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standing exposed to the cold, may it have made impression upon their and my<br />
own mind, and I be found <strong>of</strong> a mild, peaceful spirit, even to those who are not so<br />
well disposed towards me. Oh, may all our heats and animosities be graciously<br />
forgiven, and we be taught to love one another in Christ Jesus, our life, and the<br />
hope <strong>of</strong> glory. Blessed Jesus, I would look unto Thee, and commit my all unto<br />
Thee as my faithful Savior. May what I have preached on the 23 rd , Lord’s Day,<br />
prove a real blessing unto me and my people, and we receive the gift <strong>of</strong><br />
righteousness unto justification <strong>of</strong> life. I humbly trust, Lord, I have delivered<br />
what I have received, and desire, with all Thy people, to glory in Thee as the Lord<br />
our righteousness, Adonai Tasreino. 606<br />
May ’90<br />
1. Blessed be the Lord, who has brought us and spared us hitherto! May our past<br />
sins be forgiven in the precious blood <strong>of</strong> Jesus Christ, our God and Savior, and we<br />
receive grace for grace, to persevere and increase in every good work. I desire to<br />
thank the Lord that even those who did not behave formerly as they ought,<br />
probably not without my giving some cause for their <strong>of</strong>fense, have shown, that<br />
they are not irreconcilable, and I humbly pray that our sins and imprudences may<br />
be graciously forgiven, and we henceforth live in peace and harmony, as<br />
becometh men and Christians. I would also pray for direction and success with<br />
respect to the schools, that they may be properly and firmly united into the<br />
Academy, and prove to have been beneficial for that purpose. I intend to promote<br />
such a union, but if possible, consistent with my desire to procure a religious and<br />
pious education. The rules therefore ought to be made with that intention always<br />
in view, and I hope, through divine mercy, our labor shall not be in vain. The<br />
Lord pity, pardon, restore, and prepare for His work and service.<br />
4. Last night a son 607 was born to our children, the second born in my family, and<br />
I desire to thank the Lord for this fresh instance <strong>of</strong> His mercy. May the mother be<br />
further strengthened, and also the other son Philip be restored, who was yesterday<br />
very sick <strong>of</strong> the hives or obstruction on his lungs. Oh, may the Father <strong>of</strong> mercies<br />
further pity and support poor, unworthy me and mine, and we live to sing <strong>of</strong> His<br />
mercies. Fain would I also wait for a blessing on the schools. May such a union<br />
be formed which will prove really beneficial to the city, and religion as well as<br />
learning be taught there. I have endeavored to promote both from the beginning<br />
<strong>of</strong> this institution, when it was a general scheme, and though that has not fully<br />
succeeded, still I have obtained assistance in the ministry, and am not without<br />
hope that the whole will be blessed in the end. My dear colleague’s parochial<br />
duties increasing, and his salary on account there<strong>of</strong> being raised, and besides Mr.<br />
Merchant 608 proving to be industrious and successful, but the city not being able to<br />
support two schools which also fomented jealousies among children and parents, I<br />
thought it my duty to promote a union, and convened the consistory and trustees<br />
yesterday evening, who, as well as the other party, have appointed a committee to<br />
606<br />
Hebrew [letters]: God our rock.<br />
607<br />
Stephen Van Rensselaer Schuyler; died three weeks later [see entry <strong>of</strong> May 26 below]. Philip is the<br />
older brother (born in 1788) mentioned in the next sentence.<br />
608<br />
George Merchant (1757-1830), first came to Albany to teach school, serving as rector <strong>of</strong> the<br />
Seminary Academy located on North Pearl Street beginning in 1782.<br />
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