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tween <strong>the</strong> voting men. Fa<strong>the</strong>r Joseph w;v< to e;>'i on } r :<br />
ai-d, and in his presence <strong>the</strong> st<strong>or</strong>y <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> money<br />
inul t f Fred's<br />
f lly \v;is to l>o truly told. And exactly as it, had been planned,<br />
so it was done.<br />
Peter began his st<strong>or</strong>y from tho moment -when Mr. Brcward<br />
ga\c him from tho wi >dow <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> railway-carriage, <strong>the</strong> mem<strong>or</strong>andum<br />
about <strong>the</strong> ninety-seven pounds. <strong>The</strong>n ho turned to<br />
Fr- d, and said :<br />
"Tell your own st<strong>or</strong>y f<strong>or</strong> yourself."<br />
Fred looked pale and miserable. He trembled in every<br />
limb.<br />
"Yes ;<br />
tell it yourself," said Mr. Breward, in a kind encouraging<br />
tone.<br />
" It will be nil <strong>the</strong> better f<strong>or</strong> you* Yoa will have<br />
a manly satisfaction in getting ib <strong>of</strong>f your mind. No one here<br />
is going to do anything but make a thanksgiving f<strong>or</strong> <strong>the</strong> stop<br />
that has been put to tha', course <strong>of</strong> imprudence into which you<br />
"<br />
had been tempted. Let me hear it all from yourself.<br />
But Fred could not, <strong>or</strong> would not, do as his<br />
him to do.<br />
friends wished<br />
" It is hard, it is so difficult, to accuse oueself. It is next<br />
to impossible to oay by what stsps one went, when every step<br />
was ruinous. '<br />
" Well, so far that is good ; you have made an honest ad-<br />
mission, " said Mr. Breward.<br />
He still s; oke in an encouraging s<strong>or</strong>t <strong>of</strong> way, and not at all<br />
like <strong>the</strong> angry guardian <strong>of</strong> an unw<strong>or</strong>thy youth. He was treat-<br />
ing Fred like a man ; and Fa<strong>the</strong>r Joseph was <strong>the</strong>re with approval<br />
in his heart ; nnd Peter sat nervous and unhappy, because<br />
his frie d. f<strong>or</strong> whom lie suffered, could not find courage<br />
to throw ( ff <strong>the</strong> chains <strong>of</strong> self-love, and speak <strong>the</strong> plain w<strong>or</strong>ds<br />
<strong>of</strong> one who desired truth, and only <strong>the</strong> truth, even though <strong>the</strong><br />
truth must bo against himself. But Frederick Drake had no<br />
Biu'h m<strong>or</strong>al strength as his friends desired t > Fee.<br />
"<br />
I must know every, hing. I must be told all <strong>the</strong> particulars,"<br />
said Mr. Breward, " <strong>or</strong> I can't act. I have got to set-<br />
was to help and to rescue ; but it was not so with Fred. He<br />
could not overcome his self-love any fur<strong>the</strong>r than to say to his<br />
uncle:<br />
" Peter knows it all, sir. He has got it all out <strong>of</strong> me. He<br />
has seen everything.<br />
He has made out <strong>the</strong> accounts, and got<br />
all writ en down. I know I have been a fool. He will tell it<br />
all. He knows how to d > it, and I don't."<br />
<strong>The</strong>n, w.thout any m<strong>or</strong>e w<strong>or</strong>ds, Peter began to speak. He<br />
turned to <strong>the</strong> table, and placed some papers bef<strong>or</strong>e him, to<br />
which he referred occasionally ; and he told <strong>the</strong> whole st<strong>or</strong>y,<br />
from <strong>the</strong> first time when Fred took to gambl.ng to <strong>the</strong> last,<br />
when he consented to a <strong>the</strong>ft.<br />
He spoke steadily, keeping all emotion out <strong>of</strong> his voice, and<br />
all blame <strong>or</strong> judgment <strong>of</strong> any s<strong>or</strong>t out <strong>of</strong> his manner ; just as if<br />
he had been a mere machine used by Fred, and never as it' he<br />
unation.<br />
" We can't do our own w<strong>or</strong>k here, Fred. You<br />
must IK if. have a w<strong>or</strong>d <strong>of</strong> any kind with this man Gard ner.<br />
H> hh 11 1) t dealt wi'hsm well n jus ice c.m allow, and Jin<br />
shall have m<strong>or</strong>e than he ought to have. Ho can't be a very<br />
old <strong>of</strong>fend T in this lin,-, we know. All fhall be done by B'jme<br />
one on whom we can rely, and you may<br />
be no w<strong>or</strong>se in <strong>the</strong><br />
end f<strong>or</strong> this disagreeable experience. Now let us shake<br />
hands." He held his nephew by both hands f<strong>or</strong>a moment<br />
and looked him in <strong>the</strong> face. "No man ever had safer friends<br />
than you have had ; and your w<strong>or</strong>st nay, your only enemy<br />
is yourself. "<br />
Fred looked relieved, and smiled.<br />
" Yo i give me a bad character, sir," he said; " but not<br />
w<strong>or</strong>se than I deserve."<br />
But after this Mr. Breward only said,<br />
" Bemember what I have commanded about Gardener. You<br />
and you, Peter,<br />
must not exchange ano<strong>the</strong>r woid with him ;<br />
if you should see him and he <strong>of</strong>fers to t..lk to you, say that<br />
you are pledged not t,> say a woid on this subject. Not one<br />
w<strong>or</strong>d. You know nothing. lam not going to tell you what<br />
wi 1 have to be done. You are i i ign<strong>or</strong>ance, and you are<br />
pledged not to hold any conversation on <strong>the</strong> matter."<br />
Both <strong>the</strong> young men agreed to this. And BO ended Mr.<br />
