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oard in <strong>the</strong> ward teaching room 21 . I asked <strong>the</strong> following two questions and<br />

for any o<strong>the</strong>r comments:<br />

―What do you think <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong>se poems? Any comments please‖<br />

―What place do you think poetry may have in nursing?‖<br />

In <strong>the</strong> fourth co-inquiry meeting (12/5/05), I shared my reflections <strong>of</strong> this<br />

process with <strong>the</strong> co-inquiry group. The poems had been covered over by<br />

o<strong>the</strong>r notices. No-one wrote on <strong>the</strong> comments sheet and I thought this<br />

could mean no-one was interested in <strong>the</strong>m. However, I have learnt not to<br />

jump to conclusions becoming aware <strong>of</strong> some <strong>of</strong> my assumptions during<br />

this inquiry and thus learning to be more patient with o<strong>the</strong>rs‘ responses.<br />

Consequently, I asked staff on <strong>the</strong> ward what <strong>the</strong>y thought about <strong>the</strong><br />

poems which resulted in a number <strong>of</strong> conversations about <strong>the</strong> emotions<br />

experienced at work. I half expected <strong>the</strong> nurses to consider me as ‗new<br />

age‘ and a ‗bit bonkers‘ for introducing poetry but many <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong>m felt <strong>the</strong><br />

poems resonated with <strong>the</strong>ir own experiences. Again <strong>the</strong> poems<br />

encouraged <strong>the</strong> telling <strong>of</strong> several similar personal experiences. The<br />

Ageism and The Wounded Nurse poems sparked most response from <strong>the</strong><br />

staff on <strong>the</strong> ward while <strong>the</strong> <strong>PhD</strong> <strong>of</strong> Gossip appealed because <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong><br />

humour. About a year after I had worked on <strong>the</strong> ward I bumped into a staff<br />

nurse who asked me where <strong>the</strong> Ageism poem had been published. She<br />

had forgotten I wrote it and thought it was a published piece. She told me<br />

she could still remember how it questioned bed blocking and made her<br />

feel differently about <strong>the</strong> process.<br />

During <strong>the</strong> conversations with ward staff I was told <strong>the</strong> poems had<br />

provoked feelings <strong>of</strong> frustration and anger because <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> tension in never<br />

having enough time to talk and listen to patients. Two nurses said <strong>the</strong><br />

poems had made <strong>the</strong>m realise how much <strong>the</strong>y felt ―dumped on‖, how <strong>the</strong>y<br />

were always <strong>the</strong> last person in <strong>the</strong> chain; that <strong>the</strong>y didn‘t have time to go<br />

21 The poems included: The <strong>PhD</strong> <strong>of</strong> Gossip, Ageism, The Wounded Nurse, The Washing<br />

Machine Leak and Moaning Minnie. (I had not written <strong>the</strong> Neck Cancer poem by this<br />

stage).<br />

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