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Rusty to cease, as these dialogues had nothing much to do with Harry Potter.<br />

Rusty was very aggravated, and decided to leave that mailing list, as well as<br />

create a new one on his own, which would also be a Harry Potter mailing list.<br />

A large group left with him, Mel included. Though she still reads the fics<br />

posted on the old mailing list, she participates far more frequently in the new<br />

one, which seems to be “friendlier” and “more open.”<br />

Though there are such things as cult fandoms, or long-term fandoms,<br />

in other words something one has been a fan <strong>of</strong> for a very long time, and will<br />

continue to be a fan <strong>of</strong>, they do not necessarily involve constant involvement<br />

with that fandom. Simultaneous to always being a Star Wars fan with set<br />

opinions on the canon (e.g. rejecting the new trilogy in the process <strong>of</strong> being<br />

finished), more <strong>of</strong>ten than not, one will be obsessed and more “active,” in the<br />

sense <strong>of</strong> being mentally involved, with other fandoms. In a way, fandom<br />

behavior, and the act <strong>of</strong> being a fan is centered around the object <strong>of</strong> worship,<br />

as well as the act <strong>of</strong> worship, and both will overlap more <strong>of</strong>ten than not, but<br />

the act <strong>of</strong> worship is internalized; partly derived from behaviors absorbed<br />

from the <strong>com</strong>munities online or <strong>of</strong>fline, “being a fan” be<strong>com</strong>es internalized to<br />

such a degree that it creates a fan-mode <strong>of</strong> identity.<br />

It is very difficult to control and/or turn <strong>of</strong>f a mode <strong>of</strong> identity, a part<br />

<strong>of</strong> oneself. As I have discussed many active or passive activities fans will<br />

practice, I have attempted to show that even at her/his most passive, an online<br />

fan will be exposed to an ever-evolving fandom and fandom <strong>com</strong>munities;<br />

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