Breward's welcome h<strong>or</strong>n e.<br />
CHAPTEE Vin.<br />
When Peter Sands roso up from his night's sleep, <strong>the</strong> day<br />
after <strong>the</strong> interview rec<strong>or</strong>ded in t..e last chapter, he felt as any<br />
one might be supposed to feel who had been with ft friend<br />
while he had undergone a painful operation, and suffered by<br />
sympathy with him.<br />
He had really suffered while giving, in Fred's presence, <strong>the</strong><br />
tle all your affairs f<strong>or</strong> you. I want to make f<strong>or</strong> you <strong>the</strong> best<br />
bargain I can consistently withhon .r, so I must learn every<br />
circumstance. Tell me yourself, Fred. <strong>The</strong>re need be 110 concealment<br />
between you and me."<br />
But Fred Drake was <strong>the</strong> slave <strong>of</strong> self-love, and he could not<br />
tell his own st<strong>or</strong>y f<strong>or</strong> himself and against himself. What<br />
seemed so easy to Peter was too preat a thing fur Fred to do.<br />
Peter, who so <strong>of</strong>ten, as a good Catholic, in <strong>the</strong> Sacrament <strong>of</strong><br />
Penance, had laid bare his heart with Christian simplicity in a<br />
good c 'nfession, would have had no difficulty in telling everyth<br />
ng he ha I done, and why and how he had so full account,<br />
done, to a man<br />
like Mr. Breward, who had a right to know, a;. d whose wish<br />
as far as he knew, <strong>of</strong> all his follies and misdoings.<br />
But he had suff red m<strong>or</strong>e afterwards. Under <strong>the</strong> excrement<br />
<strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> moment he had found wonjs to express exactly all he<br />
had to tell, but aiter <strong>the</strong> ( xc lenient had passed he wondered<br />
that he had been able to do it. It was like making u man's<br />
confession f<strong>or</strong> him. He ruse early, not much rested by his<br />
sleep, and feeling weary and feverisk. He went out earlier<br />
than usual, and took his way straight to <strong>the</strong> Catholic <strong>church</strong>.<br />
It was bef<strong>or</strong>e <strong>the</strong> hour f<strong>or</strong> <strong>the</strong> usual daily Mass. He had<br />
known that it was too early he had ; gone thtre f<strong>or</strong><br />
a quiet holy hour and to pray. Presently he saw a<br />
strange priest come in and kneel down. He had en-<br />
tered <strong>the</strong> <strong>church</strong> 1 y <strong>the</strong> do<strong>or</strong> <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> sacristy. After a sh<strong>or</strong>t<br />
time this priest returned to <strong>the</strong> sacristy, and Peter was again<br />
alone in <strong>the</strong> <strong>church</strong>.<br />
He was saying <strong>the</strong> rosary, and using <strong>the</strong> rosary that had been<br />
given him by Colonel Penwarne on <strong>the</strong> hill, on <strong>the</strong> m<strong>or</strong>ning <strong>of</strong><br />
<strong>the</strong> Culon< 1 s death. Bef<strong>or</strong>e using <strong>the</strong>se beads, Peter had<br />
always made <strong>the</strong> custom <strong>of</strong> saying <strong>the</strong> prayers f<strong>or</strong> ..he dead, and<br />
had said t'aese prayers on that m<strong>or</strong>ning.<br />
Just as he had finished his rosary <strong>the</strong> strange priest cami<br />
back and looked towards him. Peter got up and went to <strong>the</strong><br />
sacristy.<br />
" Are you Peter Sands ?" agked <strong>the</strong> you<br />
priest. "If you are,<br />
will serve my Ma'S."<br />
Peter immediately prepared <strong>the</strong> altar, got <strong>the</strong> priest his<br />
vestments, an I served Mass. <strong>The</strong>re was not, through tho<br />
were speaking on his own account, did Peter now tell <strong>the</strong> whole<br />
tale from first to last, and lay bef<strong>or</strong>e Mr. Breward <strong>the</strong> calculations<br />
which showed <strong>the</strong> exact state <strong>of</strong> Fred Drake's affairs.<br />
When he had finished, Mr. Breward said, "Thank you."<br />
Two very common w<strong>or</strong>ds, certainly; but thfre was something<br />
in his voice and manner which said that Peter had done<br />
him a great service, and deserved his gratitude.<br />
Fred jumped up fro 11 his seat, and gave a loud sigh, like a<br />
groan, clasping his hands above his head.<br />
"<br />
Very well. Wo must pi ce this in <strong>the</strong> right hands, and get,<br />
it all settled f<strong>or</strong>thwith. " whole Mas*, any<br />
Mr. Breward said this in a tone, oi tmj.it<br />
o<strong>the</strong>r person in <strong>church</strong>.<br />
When Mass was over, Peter returned to his place, made a<br />
thanksgiving and left <strong>the</strong> <strong>church</strong>.<br />
He walked towards <strong>the</strong> docks; walked far<strong>the</strong>r than he usually<br />
walked when he went out bef<strong>or</strong>e breakfast, and so returned in<br />
a hurry and ra<strong>the</strong>r overheated to Miss Lance's house. As he<br />
was going quickly through <strong>the</strong> streets ho met James Gardener,<br />
who stopped, and, in an angry auth<strong>or</strong>itative voice, said he<br />
wanted to speak to him.<br />
"<br />
Stop," sa d Jam s; "stop, when I tell you."<br />
But Peter passed quickly, saying, "Not now, not now." And<br />
v;Hh a sense <strong>of</strong> relief ho found himself inside <strong>the</strong> house-do<strong>or</strong>,