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angels turn away with very shame and s<strong>or</strong>row. Let thpra not<br />

write it down -that tlui fa<strong>the</strong>r's heart is i!<br />

that his children <strong>or</strong>e less dear to him than )m <br />

ness, and his darkness, and his pride; leave him to <strong>the</strong><br />

thoughts that are gnawing away <strong>the</strong> heart upon which <strong>the</strong>y<br />

feed ; leave him, even to himself, and let <strong>the</strong>m ra<strong>the</strong>r rec<strong>or</strong>d,<br />

with pens <strong>of</strong> gold, how <strong>the</strong> bro<strong>the</strong>r and sister, locked in each<br />

o<strong>the</strong>r's arms, wept over <strong>the</strong>ir ruined hopes as if <strong>the</strong>ir hearts<br />

would break, and wept f<strong>or</strong> <strong>the</strong> unbending harshness <strong>of</strong> an un-<br />

f<strong>or</strong>giving heart, Let <strong>the</strong>m ra<strong>the</strong>r rec<strong>or</strong>d in brightest letters<br />

<strong>the</strong> w<strong>or</strong>ds frequently murmured during that bitter night,<br />

"Edwin, my own darling, I, at least, will never f<strong>or</strong>sake you<br />

never love you less, my po<strong>or</strong>, po<strong>or</strong> boy." And now that <strong>the</strong><br />

evening bells are ringing through <strong>the</strong> air, and men are taking<br />

advantage <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> clearing wea<strong>the</strong>r to hurry to <strong>the</strong> house <strong>of</strong><br />

God now, while many a hearth is bright and gay, and love is<br />

speaking in many an eye, let <strong>the</strong> cold, stern man think <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong><br />

"<br />

Merry Christmas" that is held around his hearth. Let him<br />

gloat over <strong>the</strong> w<strong>or</strong>k <strong>of</strong> his hands, and exult in <strong>the</strong> strength <strong>of</strong><br />

his will ; but, f<strong>or</strong> God's sake, lot him f<strong>or</strong>get that it is <strong>the</strong> Merry<br />

Christmas time. Above all, let him f<strong>or</strong>get <strong>the</strong> solemn<br />

"<br />

Gl<strong>or</strong>y bo to God in <strong>the</strong><br />

w<strong>or</strong>ds he heard not many hours ago :<br />

highest, and on earth peace to men <strong>of</strong> good will."<br />

CHAPTER<br />

A VICTOKY AND A NOTABLE ONE,<br />

THE TWO VICTORIES. 15<br />

IF IT BE WORTH THE PBICE.<br />

After <strong>the</strong> death-blow to his hopes which he had now received,<br />

we may easily imagine that po<strong>or</strong> Edwin passed a wretched and<br />

sleepless night. He arose next m<strong>or</strong>ning weak and languid, and<br />

had scarcely finished dressing when he received a me sage sum-<br />

moning him to his fa<strong>the</strong>r's private room. He obeyed at once,<br />

and entered <strong>the</strong> room comparatively calm, f<strong>or</strong> he felt that <strong>the</strong><br />

w<strong>or</strong>st was passed, that he had nothing to hope, and that it only<br />

remained f<strong>or</strong> him to supp<strong>or</strong>t anything that was to follow with<br />

as much resignation as possible.<br />

With <strong>the</strong> sweet names <strong>of</strong> Jesus and Mary upon his lips, he<br />

turned <strong>the</strong> latch and entered <strong>the</strong> room. His fa<strong>the</strong>r was stand-<br />

ing behind Ms desk, very pale, but to all appearance perfectly<br />

calm. He gave no sign <strong>of</strong> recognition as his sou entered <strong>the</strong><br />

room, but stood motionless and rigid as a statue. He did not<br />

even look at him, but, with his eyes fixed upon <strong>the</strong> opposite<br />

wall, in a cold, harsh voice, as if he were transacting a piece <strong>of</strong><br />

