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Thus the abbot resolves his spiritual theology into two opposed and inverted ways of life,<br />

the way of wisdom and the way of malice. The crucial question concerning these two<br />

ways is that of self-knowledge. If the soul comes to know itself in truth, it embarks on<br />

the way of wisdom, the way of progressive likening to the humility and charity of the<br />

Incarnate Word, that leads to the vision of the Word as he is and a share in God’s own<br />

divine life of knowledge and love. Conversely, if the soul neglects to know itself, it sets<br />

out on the way of sin and malice, Adam’s primordial way of pride and self-will, that<br />

leads to unlikeness, blindness, misery, and eternal death. In SC 36-38.2, Bernard unfolds<br />

each of these two ways in greater detail, demonstrating their inner spiritual logic and<br />

progression.<br />

Bernard’s comprehensive teaching on self-knowledge begins not with the humble<br />

self-knowledge requisite for and integral to conversion, but with the want of self-<br />

knowledge that breeds the self-deception of pride: “Ignorance of yourself breeds pride<br />

when your deceived and deceiving thoughts lie to you, convincing you that you are better<br />

than you truly are. For this is pride, this is the beginning of every sin, when you are<br />

greater in you own eyes than you are in God’s, than you are in Truth.” 116 When fallen<br />

human beings neglect to know themselves, to confront honestly the bitter truth of their<br />

weakness and sin, this void of self-knowledge is swiftly and subtly filled by far more<br />

pleasant thoughts of their own excellence. These deceived and deceiving thoughts may<br />

take many forms: fallen human beings may delight in the thought of their superior<br />

knowledge, power, wealth, prestige, or, in the case of monks, their superior holiness,<br />

116 SC 37.6 (II, 12): “Sic autem superbiam parit tibi ignorantia tui, cum meliorem quam sis,<br />

decepta et deceptrix tua cogitatio te esse mentitur. Hoc quippe est superbia, hoc initium omnis peccati,<br />

cum maior in tuis es oculis quam apud Deum, quam in veritate.”<br />

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