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it at all, but simply as a regular movie night between friends. Red had such
intensely fascinated and positive reactions to the movie and the very subtle
homo-eroticism displayed in it, that I was astonished: She had told me that she
had several very close gay friends, who are affectionate with each other in
bars, but that this had never had such an impact on her as the few hints and the
one kiss in Hamam did. Partly this was due to the fact that she found both
male protagonists attractive, partly because the plotline hides the homosexual
relationship until the near end of the movie when viewed the first time, and
most likely because she neither saw a typical gay stereotype in either of the
protagonists, nor was it at the heart of the plot. In other words, though the
viewer does discover the existence of it, the movie itself does not center
around the relationship in question, nor does either male protagonist fall into a
social stereotype of “gay” behavior, and, most importantly, the relationship –
as it is relatively marginal to the movie – is not embedded within the usual
sociopolitical discourse and politicization of homosexuality.
But apart from all this, what fascinated me was the gut reaction Red
had to this movie, and I started to suspect that it may hold some parallels to
that initial emotion instigated by the first slash fic a fan ever reads. I asked her
whether she would not write a stream of consciousness for me, illustrating
these raw feelings incited by the movie, and am quoting it in the following:
touch-sense
Freedom, express emotions, release the cosmic need,
unrestricted by society and self-consciousness
Beauty and beauty—the triumph of exquisite and unreal
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