business <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> very least imp<strong>or</strong>tance, and one which was scarcely<br />

w<strong>or</strong>thy <strong>of</strong> even so much attention, he merely said, "I have<br />

sent f<strong>or</strong> you, sir, to learn from your own lips whe<strong>the</strong>r you are<br />

determined to persevere in <strong>the</strong> absurd and outrageous line <strong>of</strong><br />

hencef<strong>or</strong>ward you are a stranger here."<br />

And so <strong>the</strong>y parted, fa<strong>the</strong>r and son. Edwin would have taken<br />

his fa<strong>the</strong>r's hand, but <strong>the</strong> proud man turned haughtily and<br />

sternly away, and so, without ano<strong>the</strong>r w<strong>or</strong>d, without ano<strong>the</strong>r<br />

look, with all <strong>the</strong> love <strong>of</strong> so many years cast awayand trampled<br />

upon by <strong>the</strong> demon <strong>of</strong> pride and sectarian intolerance, lie allowed<br />

<strong>the</strong> do<strong>or</strong> to close upon his son, and listened to <strong>the</strong> retreating<br />

footsteps which told him too plainly, alas ! that he was<br />

alone, and that he had needlessly cast away from him <strong>the</strong> priceless<br />

jewel <strong>of</strong> a young heart's love and tenderness<br />

And yet he had scarcely expected that it would have come to<br />

this. He had persuaded himsdi thuf, iiv speaking thr.t;<br />

and harshly to his son, lie would have fmccecdrd in breaking<br />

down Edwin nation to < ie Catholic<br />

Bon wouldtakehim athmw<strong>or</strong>d.andgiveupeverythirigrathi r<br />

that which he felt himself bound to embrace ; and f<strong>or</strong><br />

pride and never-unbending will. Lot th<strong>or</strong>n not rec<strong>or</strong>d <strong>the</strong> cold<br />

and haughty message which <strong>the</strong> menial enters to deliver ; but<br />

let <strong>the</strong>m leave him in <strong>the</strong> room which he will not f<strong>or</strong>sake. Let<br />

<strong>the</strong>m leave him, even on a day like this ment he felt stunned as <strong>the</strong> do<strong>or</strong> closed upon Edwin's retmit-<br />

leave him in hi:<br />

u-e. He would have ; given w<strong>or</strong>lds to recall those<br />

" 1 1 1 neef<strong>or</strong>ward you are a stranger here ;" but his pride<br />

not submit, find he arm Id not doit. Evennowhe couldscarcely<br />

believe that <strong>the</strong>y had parted he ; could scarcely b<<br />

Edwin would leave him, and he sat listening most anxiously to<br />

every step that he heard in <strong>the</strong> passage outside, thinking<br />

be that <strong>of</strong> Edwin, who was coming to announce his subm<br />

heart sicken<br />

to his fa<strong>the</strong>r's will ; and, oh ! how his proud<br />

<strong>the</strong> step passed on and he found himself still alone :<br />

it to<br />

thinking <strong>of</strong> his boy and <strong>of</strong> all that was past. One, two, tin eo<br />

hours, and now he knew that Edwin would not submit, and he<br />

rang his bell. He sat down, with a strange calmness upon his<br />

face, to his desk, and slowly and methodically opening it, took<br />

<strong>the</strong>nce a note f<strong>or</strong> a 100, and put in an envelope. He was<br />

about to direct it, when a sudden thought seemed to strike him,<br />

and he threw <strong>the</strong> pen hastily away, and left <strong>the</strong> envelope with-<br />

out any address. When <strong>the</strong> servant entered, although he<br />

peered curiously into his master's face to discover how <strong>the</strong><br />

proud man b<strong>or</strong>e his trouble, he could find no mark <strong>of</strong> discomposure<br />

