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diversity to be found for this pairing.<br />

Interactive: Yuri<br />

The rape fantasy is a psychological phenomenon that has been<br />

a hot topic for many years. The popular idea regarding this is that<br />

most girls in the early developing stages <strong>of</strong> puberty do not know<br />

where to place their sexual feelings and are ashamed. Therefore,<br />

though they do not want to be raped, in their fantasies it is the only<br />

acceptable way to work through their sexual feelings. Why, then, do<br />

adult female fans pursue "rape fantasies" in fanfiction?<br />

I <strong>of</strong>fer this analysis. In an overarchingly female pool <strong>of</strong> fans, the<br />

chances are high that many have had a sexual encounter (whether<br />

harassment or actual assault) which left them feeling scarred and<br />

vulnerable. They try to work out these painful feelings, to find a way<br />

to cope with loss <strong>of</strong> strength. While fans <strong>who</strong> have undergone this<br />

experience in specific are working out these feelings, they <strong>of</strong>ten turn<br />

to rape fics*. In rape fics, obviously one character will be laid open--<br />

made horribly vulnerable, and it appeals to the fans due to their<br />

recognition and understanding <strong>of</strong> that fear and shame.<br />

Not only that, but as far as rape in slash/yaoi is concerned, teh<br />

victimized party is male. Men, as most all humans are socialized to<br />

believe, are the epitomy <strong>of</strong> strength. Therefore, to destroy that<br />

strength appeals to the female slash fan because it creates a being<br />

<strong>who</strong> was strong, but is now as weak and emotionally frail as the<br />

reader. It helps the reader to <strong>com</strong>e to terms with her own<br />

vulnerability; therefore, the reader gains insight from how the victim<br />

faces his tragedy. That is why I believe women readers seek out rape<br />

fics.<br />

*I personally do not believe that non-con and rape are the same thing.<br />

Interactive: Dinah<br />

You wrote about controversial fan fiction, <strong>like</strong> RPS and non-con<br />

and the grey area involved with them: whether these subjects are<br />

reasonable to write in fanfiction. Personally, I feel un<strong>com</strong>fortable<br />

reading either type, but other feel fine about writing it. There has<br />

been <strong>com</strong>plicated issues involving fics along those lines, and with<br />

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