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Zbornik Mednarodnega literarnega srečanja Vilenica 2003 - Ljudmila

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Umetnik<br />

Takšna je bila podoba -<br />

v boleèino podaljšana<br />

oblika moškega telesa, v zapušèenost<br />

povešena glava: razpelo;<br />

zdaj jo vidim<br />

kot dokonèno ekstazo,<br />

osredišèena zbranost, zadnje besede<br />

izgovorjene, in èrne<br />

glave žebljev se bijejo<br />

s pljuski krvi<br />

kot slikarjeve barve: avtoportret<br />

z bridkostjo in temneèim nebom;<br />

nekako podobno Hopkinsu,<br />

našemu vnetemu, depresivnemu uèenjaku,<br />

ki je glodal zglobe besed<br />

za hrano - zakaj Bog<br />

mu je izžgal kosti s toènostjo,<br />

da je na ves glas klical<br />

ujet v trnjevo<br />

podrast jezika.<br />

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Artist<br />

This was the given image -<br />

a moulded man-body<br />

elongated into pain, the head<br />

sunk in abandonment: the cross;<br />

I see it now<br />

as the ultimate in ecstasy,<br />

attention focused, the final words<br />

rehearsed, there are black<br />

nail-heads and contrasting<br />

plashes of blood<br />

like painter's oils: self-portrait<br />

with grief and darkening sky;<br />

something like Hopkins,<br />

our intent, depressive scholar<br />

who gnawed on the knuckle-bones of words<br />

for sustenance - because God<br />

scorched his bones with nearness<br />

so that he cried with a loud voice<br />

out of the entangling, thorny<br />

underbrush of language.<br />

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