, my po<strong>or</strong>, po<strong>or</strong> boy." And now that <strong>the</strong><br />
evening bells are ringing through <strong>the</strong> air, and men are taking<br />
advantage <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> clearing wea<strong>the</strong>r to hurry to <strong>the</strong> house <strong>of</strong><br />
God now, while many a hearth is bright and gay, and love is<br />
speaking in many an eye, let <strong>the</strong> cold, stern man think <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong><br />
"<br />
Merry Christmas" that is held around his hearth. Let him<br />
gloat over <strong>the</strong> w<strong>or</strong>k <strong>of</strong> his hands, and exult in <strong>the</strong> strength <strong>of</strong><br />
his will ; but, f<strong>or</strong> God's sake, lot him f<strong>or</strong>get that it is <strong>the</strong> Merry<br />
Christmas time. Above all, let him f<strong>or</strong>get <strong>the</strong> solemn<br />
"<br />
Gl<strong>or</strong>y bo to God in <strong>the</strong><br />
w<strong>or</strong>ds he heard not many hours ago :<br />
highest, and on earth peace to men <strong>of</strong> good will."<br />
CHAPTER<br />
A VICTOKY AND A NOTABLE ONE,<br />
THE TWO VICTORIES. 15<br />
IF IT BE WORTH THE PBICE.<br />
After <strong>the</strong> death-blow to his hopes which he had now received,<br />
we may easily imagine that po<strong>or</strong> Edwin passed a wretched and<br />
sleepless night. He arose next m<strong>or</strong>ning weak and languid, and<br />
had scarcely finished dressing when he received a me sage sum-<br />
moning him to his fa<strong>the</strong>r's private room. He obeyed at once,<br />
and entered <strong>the</strong> room comparatively calm, f<strong>or</strong> he felt that <strong>the</strong><br />
w<strong>or</strong>st was passed, that he had nothing to hope, and that it only<br />
remained f<strong>or</strong> him to supp<strong>or</strong>t anything that was to follow with<br />
as much resignation as possible.<br />
With <strong>the</strong> sweet names <strong>of</strong> Jesus and Mary upon his lips, he<br />
turned <strong>the</strong> latch and entered <strong>the</strong> room. His fa<strong>the</strong>r was stand-<br />
ing behind Ms desk, very pale, but to all appearance perfectly<br />
calm. He gave no sign <strong>of</strong> recognition as his sou entered <strong>the</strong><br />
room, but stood motionless and rigid as a statue. He did not<br />
even look at him, but, with his eyes fixed upon <strong>the</strong> opposite<br />
wall, in a cold, harsh voice, as if he were transacting a piece <strong>of</strong><br />
business <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> very least imp<strong>or</strong>tance, and one which was scarcely<br />
w<strong>or</strong>thy <strong>of</strong> even so much attention, he merely said, "I have<br />
sent f<strong>or</strong> you, sir, to learn from your own lips whe<strong>the</strong>r you are<br />
determined to persevere in <strong>the</strong> absurd and outrageous line <strong>of</strong><br />
hencef<strong>or</strong>ward you are a stranger here."<br />
And so <strong>the</strong>y parted, fa<strong>the</strong>r and son. Edwin would have taken<br />
his fa<strong>the</strong>r's hand, but <strong>the</strong> proud man turned haughtily and<br />
sternly away, and so, without ano<strong>the</strong>r w<strong>or</strong>d, without ano<strong>the</strong>r<br />
look, with all <strong>the</strong> love <strong>of</strong> so many years cast awayand trampled<br />
upon by <strong>the</strong> demon <strong>of</strong> pride and sectarian intolerance, lie allowed<br />
<strong>the</strong> do<strong>or</strong> to close upon his son, and listened to <strong>the</strong> retreating<br />
footsteps which told him too plainly, alas ! that he was<br />
alone, and that he had needlessly cast away from him <strong>the</strong> priceless<br />
jewel <strong>of</strong> a young heart's love and tenderness<br />
And yet he had scarcely expected that it would have come to<br />
this. He had persuaded himsdi thuf, iiv speaking thr.t;<br />
and harshly to his son, lie would have fmccecdrd in breaking<br />
down Edwin nation to < ie Catholic<br />
Bon wouldtakehim athmw<strong>or</strong>d.andgiveupeverythirigrathi r<br />
that which he felt himself bound to embrace ; and f<strong>or</strong><br />
pride and never-unbending will. Lot th<strong>or</strong>n not rec<strong>or</strong>d <strong>the</strong> cold<br />
and haughty message which <strong>the</strong> menial enters to deliver ; but<br />
let <strong>the</strong>m leave him in <strong>the</strong> room which he will not f<strong>or</strong>sake. Let<br />
<strong>the</strong>m leave him, even on a day like this ment he felt stunned as <strong>the</strong> do<strong>or</strong> closed upon Edwin's retmit-<br />
leave him in hi:<br />
u-e. He would have ; given w<strong>or</strong>lds to recall those<br />
" 1 1 1 neef<strong>or</strong>ward you are a stranger here ;" but his pride<br />
not submit, find he arm Id not doit. Evennowhe couldscarcely<br />
believe that <strong>the</strong>y had parted he ; could scarcely b<<br />
Edwin would leave him, and he sat listening most anxiously to<br />
every step that he heard in <strong>the</strong> passage outside, thinking<br />
