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continual recollection of herself and her true condition by her restless gaze, she allows<br />

the serpent’s deception to become her own self-deception. Bernard writes:<br />

If your mind guarded itself with more care, you would not find<br />

time for such curiosity. Even if this is not itself a sin, it is an<br />

occasion of sin, the origin of your sin, and its cause. For while you<br />

are intent on something else, the serpent slips secretly into your<br />

heart with flattering words. He restrains your reason with flattery,<br />

your fear with lies: “You will not die,” he says. He arouses your<br />

interest as he entices your pallet; he sharpens your curiosity as he<br />

excites your desire. He offers what is forbidden you, and takes<br />

what is given you: he grants you an apple as he steals your<br />

paradise! 187<br />

For Bernard, Eve’s curiositas results not only in her false knowledge of herself, but also<br />

in her false knowledge of God. For in convincing herself, at the serpent’s suggestion,<br />

that she “will not die,” she at once deludes herself into believing that she is exempt from<br />

God’s law and that God will not execute the judgment he has plainly promised her<br />

disobedience. Perhaps she believes, as Bernard will suggest in the case of Lucifer, that<br />

God is a god of mercy, but not justice, who either will not or cannot punish his creatures.<br />

With the fear of God no longer before her eyes, having deceived herself as to the truth of<br />

her own being and the truth about God, she stretches forth her hand in the primordial act<br />

of human presumption, seizing the Son’s Wisdom for herself and exalting her own will<br />

over his. 188 In this paradigmatic act of self-deception and self-will, she shows her<br />

187 Hum 30 (III, 39-40): “Nisi enim mens minus se curiose servaret, tua curiositas tempus vacuum<br />

non haberet. Etsi culpa non est, culpae tamen occasio est, et indicium commissae, et causa est<br />

committendae Te enim intenta ad aliud, latenter interim in cor tuum serpens illabitur, blande alloquitur<br />

Blanditiis rationem, mendaciis timorem compescit: inquiens, . Auget<br />

curam, dum incitat gulam; acuit curiositatem, dum suggerit cupiditatem Offert tandem prohibitum, et aufert<br />

concessum: porrigit pomum, et surripit paradisum.”<br />

188 On Eve’s sin as her attempt to seize the Wisdom of the Son, see 1 Adv 4 (IV, 163-164); 4 Asc<br />

4 (V, 140-141), SC 69.2-5 (II, 202-205). On Eve’s sin as her exaltation of her self-will over the will of<br />

God, see 3 Sent 94 (VI-II, 150). For an discussion of this aspect of Bernard’s thought, see Roch Kereszty,<br />

“Relationship between Anthropology and Christology. St. Bernard, a Teacher for Our Age,” 275-279.<br />

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