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The problem with this sentiment, for me, was founded in my recollection <strong>of</strong><br />

reading “Normal Female Interest” and finding the lack <strong>of</strong> an authorial position<br />

disorienting. The abundance <strong>of</strong> fan statements contained in the text is only<br />

loosely connected together, and rarely understandable in their organizational<br />

structure. Each opinion and fan’s voice was interesting in and <strong>of</strong> itself, but as<br />

a <strong>com</strong>plex <strong>who</strong>le left me hanging.<br />

The second instance that caused me to reconsider some attempt at<br />

interactivity was the increasing feedback I received from friends, and the wish<br />

to display their input. Realizing that this text could only benefit from some<br />

degree <strong>of</strong> experimental exercise, and resolved to attempt interactivity, but at<br />

the same time not lose my theoretical and textual framework, I decided to<br />

create certain interactive spaces. Circulating my manuscript, I asked each fan<br />

<strong>who</strong> was willing to “react” to pick a section, if it spoke to them, and to “write<br />

me back.” Though some <strong>of</strong> my friends had problems with this, asking me for<br />

more guidelines or explanation, in the end everyone <strong>who</strong> wished to chose a<br />

section and reacted. These paragraphs are contained within the “interactive”<br />

boxes throughout this text, as a reminder that the fans described throughout<br />

this ethnography possess voices <strong>of</strong> their own, beyond mine, as well as a<br />

reflection <strong>of</strong> the interactivity latent in both the online medium as well as its<br />

fan <strong>com</strong>munities.<br />

This text is then readable as both a trajectory, inasmuch as each<br />

section builds on the one preceding it, as well as a networked, or perhaps<br />

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