; all was cold, and stern, and proud, and his master's<br />

voice was firm and steady as usual, as he handed <strong>the</strong> envelope<br />

to him.<br />

"Johnson," he said, "take this to<br />

"<br />

My son, he wns<br />

going to odd, but he suddenly stopped as if something were<br />

choking him.<br />

" Take this to Mr. Edwin Stanhope, and in-<br />

quire from him when it will suit his convenience to depart<br />

hence, in <strong>or</strong>der that you may procure a conveyance f<strong>or</strong> him ;<br />

and, Johnson," he continued, as <strong>the</strong> servant was leaving <strong>the</strong><br />

room, "you will remember that Mr. Edwin Stanhope is hencef<strong>or</strong>ward<br />

a stranger here ; and, should he call, you will nut admit<br />

him without my express <strong>or</strong>ders and permission."<br />

" "<br />

Hencef<strong>or</strong>ward a stranger here ! He was glad when <strong>the</strong><br />

servant left <strong>the</strong> room, with a low bow, f<strong>or</strong> he had marked <strong>the</strong><br />

pitying look <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> man's face; and with all his pride and<br />

haughty self-will he felt himself humbled and abased he felt<br />

;<br />

himself degraded even to <strong>the</strong> feet <strong>of</strong> his own menial, and ho<br />

was glad to be alone.<br />

We shall not attempt to describe <strong>the</strong> parting between <strong>the</strong><br />

bro<strong>the</strong>r and <strong>the</strong> sister. <strong>The</strong>re are things too holy and too<br />

painful to be described by any human pen, much less by a<br />

pen so weak and feeble as ours. We will ra<strong>the</strong>r drav.<br />

over <strong>the</strong> s<strong>or</strong>rowful scene, and leave to angel hands to rec<strong>or</strong>d<br />

<strong>the</strong> parting vows <strong>of</strong> faithfulness which <strong>the</strong>y uttered, clinging<br />

round each o<strong>the</strong>r's necks leave to angel hands to rec<strong>or</strong>d <strong>the</strong><br />

love and watchful care with which she packed his books and<br />

conduct which you have thought fit to embrace ?"<br />

" Dear papa, if-"<br />

"I desire no explanation, sir I ; merely wish an answer to my<br />

question. "<br />

"<br />

Papa, I am determined, because no o<strong>the</strong>r course is opsn to<br />

me."<br />

"<br />

<strong>The</strong>n, sir, tie sooner you seek ano<strong>the</strong>r home <strong>the</strong> better, f<strong>or</strong><br />

all his little treasures and promised so faithfully to write to<br />

him as <strong>of</strong>ten as she could. Above all, we will draw a veil over<br />

that parting moment, when <strong>the</strong>ir young lips were pres:wildly<br />

in long and pure embrace: whilst <strong>the</strong>ir weepin,<br />

spoke all that which <strong>the</strong>ir s<strong>or</strong>row stricken tongues rciused to<br />

say.<br />

And now, if bluff old Mr. Brown has condescended to follow<br />

our little st<strong>or</strong>y so far, we have no doubt that <strong>the</strong> w<strong>or</strong>thy old<br />

gentleman is in a state <strong>of</strong> great satisfaction, and that he is loud<br />

in his commendations <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> firm and determined manner in<br />

which Mr. Stanhope has acted iu regard to his rebellious and<br />

undutiful sou.<br />

It cannot be denied that Mr. Stanhope has gained a great, a<br />

notable vict<strong>or</strong>y. Ka<strong>the</strong>r than sacrifice one iota <strong>of</strong> his pride<br />

and haughty will, he has sacrificed and ruthlessly cat;;<br />

from him <strong>the</strong> dearest object he possessed iu <strong>the</strong> w<strong>or</strong>ld ; and f<strong>or</strong><br />

what? That he might not appear to have given way in this<br />

couilict with his child that men, might not be able to say that<br />

he had allowed his own son to thwart him, even in a<br />

salvation was at stake. A ! great vict<strong>or</strong>y, surely<br />

! His ov '. l:her ami<br />

Me vict<strong>or</strong>y<br />

iu. his only b. .:-.;, out upu.<br />

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