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interplay between <strong>the</strong> two positions where learning occurs and that I<br />

believe inspires reflecting during care giving. We need to facilitate nurses<br />

to be comfortable with discomfort and strong emotions in ourselves and in<br />

o<strong>the</strong>rs.<br />

An Epistemology <strong>of</strong> Practice through Poetry<br />

I have learnt to view poetry as an epistemology <strong>of</strong> practice that can be<br />

used in <strong>the</strong> classroom to deepen <strong>the</strong> reflexive conversation. Poetry as an<br />

embodied process has <strong>the</strong> potential to open up multiple ways <strong>of</strong> seeing <strong>the</strong><br />

world, to tune us back into our body, our senses, our ‗multiple selves‘.<br />

There is no right answer with poetry. Pickering (2000) warns however, that<br />

any genuine engagement with poems is unpredictable and <strong>the</strong>refore <strong>the</strong>y<br />

should not be used for any external ends. Therefore this approach could<br />

act as a counterbalance to more mechanistic ways <strong>of</strong> facilitating reflective<br />

practice. Poetry can promote questioning <strong>of</strong> values and practices<br />

encouraging a new way <strong>of</strong> feeling <strong>the</strong> experience through <strong>the</strong> poem.<br />

Poetry can express <strong>the</strong> ineffable and <strong>the</strong> difficult aspects <strong>of</strong> practice that<br />

we do not usually focus on. I have found that poetry is a way <strong>of</strong> expressing<br />

some <strong>of</strong> my raw emotions and I can release this emotional tension through<br />

writing poetry. Poetry can develop empathy. Writing from <strong>the</strong> perspective<br />

<strong>of</strong> ano<strong>the</strong>r helps me see alternative perspectives. Performing <strong>the</strong> poems<br />

with students increased my vulnerability and potentially reduced <strong>the</strong> power<br />

differentials thus creating a more intimate environment and mirroring<br />

connection with o<strong>the</strong>rs.<br />

Through connecting to feelings some nurses who have absorbed <strong>the</strong><br />

habitus <strong>of</strong> a distanced pr<strong>of</strong>essional can re-connect to why <strong>the</strong>y came into<br />

nursing. I have argued direct patient care and emotional support have little<br />

social, cultural, political and symbolic capital as a consequence such<br />

caring is de-valued at <strong>the</strong> expense <strong>of</strong> co-ordinating functions. As I have<br />

argued earlier not everyone can nurse yet as long as caring is de-valued in<br />

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