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ciently long and serious mentation, formulated for myself the followinganswer:Both of these completely satisfying wishes could be fulfilled only ifthere were actualized three definite aims.First, that I rewrite anew all of my expositions, but in a new form whichI now already understood.Second, and parallel with this, that I study and from all sides make clearto myself the details of some of the, for me, still obscure and very deepquestions concerning the common psyche of man, and make use of thisinformation in the development of my writings.And third, that there may be the possibility during this period, while Iam fulfilling all this, of renewing my physical body and my spirit tosuch a degree that, when my writings are completed, I can direct thespreading of them myself, with the energy and persistence which werepeculiar to me in my youth.That same day, while proceeding on my journey, and being absorbed inmy fanciful thoughts, I calculated, by the way, that for the study of thementioned obscure data of the common psyche of man and for theexposition of my writings in a new form there would be required notless than approximately seven years.It will not be amiss to remark here that with regard to my estimate ofthe period of seven years there even arose in me a feeling of selfderision,and with such a feeling I thought the following:Would it not be curious if I really lived for seven more years andfinished during this period everything I have mentioned?
If this should in fact occur, then, in addition to everything elseaccomplished, I would be in possession of one or more excellent andextraordinary examples for a thoroughly practical proof of the lawconformablyarising consequences resulting from the fundamentalcosmic law of "sevenfoldness," which law is theoretically explained byme in sufficient detail in my writings.The day before Christmas, I, being already very tired and worn out tothe last degree thanks both to the continually active thinking and to theincessant driving in my automobile, returned to my home inFontainebleau.After getting out of the automobile I did not go at once to lie down inbed as I was accustomed to do, but went instead into the garden with thehope that perhaps there in the quiet, and under the influence of familiarand cozy surroundings, I might relax a little.Tottering a short distance down a pathway, I, because I was tired, satdown on the first bench I came to.It happened that I sat on the very bench on which it had been my habit,during the first year of my writing, often to sit and work.At that time there frequently used to come and sit down by me on thisbench, on each side of me, two near beings, the only ones close to myinner world.One of them always adored by me was my old mother and the other, myuniquely and sincerely beloved wife.At the present time both of these women, uniquely nearest to my innerworld, peacefully lie forever side by side in a cemetery which is forthem as well as for me in an entirely strange country.
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standings which had an equal relati
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data for their psychic functioning,
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SECOND TALKdelivered by me in the s
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other "a flea on a chain," I consid
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enthusiasm was that during our stay
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as much as my deep occupation with
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during these years, I want, simulta
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actualized and which could contribu
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the former group, a list of whose n
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fulfilling of which advice may alon
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wrote after I had very definitely s
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of all sorts of blind events and as
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strength always and in everything,
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whole lexicon of words in the Engli
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to concentrate each separate part s
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and the third part should follow th
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FOURTH TALKdelivered by me on Decem
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discussions and deliberations of th
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ers of his group, but all at once,
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what Mr. Gurdjieff has said here in
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my head in the cushions which, by t
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those who belonged to the second gr
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inherent only in man, I wish to giv
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FIFTH TALKto the same group on Dece
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in people in general, particularly
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At the beginning it is necessary to
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In my opinion, it is only by fulfil
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phenomenal stupidity of people who
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ciations automatically flowing in m
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THE OUTER AND INNER WORLD OF MAN Al
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presence of a man who has attained
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presence of man, ordinarily perceiv
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part of the brain, the second, in a
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Work went so well that by nine o'cl
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woke up my secretary who was sleepi
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as soon as I should begin the writi
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was not a 'blood brother' of his an
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"All present sat or kneeled quietly
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In short, irrespective of my unquen
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I took The New York Times, a huge,
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THE OUTER AND INNER WORLD OF MANTHE
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logical Clinic for the Aged of the
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in general and of its separate impo
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which have already been mentioned.O
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The first is the outer world—in o
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This principle, which is beyond sci
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And as soon as a man begins to thin
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