Fabiola : or, The church of the catacombs - Digital Repository Services
Fabiola : or, The church of the catacombs - Digital Repository Services
Fabiola : or, The church of the catacombs - Digital Repository Services
Create successful ePaper yourself
Turn your PDF publications into a flip-book with our unique Google optimized e-Paper software.
10 BLIXD A '<br />
tie, which had 'all 'i pon if; and <strong>the</strong> cross above it<br />
le, to<br />
(if burial within <strong>the</strong> c; metery<br />
<strong>of</strong> i "iuse i si i<br />
stated) she had died far from her homo and 1 <strong>or</strong> own country,<br />
PH. ne and friendless in a f<strong>or</strong>eign land. <strong>The</strong> superi<strong>or</strong>ted<br />
to <strong>the</strong> name, and Ihen, with intuitive delicacy, si-,<br />
.t meiery f<strong>or</strong> her, just beneath <strong>the</strong> shadow <strong>of</strong><br />
beautiful myrile, and we took all <strong>the</strong> rarest flowers <strong>of</strong> our<br />
garden to plant <strong>the</strong>m on her grave. We did not <strong>the</strong>n know<br />
that she had a mo<strong>the</strong>r; but I well remember it waa agreed<br />
among ns to receive her precious remains with all <strong>the</strong> love and<br />
ren ivnee a mo<strong>the</strong>r's heart would have been consoled to <strong>of</strong>fer,<br />
<strong>or</strong> s' to her child."<br />
Lady Orau m<strong>or</strong>e could not speak her thanks just <strong>the</strong>n, but<br />
btf<strong>or</strong>o she left <strong>the</strong> convent, she jjressed Mo<strong>the</strong>r Matilda's<br />
bund to her lips, and besought her, in moving terms, to continue<br />
her kind care <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> grave where all her own hopes <strong>of</strong><br />
happiness lay buried. <strong>The</strong>n, with a myrtle branch, which she<br />
had brought from <strong>the</strong>nce in her hand, she left <strong>the</strong> convent,<br />
leaning, as bef<strong>or</strong>e, on <strong>the</strong> arm <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> good Francesco.<br />
"And now where does <strong>the</strong> Sign<strong>or</strong>a wish to go?" he asked.<br />
' Hhe is tired, and would she not like to go to her palazzo f<strong>or</strong><br />
a little repose ? "<br />
"No, no," eaid Lady Oranm<strong>or</strong>e, "I can have no repose<br />
nntil I have embraced my grandchild. Let us seek <strong>the</strong> old<br />
water-seller at her stall."<br />
"<br />
"Ah, po<strong>or</strong> Benita ! said Francesco, shaking his head; "it<br />
will go hard with her to looe her darling. I greatly doubt she<br />
will break her old heart. "<br />
"I should be very s<strong>or</strong>ry FO to grieve her," said Lady Oran-<br />
"<br />
m<strong>or</strong>e, compassionately. Think you she would come with<br />
me ? I would gladly givo her a home."<br />
" It, is Kind <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Sign<strong>or</strong>a to say so; but no I think Beaita<br />
win Id not be happy that way ei<strong>the</strong>r; she is too old f<strong>or</strong> new<br />
friends and a new country. Better to promise <strong>the</strong> child shall<br />
sometimes return and visit her. "<br />
" That I can readily do," said Lady Oranm<strong>or</strong>e, sighing, "f<strong>or</strong><br />
se, as all w<strong>or</strong>ldly-minded people do, in <strong>the</strong> expediency <strong>of</strong><br />
<strong>the</strong> thing. "<strong>The</strong> happiness <strong>of</strong> my po<strong>or</strong> May is no longer<br />
dependent on <strong>the</strong> religion <strong>of</strong> her :<br />
child; and, besides, she did<br />
not Agnese to me. I found her f<strong>or</strong> .<br />
surely gives me a right to do ;<br />
myself; and this<br />
and if I do not ;<br />
please<br />
to bring her up a I she will not only lose her cin.nc.i<br />
i<br />
ile, she will even f<strong>or</strong>feit all right<br />
t ) inherit from me: f<strong>or</strong> <strong>the</strong> next in suc-<br />
to t! Mie ought<br />
'>ni : al'' and I know him too well to suppose<br />
he will f<strong>or</strong>ego his legal -<br />
. any<br />
sense <strong>of</strong> justice towards<br />
;:sshc contriV'.'d to stifle<br />
her own scruples on tho subject. ;<br />
bv<br />
.-tivr-ly that<br />
'<br />
iier reply<br />
cant one <strong>of</strong> -<br />
quickening her foot:'<br />
way to tl<br />
Three ,<br />
; da;<br />
knelt f<strong>or</strong> thrf last time bef<strong>or</strong>e<br />
<strong>the</strong> altar <strong>of</strong> tho Blessed Sacrament in her fav<strong>or</strong>ite <strong>church</strong> and<br />
Francesco, stood [ ; she was in tears, f<strong>or</strong> she had that<br />
m<strong>or</strong>ning bid adieu to tho l.iuromised to be faithful to Him in <strong>the</strong> Sacrament <strong>of</strong> His love,<br />
renew that jwomise now ; give it into <strong>the</strong> hands and <strong>the</strong> heart<br />
<strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Immaculate Mo<strong>the</strong>r, and she will place it f<strong>or</strong> you in <strong>the</strong><br />
sacred heart <strong>of</strong> her Son."<br />
<strong>The</strong>se w<strong>or</strong>ds <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> old man seemed to penetrate Agnese's<br />
she sank on her knees; and said, in a low but earn-<br />
very soul ;<br />
est vo ce :<br />
"I do promise to be faithful to Jesus, even unto death."<br />
"Unto death," repeated Francesco ;<br />
" aye. that is <strong>the</strong> right<br />
w<strong>or</strong>d f<strong>or</strong> <strong>the</strong> child <strong>of</strong> martyrs. Be faithful to Jesus unto death,<br />
if you would have Him faithful to you unto life everl:;<br />
Agnese, <strong>the</strong>y may seek to make you desert <strong>the</strong> religion in<br />
which He alone is to be found ; but believe <strong>the</strong>m not my<br />
child. Never pray in a <strong>church</strong> where He is not."<br />
"I will not," said ihe child<br />
"<br />
: but how am I to know ?"<br />
With something like inspiration, Francesco answered :<br />
" Ask whe<strong>the</strong>r a lamp is burning bef<strong>or</strong>e <strong>the</strong> altar. If <strong>the</strong>re<br />
is not, leave <strong>the</strong> <strong>church</strong> ;<br />
f<strong>or</strong> Jesus is nei<strong>the</strong>r in it n<strong>or</strong> <strong>of</strong> it."<br />
" I will, Franc:<br />
" You may have much to go through <strong>of</strong> trouble and persecution,<br />
my child. But here is a picture ; it is <strong>of</strong> (lie sacred<br />
hearts <strong>of</strong> Jesus and Mary, and <strong>the</strong>y are wrea<strong>the</strong>d toge<strong>the</strong>r by<br />
th<strong>or</strong>ns."<br />
I also have an attraction in <strong>the</strong> grave <strong>of</strong> my child, which will<br />
<strong>of</strong>ten bring me to revisit this land. "<br />
" Yonder is <strong>the</strong> <strong>or</strong>ange-grove where we shall find Benita and<br />
her grandchild; and now that <strong>the</strong> Bign<strong>or</strong>a has found htr own,<br />
may heaven prosper her as she deals rightly imd fairly by <strong>the</strong><br />
child whom Providence has so wonderfully rest<strong>or</strong>ed to h r<br />
care."<br />
Lady Oranm<strong>or</strong>e changed col<strong>or</strong>; her conscience told her she<br />
was nei<strong>the</strong>r going to act rightly n<strong>or</strong> fairly by <strong>the</strong> child <strong>or</strong> its<br />
dead mo<strong>the</strong>r; f<strong>or</strong> well she knew that mo<strong>the</strong>r's heart, and she<br />
felt that May Netterville would ra<strong>the</strong>r have Agnese<br />
bequ a<strong>the</strong>d her<br />
little one to tho care <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> po<strong>or</strong>est beggar in <strong>the</strong> laud than to<br />
'<br />
<strong>the</strong> gu<strong>or</strong>ii amvne who would tamper with her faith.<br />
" "<br />
Hut, what <strong>the</strong>n ! thought Lady Oranm<strong>or</strong>e, seeking her<br />
kissed and placed it in her bosom.<br />
" "<br />
Th<strong>or</strong>ns, Aguese," proceeded Francesco, are rude to tho<br />
touch, but <strong>the</strong> flowers <strong>the</strong>y guard are always <strong>the</strong> mos'<br />
<strong>of</strong>ten even <strong>the</strong> most full <strong>of</strong> i<br />
sweetness. What heart so ]<br />
wb at heart so sweet what heart so s<strong>or</strong>rowful as <strong>the</strong> heart <strong>of</strong><br />
<<br />
<strong>the</strong> Virgin Mo<strong>the</strong>r <strong>of</strong> God ? And <strong>of</strong> her it is written, 'She<br />
'<br />
lily among th<strong>or</strong>ns. Think <strong>of</strong> this, my child ; and should tho<br />
th<strong>or</strong>ny diadem ever descend upon your brow, receive it<br />
lovingly and thankfully, seeing it will make you resemble<br />
her."<br />
<strong>The</strong>re was so Fad a f<strong>or</strong>eboding in Agnese's heart as she listened<br />
to <strong>the</strong>se w<strong>or</strong>ds, that, in her fears f<strong>or</strong> <strong>the</strong> future, she<br />
almost f<strong>or</strong>got her present s<strong>or</strong>row, hardly heard <strong>the</strong> remaining<br />
w<strong>or</strong>ds <strong>of</strong> Francesco, was hardly conscious <strong>of</strong> his final ber.<br />
tion, although she had fallen on her knees to receive it, hardly<br />
even felt Lady Oranm<strong>or</strong>e embracing her as <strong>the</strong> child <strong>of</strong> he<br />
May. She only knew distinctly that she was leavin<br />
resus dwelt upon every altar; an.l, sinking back in :i<br />
c<strong>or</strong>ner <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> carriage, and burying her h< ,-k <strong>of</strong><br />
Perletta, <strong>the</strong> little ispouse <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Blessed Sacrament murmured<br />
tliron;:h her tears :<br />
! that<br />
I'li !<br />
<strong>the</strong> dove would descend and give Him to my<br />
: '