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'isolation <strong>of</strong> His creatures, would :<br />

ime iii vain : w h none <strong>of</strong> :<br />

i but n Bingle spark <strong>of</strong> dh filing<br />

upon :i spirit innocent bef<strong>or</strong>e, bnt i:i tho want <strong>of</strong> tho<br />

high inspiration <strong>of</strong> His charity, surely, aurrlv, .Ifo who camo<br />

to cast fire upon o;:rth, would not grudge Ilia pre: ..-.n-c, by<br />

which it Inul been enkindled."<br />

May Nettervillo p used in her passionate address, and mu-<br />

''<br />

:.hc. impulse. and Lady Oraniia.re eir;t,<br />

tually, as if i<br />

<strong>the</strong>ir eyes upon Agnese. Tho cliiM ^iing on <strong>the</strong> bed,<br />

Jiud with her s<strong>of</strong>t eyes closed, hnr long hair parted smoothly<br />

on her foivlH'a i, and her white jobes flowing round her, she<br />

d like, an answer to <strong>the</strong> thoughts <strong>of</strong> each " Would He<br />

grudge it?"<br />

May could not f<strong>or</strong>bear adding, in a whisper :<br />

" Though it were only to visit such a soul as Unit."<br />

<strong>The</strong>n, without waiting f<strong>or</strong> an answer, she passed to <strong>the</strong> bed,<br />

and drew her sister gently towards <strong>the</strong> pillow, saying :<br />

"Lie down, dearest; it is yet a long time to Francesco's<br />

hour. Lie down, <strong>or</strong> you will be weary."<br />

Agnese laid down as she was desired, whispering at <strong>the</strong><br />

same time, with a heavenly smile upon her countenance :<br />

" Is it not lovely, Grace ? And did I not tell yon that here<br />

<strong>the</strong> very air was full <strong>of</strong> Jesus ?"<br />

"Yes, indeed !" May answered, in <strong>the</strong> same subdued voice.<br />

<strong>of</strong> love and<br />

" And it is sweet to live in such an atmosphere<br />

faith."<br />

" He is everywhere in "<br />

Italy, returned Agnese; " in <strong>the</strong> people's<br />

hearts, and on <strong>the</strong>ir lips, and in <strong>the</strong> <strong>church</strong>es and even<br />

;<br />

in <strong>the</strong> very streets we meet Him."<br />

" And He is in <strong>the</strong> hearts <strong>of</strong> our own home people too, Agnese,<br />

if you would but think it," answered May, in a tune as<br />

nearly <strong>of</strong> reproach as she could use towards <strong>the</strong> gentle creature<br />

she so tenderly cherished. "His faith and love are with us<br />

also; only we are f<strong>or</strong>ced to lock up in our hearts <strong>the</strong> thoughts<br />

which <strong>the</strong>se may prate to every idle air. But you won't be-<br />

lieve it."<br />

"Indeed, indeed, I do believe it May; it would bo strange<br />

if I could doubt it, after all that passed on that terrible day,"<br />

and Agnese shuddered as she always did whenever she recurred<br />

to <strong>the</strong> day <strong>of</strong> Fa<strong>the</strong>r Netterville's murder. Po<strong>or</strong> child ! she<br />

him, although she mechanically fallowed him to a room, which<br />

he indicated by throwing wide <strong>the</strong> do<strong>or</strong>, and into this she entered<br />

without having f<strong>or</strong>med one conjecture as to who <strong>or</strong> what<br />

<strong>the</strong> person was who desired I o see her. He was sitting near<br />

<strong>the</strong> window, his back towards her, and his face buried in both<br />

his hands. May was started; something in his attitude<br />

familiar, that she could not help fancying<br />

'.:.',<br />

to shrink !<br />

b( f<strong>or</strong>e; but. as he did not look up, <strong>or</strong> give any<br />

: <strong>of</strong><br />

that she had s: en<br />

o<strong>the</strong>r iudi-<br />

being aware <strong>of</strong> her presence, she advanced a few steps<br />

his attention. Far from<br />

i in him in hopes <strong>of</strong> arousing<br />

this effect, however, tho sound <strong>of</strong> her footsteps s<br />

're completely into himself, and he boned<br />

kimaeli down until hifl bn upon Dio bible, as if thus<br />

, A'A'A'. 27<br />

he hope,] inniv entirely to<br />

'<br />

secret i<br />

Von went f<strong>or</strong> me, ;<br />

,'r J" <strong>the</strong> :<br />

aid, B<<br />

'.hiidder pHsx.v.l over Dm<br />

1<br />

"Pardon in , sir, "con! ini!. d May, with a little i in pa ticher<br />

voice, and m;:'<br />

., onld not hurry yon if I eon'<br />

it, but I have left <strong>the</strong> i>;'d.,i.le o!' H ><br />

summons. "<br />

" Believe me, I would not idly have intruded upon<br />

>W."<br />

"John Nettervflle 1" cried Mav, recoiling a step in a,<br />

ment, as <strong>the</strong> stranger, in savin;? <strong>the</strong>se few v/<strong>or</strong>ds, stood up and<br />

removed his hands from his face.<br />

" I knew you must loa<strong>the</strong> me; I knew you must detest and<br />

hold me in abh<strong>or</strong>rence; but I almost hoped you would !<br />

rne," said that unhappy man, in a tone <strong>of</strong> despair: and i<br />

down again, ho passed his hands once ni'.ro over hi<br />

to shut oat his niece's involuntary look <strong>of</strong> disgust.<br />

F<strong>or</strong> one moment May was tempted to leave <strong>the</strong> room ir<br />

temptnons silence; and <strong>the</strong>n she 1: ad to struggle !::<br />

<strong>the</strong> proud and n"gry spirit which prompted her to pour<br />

t<strong>or</strong>rent <strong>of</strong> stinging reproaches on <strong>the</strong> fratricide. But she<br />

thought upon Him who but a few miriuf<br />

beneath her eyes, preaching peace and mercy and ]<br />

men, and she checked <strong>the</strong> movement. She r -I how<br />

He from <strong>the</strong> very cross had pardoned all His en<br />

"<br />

Fa<strong>the</strong>r, f<strong>or</strong>give tlv m, f<strong>or</strong> <strong>the</strong>y know not wha'<br />

d to ring in her ears, and she resolved that sh.<br />

would pardon, and not coldly <strong>or</strong> by halves, but fully,<br />

ronsly, and without conditions, even as He had done !<br />

said to <strong>the</strong> repentant thief :<br />

" This day thou shall bo with Ma<br />

in Parailise;" and, promptly answering to tho inspiration, she<br />

Hung her arms around her uncle's neck, exclaiming:<br />

"I wi.l f<strong>or</strong>give you I do f<strong>or</strong>give you; and I pray yon io<br />

pardon me, f<strong>or</strong> I have been very guilty in my thoughts o:'<br />

This very unexp;

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