The Supreme Doctrine - neo-alchemist
The Supreme Doctrine - neo-alchemist
The Supreme Doctrine - neo-alchemist
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THE PRIMORDIAL ERROR<br />
organism I am arrogant or abashed before the Not-Self, but without<br />
consciously feeling in these attitudes a judgment of myself; I have the<br />
conscious impression that I no longer exact anything from myself, that my<br />
exigence is turned uniquely towards the outside world. Nevertheless, as we<br />
can understand, my exigence that the outside world admits is only the<br />
expression of my subterranean primordial exigence in seeking to triumph<br />
over the world. <strong>The</strong>re lies the fundamental claim, the first personal<br />
manifestation of my universal Identity with the Absolute Principle, and so the<br />
first egotistical dualistic error, the 'original sin'. One can see the importance<br />
of the point that we touch on here; we are at the very root of this Ignorance<br />
from which flows all our illusory distress.<br />
Let us analyse in detail the situation created by this primordial training.<br />
<strong>The</strong> horse desires to feel himself affirmed in his opposition to the outside<br />
world. <strong>The</strong> rider exacts from the horse that he succeed in feeling himself<br />
always affirmed. It can appear at first that horse and rider tend thus towards<br />
the same end. In reality it is quite the contrary; the nature of their respective<br />
tendencies and the orientation of these tendencies are radically opposed.<br />
<strong>The</strong> nature of the horse's tendency is relative; the horse belongs to the<br />
plane of manifestation, to the relative plane of phenomena; he desires to feel<br />
himself affirmed as much as possible, not without limits, for the limitless is<br />
not in his domain. He prefers affirmation, but supports negation and adapts<br />
himself to it as best he can. Besides the desire of the horse is oriented towards<br />
the outer world; the horse desires such and such an object that belongs to the<br />
Not-Self.<br />
<strong>The</strong> nature of the tendency of the rider is absolute; my identity, in the<br />
Unconscious, with Buddha-the-Absolute, engenders in my subconsciousness,<br />
not a relative desire that my Self triumph over the Not-Self but an absolute<br />
exigence that it shall do so. My rider is the representative of the Self, of the<br />
Absolute Principle of only being; however ignorant my consciousness may<br />
be in fact, my rider is none the less the representative in me of the Absolute<br />
Self; the independence of my intelligence, however incompletely manifested<br />
it may be, is none the less absolute by nature. Directly issuing from the<br />
Absolute and representing it, my rider is therefore, in the temporal plane, like<br />
a mathematical infinity which multiplies everything by an unlimited<br />
coefficient; the absolute exigence of the rider towards the horse is manifested<br />
by an unlimited claim, that is it has power to mobilise in my organism all the<br />
energies that are available at each moment. <strong>The</strong>refore the absolute nature of<br />
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