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Ignorance of self breeds pride when your deceived and deceiving<br />

thoughts lie to you, convincing you that you are better than you<br />

truly are. For this is pride, the beginning of all sin, when you are<br />

greater in your own eyes than you are in the eyes of God, than you<br />

are in Truth. 139<br />

Though previous scholarship has correctly acknowledged Bernard’s belief that pride<br />

entails some form of self-deception as opposed to sheer self-ignorance, the abbot’s<br />

teaching on this prideful self-deception, and more specifically that form of prideful self-<br />

deception to which the monk is most susceptible, has yet to receive the sustained<br />

scholarly attention it deserves. In his very first spiritual treatise, On the Steps of Humility<br />

and Pride, Bernard presents a thoroughly developed and remarkably nuanced theory of<br />

the self-deception born of pride which reflects both his natural psychological acuity and<br />

his years of experience as a father and teacher within Benedict’s school for the Lord’s<br />

service. Here Bernard not only defines the precise nature of this prideful self-deception<br />

in the monastic context, but also traces its origins, development, and tragic consequences<br />

through an innovative inversion of the twelve steps of humility found in the seventh<br />

chapter of Benedict’s Regula. Indeed Bernard’s narration of the monk’s descent through<br />

the twelve steps of pride may be read as a miniature treatise on prideful self-deception<br />

that supplies the necessary context for understanding his frequent insistence on the<br />

essential function of self-knowledge in the spiritual life. If Bernard regularly exhorts his<br />

monastic sons to “know thyself,” this is so because he is already keenly aware of their<br />

susceptibility to prideful self-deception through the stages he traces in his account of<br />

pride’s twelve steps. Accordingly, this chapter aims to articulate Bernard’s theory of<br />

139 SC 37.6 (II, 12): “Sic autem superbiam parit tibi ignorantia tui, cum meliorem quam sis,<br />

decepta et deceptrix tua cogitatio te esse mentitur. Hoc quippe est superbia, hoc initium omnis peccati,<br />

cum maior in tuis es oculis quam apud Deum, quam in veritate.”<br />

90

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