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And May long remembered afterwards how Hi-' rihili<br />

unconsciously laid her hand on her heart, in concluding <strong>the</strong><br />

sentence :<br />

" It isas if He Himself wero stealing away my life."<br />

May made no answer ; she was weeping liittc rly.<br />

" May, " said Agnese, after a silence <strong>of</strong> some minutes, " what<br />

are you doing ?"<br />

"Making a wreath <strong>of</strong> white roses f<strong>or</strong> <strong>the</strong> novice whose<br />

clothing takes place next week at <strong>the</strong> Convent <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Perpetual<br />

Ail <strong>or</strong>ation."<br />

" May, could you not make ano<strong>the</strong>r f<strong>or</strong> her, and give<br />

me that one ?"<br />

" You shall have it, dearest."<br />

" And May," continued Aguese, feebly, " I wish you would<br />

change my dress, and put on me <strong>the</strong> one I w<strong>or</strong>e, when He came<br />

to me f<strong>or</strong> <strong>the</strong> first time." May put aside <strong>the</strong> roses, which were<br />

all besprinkled wi'hher tears; and she had soon wrapt her<br />

sister in <strong>the</strong> spotless folds <strong>of</strong> a white muslin wrapping-dress,<br />

and parted her s<strong>of</strong>t, shining hair upon her brow, and smoo<strong>the</strong>d<br />

<strong>the</strong> long curls upon ei<strong>the</strong>r side ; but when wan about to crown<br />

<strong>the</strong>m with her white 'roses, Agnese put aside <strong>the</strong> -wreath and<br />

said :<br />

"<br />

Not just yet, dearest May, wait until He comes to take me<br />

away, f<strong>or</strong> <strong>the</strong>n I would be dressed as a bride, indeed, and<br />

brides always wears a wreath <strong>of</strong> flowers, Benita says. Ah !<br />

man carried her as nearly as he could to <strong>the</strong> altar up n which<br />

<strong>the</strong> Blessed Sacrament reposed.<br />

<strong>The</strong>re she knelt down she would kneel down, she said, i:s<br />

it was f<strong>or</strong> <strong>the</strong> last time. So May knelt down beside her, and<br />

thought she, "and so it is no nudier." Something,<br />

indeed, seemed to say to her that <strong>the</strong>re was no hope,<br />

and that <strong>the</strong> child was dying fast. Suddenly ehe felt her sinking<br />

from her grasp; it was at <strong>the</strong> very instant when <strong>the</strong> Benediction<br />

<strong>of</strong> th aient was given, and wi Ih :i calm<br />

courage that afterwards seemed strange to her, she. put both<br />

her arms round <strong>the</strong> living child and clasped her tightly to her<br />

i, until that sweet and solemn blessing had<br />

I not have deprived Agnese <strong>of</strong> 11',<br />

juient. When it was over, she made a sign<br />

to Francesco, who soon saw how <strong>the</strong> matter stood, and OS<br />

. <strong>the</strong><br />

O|M n air.<br />

" .Is she dead?" wliispi red Ma.. , turning in 1<br />

31<br />

i man f<strong>or</strong> comf<strong>or</strong>t.<br />

" No," ho replied in <strong>the</strong> samo tone, " but I greatly fear me<br />

she is dying.<br />

" What shall I do? <strong>The</strong> movement <strong>of</strong> i "' will kill<br />

her outright. Look up, my own darling f<strong>or</strong> God's sake, look<br />

up," said May, sitting down upon <strong>the</strong> c.hnreli steps, and re-<br />

ceiving her dying Bister from Francesco's ai<br />

"<br />

If <strong>the</strong> sigu<strong>or</strong>a does not mind," said Frr.<br />

cottage close at hand, where, I live it is but a ;<br />

po<strong>or</strong> place, but<br />

I could easily carry her so far."<br />

"Oh, never mind about that," said May, impatiently; "let<br />

us carry her <strong>the</strong>re at once, and <strong>the</strong>n I will go and ietch my<br />

grandmo<strong>the</strong>r."<br />

Agnese had by this time opened her eyes, and a bright<br />

smile passed over her face as she listened to this little<br />

venation.<br />

"<br />

Yes, yes," she whispered, "<strong>the</strong> po<strong>or</strong>er th- F<strong>or</strong><br />

He was po<strong>or</strong>, and had no place whereon to lay His head." She<br />

looked yet m<strong>or</strong>e pleased when <strong>the</strong>y carried her into <strong>the</strong> little<br />

room, and she heard Francesco saying to her sister :<br />

" <strong>The</strong> sign<strong>or</strong>a must excuse my poverty ; yonder heap <strong>of</strong><br />

Indian straw is all <strong>the</strong> bed I have to <strong>of</strong>fer to her winter."<br />

May, however, could not resist a sigh, while siie smoo<strong>the</strong>d<br />

here is Francesco," she added, with a happy smile, as her ear<br />

caught <strong>the</strong> sound <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> old man's footsteps on <strong>the</strong> c<strong>or</strong>rid<strong>or</strong><br />

without.<br />

* * * *<br />

<strong>The</strong> po<strong>or</strong> children lingering near <strong>the</strong> <strong>church</strong> <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Blessed<br />

Sacrament crowded around Aguese, as Francesco lifted her<br />

from <strong>the</strong> carriage. Many <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong>m had known, and loved, and<br />

reverenctd her, even as a po<strong>or</strong> blind c. ild and ; now, in her<br />

better f<strong>or</strong>tunes it was one <strong>of</strong> Agnese's sweetest pleasures to repay<br />

<strong>the</strong>ir f<strong>or</strong>mer kindness by a thousand little generosities, as<br />

well as by <strong>the</strong> tenderest interest iu nil that concerned <strong>the</strong>m.<br />

