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MY BELOVED IS MINE AND I AM HIS: SELF-KNOWLEDGE IN THE ...

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to judge themselves in Truth, and so to begin what we have called the “ascent” to self-<br />

knowledge that leads to salvation and eternal life. Through our study of the Steps’ first<br />

part, we saw how, for Bernard, the proud soul will return to God by three steps of truth<br />

and love which progressively overcome its false knowledge and contempt of itself, its<br />

neighbors, and God. In the first step of Truth, the Son of God, the Word and Wisdom of<br />

God, cries out in the proud soul’s depths, recalling the soul’s curious gaze to itself, and<br />

enabling it to judge itself in the full and bitter truth of its own misery by a participation in<br />

his own prerogative as Judge of all. As this soul is compelled to face and confess its sin<br />

and weakness, it suffers intense guilt and shame, but also begins to recognize this same<br />

miseria in the souls of others, and so, by its honest self-encounter, learns a genuinely<br />

compassionate charity for its neighbors. In ascending this second step of Truth, by which<br />

it comes to see its neighbors not as rivals or inferiors, but brothers and sisters in Christ,<br />

the soul is graced with the Spirit’s inward infusion of God’s own divine charity, in and<br />

through which it is enabled to love its brothers and sisters with the compassion of Christ<br />

the Incarnate Word. Once conformed to the Son and Spirit respectively, the soul now<br />

refashioned in the lost divine likeness of humility and love may be rapt to the embrace of<br />

the Father and be bound to him as his own glorious Bride. Rejoicing in the beautiful<br />

sight of its newly refashioned countenance, and exchanging its former guilt and shame<br />

for loving trust and hope, it may say with the Bride of the Canticle, “The King has lead<br />

me into his chamber” (Sg 1:3).<br />

Yet, as we saw through our study of Bernard’s “psychological drama” in his<br />

sermon-treatise On Conversion, the abbot teaches that the soul’s ascent to this Bridal self-<br />

awareness is neither swift nor easy, but passes through an arduous series of intervening<br />

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