be that <strong>of</strong> Edwin, who was coming to announce his subm<br />
heart sicken<br />
to his fa<strong>the</strong>r's will ; and, oh ! how his proud<br />
<strong>the</strong> step passed on and he found himself still alone :<br />
it to<br />
thinking <strong>of</strong> his boy and <strong>of</strong> all that was past. One, two, tin eo<br />
hours, and now he knew that Edwin would not submit, and he<br />
rang his bell. He sat down, with a strange calmness upon his<br />
face, to his desk, and slowly and methodically opening it, took<br />
<strong>the</strong>nce a note f<strong>or</strong> a 100, and put in an envelope. He was<br />
about to direct it, when a sudden thought seemed to strike him,<br />
and he threw <strong>the</strong> pen hastily away, and left <strong>the</strong> envelope with-<br />
out any address. When <strong>the</strong> servant entered, although he<br />
peered curiously into his master's face to discover how <strong>the</strong><br />
proud man b<strong>or</strong>e his trouble, he could find no mark <strong>of</strong> discomposure<br />
; all was cold, and stern, and proud, and his master's<br />
voice was firm and steady as usual, as he handed <strong>the</strong> envelope<br />
to him.<br />
"Johnson," he said, "take this to<br />
"<br />
My son, he wns<br />
going to odd, but he suddenly stopped as if something were<br />
choking him.<br />
" Take this to Mr. Edwin Stanhope, and in-<br />
quire from him when it will suit his convenience to depart<br />
hence, in <strong>or</strong>der that you may procure a conveyance f<strong>or</strong> him ;<br />
and, Johnson," he continued, as <strong>the</strong> servant was leaving <strong>the</strong><br />
room, "you will remember that Mr. Edwin Stanhope is hencef<strong>or</strong>ward<br />
a stranger here ; and, should he call, you will nut admit<br />
him without my express <strong>or</strong>ders and permission."<br />
" "<br />
Hencef<strong>or</strong>ward a stranger here ! He was glad when <strong>the</strong><br />
servant left <strong>the</strong> room, with a low bow, f<strong>or</strong> he had marked <strong>the</strong><br />
pitying look <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> man's face; and with all his pride and<br />
haughty self-will he felt himself humbled and abased he felt<br />
;<br />
himself degraded even to <strong>the</strong> feet <strong>of</strong> his own menial, and ho<br />
was glad to be alone.<br />
We shall not attempt to describe <strong>the</strong> parting between <strong>the</strong><br />
bro<strong>the</strong>r and <strong>the</strong> sister. <strong>The</strong>re are things too holy and too<br />
painful to be described by any human pen, much less by a<br />
pen so weak and feeble as ours. We will ra<strong>the</strong>r drav.<br />
over <strong>the</strong> s<strong>or</strong>rowful scene, and leave to angel hands to rec<strong>or</strong>d<br />
<strong>the</strong> parting vows <strong>of</strong> faithfulness which <strong>the</strong>y uttered, clinging<br />
round each o<strong>the</strong>r's necks leave to angel hands to rec<strong>or</strong>d <strong>the</strong><br />
love and watchful care with which she packed his books and<br />
conduct which you have thought fit to embrace ?"<br />
" Dear papa, if-"<br />
"I desire no explanation, sir I ; merely wish an answer to my<br />
question. "<br />
"<br />
Papa, I am determined, because no o<strong>the</strong>r course is opsn to<br />
me."<br />
"<br />
<strong>The</strong>n, sir, tie sooner you seek ano<strong>the</strong>r home <strong>the</strong> better, f<strong>or</strong><br />
all his little treasures and promised so faithfully to write to<br />
him as <strong>of</strong>ten as she could. Above all, we will draw a veil over<br />
that parting moment, when <strong>the</strong>ir young lips were pres:wildly<br />
in long and pure embrace: whilst <strong>the</strong>ir weepin,<br />
spoke all that which <strong>the</strong>ir s<strong>or</strong>row stricken tongues rciused to<br />
say.<br />
And now, if bluff old Mr. Brown has condescended to follow<br />
our little st<strong>or</strong>y so far, we have no doubt that <strong>the</strong> w<strong>or</strong>thy old<br />
gentleman is in a state <strong>of</strong> great satisfaction, and that he is loud<br />
in his commendations <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> firm and determined manner in<br />
which Mr. Stanhope has acted iu regard to his rebellious and<br />
undutiful sou.<br />
It cannot be denied that Mr. Stanhope has gained a great, a<br />
notable vict<strong>or</strong>y. Ka<strong>the</strong>r than sacrifice one iota <strong>of</strong> his pride<br />
and haughty will, he has sacrificed and ruthlessly cat;;<br />
from him <strong>the</strong> dearest object he possessed iu <strong>the</strong> w<strong>or</strong>ld ; and f<strong>or</strong><br />
what? That he might not appear to have given way in this<br />
couilict with his child that men, might not be able to say that<br />
he had allowed his own son to thwart him, even in a<br />
salvation was at stake. A ! great vict<strong>or</strong>y, surely<br />
! His ov '. l:her ami<br />
Me vict<strong>or</strong>y<br />
iu. his only b. .:-.;, out upu.<br />
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