enthusiasm was that during our stay in New York he had started aromance, which at th<strong>is</strong> time was at its apogee, with a saleswoman ofthat bookshop with the very original n<strong>am</strong>e "Sunw<strong>is</strong>e Turn," where Ibegan there in New York <strong>am</strong>ong a very small number of yourcompatriots, according to my habit, to hold meetings in the form oflecture talks, answering <strong>am</strong>ong other things different questions whichwere asked me regarding my ideas.Well <strong>then</strong>, as I have already said, on my return to Europe after mysojourn <strong>am</strong>ong you, at the end of the first week there occurred to methat motor accident, as a result of which for over three months I entirelylost my memory and powers of combination, and <strong>then</strong> for six monthsmore lay in a semiconscious state, half controlling these twofund<strong>am</strong>ental capacities on which depend and which generally imposeresponsibility on the individuality of man, and <strong>when</strong> as a consequenceof all th<strong>is</strong> a great cr<strong>is</strong><strong>is</strong> arose in all my affairs gradually takingproportions which announced a complete catastrophe, <strong>then</strong> I, just at thebeginning of th<strong>is</strong> said second period of my physical state, still quitehelpless in body and kept in bed, clearly <strong>real</strong>izing in lucid intervals ofmy consciousness the created situation, began, on the one hand, to giveorders and take all kinds of measures for the most rapid liquidation ofeverything connected with the Institute on account of the constantlyrequired great expense with a complete lack of revenues, and also theabsence <strong>am</strong>ong the people round me of a "businessman," and, on theother hand, to invent all kinds of combinations for the regulation ofinnumerable m<strong>is</strong>understandings, ar<strong>is</strong>ing thanks to the mentionedliquidation as well as to the pernicious manifestations of various typesusually proceeding, as I have said, <strong>am</strong>ong degenerated people of ourclass.
Then, by the way, once, just in that period <strong>when</strong> the functioning ofmy usual powers of combination began to be reestabl<strong>is</strong>hed from time totime, and I could <strong>real</strong>ize clearly what had happened and imaginedifferent possibilities as a way out of the situation that had beencreated, one of the people near me, who at that time acted as myfinancial min<strong>is</strong>ter, addressing himself to me about one financialembarrassment, the solving of which was above h<strong>is</strong> capacities, said tome that just that day he had received from America, from Mr. Orage,$1, 000, adding that it was the third time that he had received such asum and that it always c<strong>am</strong>e most appropriately.In the following months, as my state was still almost without changeand during the mentioned lucid periods I could hardly d<strong>is</strong>cuss theaffairs regarding the liquidation or find diverse combinations for thepurpose of getting out of the desperate situation which had beencreated, I entirely forgot about Mr. Orage and h<strong>is</strong> kind solicitude inregard to me and my work.Only a year after the mentioned talk about money sent by Mr. Oragefrom America, <strong>when</strong> I had more or less liquidated all the dangers of theadvancing catastrophe and the state of my health had improved, I foundout that these "sendings" from Mr. Orage, though dimin<strong>is</strong>hed, stillcontinued, and that some of your compatriots participated in them. Just<strong>then</strong>, I at once changed my mind regarding my first dec<strong>is</strong>ion to shut thedoors of my house to all people, making an exception for youAmericans composing just th<strong>is</strong> group as well as for all Americans whoshowed an interest in my ideas, and, from <strong>then</strong> on, not <strong>only</strong> were thedoors of my house always open for you but with some of you, aboutwhose <strong>real</strong> interest in my ideas I was informed beforehand bysomebody who had already proved h<strong>is</strong> faithfulness in the sense of <strong>real</strong>interest in my new ideas, I,
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