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Reason’s rebuke is powerful, and his arguments compelling; they reflect the self-<br />

knowledge reason has acquired in the painful but instructive contemplation of the soul’s<br />

wounds. Yet however well they may reflect the truth of the human being, Bernard<br />

explains, reason’s arguments fail to loose her wife the will from the bonds of sinful habit<br />

that irresistibly draw her to the consolations of the world. In fact, reason’s arguments<br />

only arouse more violent resistance from the will. Narrating will’s reply to her husband’s<br />

rebuke, Bernard writes:<br />

The will may be moved not at all by the suggestions of reason, but<br />

on the contrary be aroused with fury and rejoin, “How long must I<br />

suffer you! Your preaching has no hold on me. I know that you<br />

are clever, but your cleverness has no place in me.” Then<br />

summoning her bodily members to her aide, she may order them to<br />

be even more solicitous than before in obeying her lustful<br />

desires. 282<br />

Speaking from his long experience as a father of souls, abbot Bernard observes that “We<br />

learn from daily experience that those who resolved upon conversion are more severely<br />

tempted by the sinful desires of the flesh.” 283 Like the Israelites in their wanderings, the<br />

soul that has set itself to flee Pharaoh is often strongly compelled to return to its slavery<br />

in Egypt.<br />

By the end of his second act, Bernard has left his readers with the figure of a soul<br />

much like Augustine’s in Book VIII of the Confessions. Reason has been converted to<br />

282 Conv 22 (IV, 95): “Invenietur forsitan, quae nihil mota suggestionibus rationis, immo et gravi<br />

commota furore respondeat, dicens: . Forte et advocans membra singula, solito amplius solitis iubet oboedire concupiscentiis, nequitiis<br />

deservire.”<br />

283 Conv 22 (IV, 95): “Hinc nimirum illud est quod quotidianis discimus experimentis, eos qui<br />

converti deliberant, tentari acrius a concupiscentia carnis, et urgeri gravius in operibus luti et lateris, qui<br />

Aegyptum egredi, Pharaonem effugere moliuntur.”<br />

180

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