No wonder, <strong>the</strong>ref<strong>or</strong>e, <strong>the</strong>y now crowded round her, saying to<br />

each o<strong>the</strong>r, in tht ir great delight at hvr reappearance among<br />

<strong>the</strong>m "It is Blind Agnese how ; glad I am she is not too<br />

weak to come and now that she is once in <strong>the</strong> ;<br />

open air again,<br />

our sposina will grow as strong as she was bef<strong>or</strong>e <strong>the</strong> f<strong>or</strong>eign<br />

lady took her to that cold laud, where <strong>the</strong> sun, she says, never<br />

shines so brightly as it shines on us."<br />

"You must pray f<strong>or</strong> me very much to-night, dear little<br />

ones," said Agnese, pausing ere she ascended <strong>the</strong> steps <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong><br />

<strong>church</strong>, in <strong>or</strong>der to distribute her presents among <strong>the</strong>m.<br />

" Tnese are <strong>the</strong> last gifts I shall ever bring you."<br />

Francesco took her in his arms, and carried her into <strong>the</strong><br />

<strong>church</strong>, f<strong>or</strong> she was too weak to walk BO far.<br />

"Where Columba died, <strong>the</strong>re let me pray f<strong>or</strong> <strong>the</strong> last time,"<br />

she whispered ; and, in compliance with <strong>the</strong> down <strong>the</strong> po<strong>or</strong> couch, acd covered it over as well as she could<br />

with a velvet mantle which Francesco brought up from <strong>the</strong><br />

carriage. Upon<br />

wish, <strong>the</strong> kind old<br />

this <strong>the</strong>y laid Aguese; but <strong>the</strong> child looked<br />

distressed, and tears rushed into her eyes.<br />

" W. at is it, my own darling?'' asked May, her quick eye<br />

detecting in an instant <strong>the</strong> emotion <strong>of</strong> her sis<br />

" He died upon a cross; and would you have me go to Him<br />

on velvet ?" whispered <strong>the</strong> child; f<strong>or</strong> she hud detected in<br />

slant <strong>the</strong> s<strong>of</strong>t nature <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> material upon which she was<br />

lying.<br />

To many this might have seemed childlike and <strong>of</strong> little<br />

meaning, but happily May could comprehend <strong>the</strong> I<br />

which made this child, who in her life had been so<br />

her divino L<strong>or</strong>d, anxious to resemble Him even in His<br />

death. She made a sign, <strong>the</strong>ref<strong>or</strong>e, to France;<br />

once m<strong>or</strong>e raised Aguese, she gently removed<br />

tie, so little in union with <strong>the</strong> po<strong>or</strong> bed it covered. Th<br />

looked pleased at this new arrangement but ; .;<br />

her down agaiia, some o<strong>the</strong>r thought appeared to strike her,<br />

and she asked in what direction stood <strong>the</strong> <strong>church</strong>.<br />

"<br />

It is just behind," Francesco answered, wondering a little<br />

at <strong>the</strong> question.<br />

"Dearest May," she said impl<strong>or</strong>ingly, ".could you not put<br />

mo <strong>the</strong> o<strong>the</strong>r way, with rny face towards <strong>the</strong> <strong>church</strong> ?"<br />

" F<strong>or</strong> what purpose, dear one? It will <<br />

n, and<br />

God knows you are ill and weak enough already."<br />

"To what purpose ! O<br />

May, how e i. ? That I may<br />

turn my sig"lie:<br />

-seT.es towards Ilii)! that His ar<br />

lovi-.igly upon me. Thank you, thank;. May,"<br />

she added, as her sister silent y re-arranged hr pillow in <strong>the</strong><br />

put her arm round her waist. She had ; grown , that<br />

without this assistance she could not have knelt upright. <strong>The</strong><br />

service began, and May felt Agn every moment m<strong>or</strong>e<br />

heavily upon her, as if every moment she lost m<strong>or</strong>e and m<strong>or</strong>e<br />

<strong>the</strong> power <strong>of</strong> self-supp<strong>or</strong>t. Once <strong>or</strong> twice she whispered<br />

"<br />

"You are weary, darling but <strong>the</strong> child did not seem to ;<br />

hear<br />

her, and i<br />

May desisted, f<strong>or</strong> she did not like to disturb<br />

her m<strong>or</strong>e than was needful. "It is f<strong>or</strong> <strong>the</strong> h-.st II<br />

:n in which she wished it to 1 ,<br />

I .eel that I am dying at His i.<br />

"<br />

AYili you stay and watch her V" said May, with<br />

suppressing<br />

di!V<br />

h r heavy sobs.<br />

. "<br />

I must go nii.i bre<br />

to her grandmo<strong>the</strong>r. I dare not trust it to th.<br />

quaint her with such s<strong>or</strong>row.<br />

Francesco williu :ly undertook <strong>the</strong> <strong>of</strong>fice, and<br />

back rapidly to Naples. Lady Oranmoiv<br />

herself to would<br />

st<strong>or</strong>y, but she co:;ldnot bring I<br />

1: ihis ne, s<br />

1 be soon over as was apprehended by May, ami tho<br />

latter had not <strong>the</strong> heart to argue <strong>the</strong> matter with h'T.<br />

will know it soon enough," thought she ; and wi.<br />

" She<br />

tin" arrival <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> physicians who had been summoned to at-<br />

tend, she left her grandmo<strong>the</strong>r, an I \<br />

fr.llv in that room which .'<br />

which she felt <strong>the</strong> child would IUY<br />

. Here <strong>the</strong> half-friibhed M:

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