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In an online exchange with Mel I asked her what fandom meant for<br />

her, and how, if at all, she could explain the term itself to someone for <strong>who</strong>m<br />

it has no meaning. She told me outright that she really did not <strong>like</strong> defining it,<br />

as fandom did not have a meaning or definition for her, “It just is.” When I<br />

asked her to try to explain it to me, as if I was someone <strong>who</strong> had no idea what<br />

fandom was or meant, she answered in her first line that “fandom is where I<br />

spend a lot <strong>of</strong> my time -- online, reading.” She also explained that fandom was<br />

a group <strong>of</strong> people <strong>who</strong> came together to “talk about a show or book or<br />

something, some sort <strong>of</strong> media that does not belong to them, but that is in the<br />

public view.” Some <strong>of</strong> these people have discussion on the details or plot (or<br />

whatever) <strong>of</strong> that thing, others write stories, some just sit back and read the<br />

discussions or stories, “but they are all part <strong>of</strong> the group.”<br />

While Yuri roleplays the character <strong>of</strong> Harry Potter online on a<br />

LiveJournal game and is active in several fandoms, Mel mostly interacts on<br />

mailing lists, where she edits other people’s fanfiction. Ash has stopped<br />

reading fanfiction a while ago, because it became too tedious for her to find<br />

good texts. She has stopped writing, because she could not be bothered any<br />

longer. Also, she <strong>of</strong>ten expresses her dis<strong>like</strong> <strong>of</strong> “fandom” in relation to<br />

“fangirls,” <strong>who</strong> she hates. Ash distinguishes between “fans” and “fangirls”;<br />

the latter are thirteen-year-old emotional and hysterical teenage girls, <strong>who</strong>, as<br />

she says, are invading every fandom. However, Ash has met people online,<br />

and is friends with them. She will frequently roleplay with her friends and is<br />

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