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ing himself with his whole being of his negative properties that are evenin his own judgment unworthy of a man, and not only with his, in thepresent case, meaning-nothing "mind"; so that thus he may again become a person wishing to work uponhimself with his whole being, and not only, as I have just said, with his meaningless consciousness.On account of the great importance of this question, I repeat and underline that all this is indispensable in order that in a man workingupon himself should arise and accumulate, as could only lawfullyproceed, the needed energy for the possibility of continuing to workwith the intensity of striving and power of action upon himself whichalone permits the transmutation of oneself from this "nullity" into that "something," which he ought to have been according to even his own "good sense"; this latter, although rarely, does manifest itself in each contemporary man at those moments when the surrounding conditionsdo not prevent the manifestation of this good sense, that is, to be suchas a man ought to be, the, as is said, "acme of Creation," and not whathe has become in reality, especially in recent times, namely, as inmoments of self-sincerity he knows himself to be—an automaticallyperceiving and in everything manifesting himself domestic animal.Now I shall speak to you in the form of a conspectus about the eventswhich provoked the causes of my first journey to you in America. When, in the heat of my already described activity, repeated troublesbegan to grow again on a great scale in that "fertile soil for the growthof all kinds of scandals" bearing the name Russia, troubles which were related to me personally only because there were living with me manyof those unfortunate biped creatures, toward whom by the Will of Fate there had
een formed in me "something" constantly reminding and obliging meto contribute to the possible continuation of the breathing of suchinevitably existing cosmic arisings, whom Great Nature, considering thecomplexity of the apparatus for an easy assimilation of air by theorganism, and obviously on account of lack of time, had deprived ofthis apparatus, with the result that my poor "Minister of Finance" couldnot restrain himself and again and again cried out "Help, help!", I wascompelled to make the decision, without waiting for the completepreparation of the material I had planned upon, to travel immediately toyou Americans-people covered at that time with so to say "a dollardeposit"— with only that material which had been already more or lessprepared.On my first arrival at that time in America and during the six months'stay here among you, I had not only successfully enough regulated the"material question" of the Institute, but also prepared everythingrequired for the foundation here in America of several permanentsections.Having fully convinced myself then of the possibility in the future inNorth America of realizing broad plans connected with my ideas, I atonce without losing time opened here in New York, by the way,temporary classes in rhythmic movements and in music with theintention on my next visit, which was supposed to be six months later,of transforming these classes into the first fundamental branch of theInstitute in America.Just in that phase of my activity for the introduction into life for thewelfare of people of the program which had been worked out in alldetails, there occurred, almost immediately after my return to Europe,that "misfortune" which, besides preventing among other things myintended journey here, became, so to say, the germ of all the subsequentmisunder-
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PREFATORY NOTE Although this text i
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Tales to His Grandson, that the Thi
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first thing, is to prepare a nucleu
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PROLOGUE I am. . .? But what has be
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"black" thoughts, I had decided to
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with the impressions with which dif
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It would, strictly speaking, even b
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Under such conditions of tension ye
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Only the next morning, when it bega
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On this original instrument I then
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And I also knew that the reason for
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there, then also in an almost delir
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Instead of lying down to sleep awhi
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I could not attain the state of "re
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The difference between Him and my s
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always in my various general states
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Even my propensity during this peri
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physical body of mine, but sucked f
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From such a "promenade," it was dis
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in people in general, particularly
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At the beginning it is necessary to
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In my opinion, it is only by fulfil
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phenomenal stupidity of people who
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THE OUTER AND INNER WORLD OF MAN Al
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presence of a man who has attained
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presence of man, ordinarily perceiv
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part of the brain, the second, in a
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Work went so well that by nine o'cl
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woke up my secretary who was sleepi
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as soon as I should begin the writi
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was not a 'blood brother' of his an
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"All present sat or kneeled quietly
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In short, irrespective of my unquen
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I took The New York Times, a huge,
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THE OUTER AND INNER WORLD OF MANTHE
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logical Clinic for the Aged of the
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in general and of its separate impo
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which have already been mentioned.O
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The first is the outer world—in o
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This principle, which is beyond sci
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And as soon as a man begins to thin
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