13.07.2015 Views

THE AVATAR IN PANAMA - Theses - Flinders University

THE AVATAR IN PANAMA - Theses - Flinders University

THE AVATAR IN PANAMA - Theses - Flinders University

SHOW MORE
SHOW LESS

Create successful ePaper yourself

Turn your PDF publications into a flip-book with our unique Google optimized e-Paper software.

3.1 Shoes and Mirrors: Images of Doubling The Avatar in Panamaadvanced to meet me with a feeble and totteringgait. Thus it appeared, I say, but was not. It wasmy antagonist -- it was Wilson […] In me didstthou exist -- and, in my death, see by thisimage, which is thine own, how utterly thou hastmurdered thyself. (641). 31In Amado Nervo’s “El del espejo”, the protagonist Gabriel’s alterego is given a visual substance by the image he views in the mirror,which becomes a projected double:Gabriel había caído […] en la manía de verseen el cristal cuando dialogaba consigo mismo.[…] Pero a Gabriel no le bastaba hablar solo,sino que lo hacía frente al espejo. Parecíaleque, de otra manera, el diálogo no eracompleto. Necesitaba un interlocutor, y eseinterlocutor era la imagen que el espejodevolvía; […] hasta le parecía a éste quehablaba la imagen. 32The reflection becomes a companion, an interlocutor andultimately a necessity, to the point where the mirror image seeminglyresponds to Gabriel. The mirror in this story also shares the concept ofthat as a portal to another secret second and, therefore double world:Gabriel assumes the image sleeps behind the glass and due to thisbelief could be said to display a form of mirror agnosia possibly leadingto a disorder of misidentification. Unlike other double stories, thenighttime in “El del espejo” stifles the emergence of the double. Gabrielfeels a profound loneliness at night when the light is switched off as themirror image disappears when it is dark:Tuvo, pues, al cabo de poco tiempo, dos “yoes”,no internos, sino externos, sustantivos,individualizados: el suyo propio, y el de laimagen que le devolvía el espejo. Cada uno deesos yoes mostraba su índole, su carácter,personalismos. […] Necesitaba departir con suotro yo, con su doble, con el caballero aquél delespejo... (106).31Italics are the author’s.32 Amado Nervo, “El del espejo”, Antología del cuento modernista hispanoamericano.Eds. Julio E. Miyares, Walter Rela (Buenos Aires: Plus Ultra, 1987) 105.170

Hooray! Your file is uploaded and ready to be published.

Saved successfully!

Ooh no, something went wrong!