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The participation in these shared fics (the act <strong>of</strong> re<strong>com</strong>mending fics to<br />

friends, discussing them with friends, or using fic-specific references) is part<br />

<strong>of</strong> how a certain <strong>com</strong>munity identity as well as an identity <strong>of</strong> self, or a specific<br />

fan-identity, is built and acquired. As these modes <strong>of</strong> identity are fed back into<br />

a larger public space, and external factors such as real-life occurrences (e.g.<br />

the recent high-pr<strong>of</strong>ile debates over gay marriage and over the implied<br />

homophobia <strong>of</strong> certain slashers on LiveJournal), changes in the original<br />

source text and canon (e.g. when J.K. Rowling holds online chats with her<br />

fans), and additional new fics <strong>com</strong>e into play, the fandom as a <strong>com</strong>munity is<br />

in a constant process <strong>of</strong> change which in turn feeds back into the various<br />

modes <strong>of</strong> identity.<br />

This makes for an interesting separation between a personal sense <strong>of</strong><br />

being a fan versus being part <strong>of</strong> a fandom. When Dinah restricts her selfdefinition<br />

by explaining she is “not really such a fan,” she does not mean that<br />

she is not a Harry Potter fan, nor that she does not follow the external<br />

information or rumors about Harry Potter productions, movies, and book<br />

developments. She means that she does not read a large part <strong>of</strong> the slash<br />

fanfiction put forth in the Harry Potter fandom, which are “famous fics.” As<br />

she cannot see a Harry/Draco pairing, she misses out on one <strong>of</strong> the most<br />

<strong>com</strong>mon pairings and a large part <strong>of</strong> the <strong>com</strong>mon readings in the HP fandom.<br />

She cannot be as much part <strong>of</strong> the larger Harry Potter <strong>com</strong>munities, but has<br />

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