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advanced the point that a fan lurking in some fandoms, may be quite active in<br />

others, or that an online lurker can be very active and opinionated <strong>of</strong>fline.<br />

Without arguing that there is no such concept as a fan living in a vacuum, I<br />

am merely trying to explain that I have neither worked with nor met such a<br />

fan.<br />

I have, however, been blessed to work with Red, a lurker <strong>who</strong> does not<br />

identify as fan yet, and with other lurkers, <strong>who</strong> have been part <strong>of</strong> fandom for<br />

several years. 16<br />

One issue I began to explore after my dialogue with Kira was<br />

that <strong>of</strong> <strong>of</strong>fline friendships and connections: If I laid out these patterns for<br />

every fan that helped me with this project, much as I have done for myself,<br />

one could note two things: firstly, that there exists an infinite network between<br />

these fans, but secondly, that due to this, this text would expand into the<br />

never-ending. One notable example however, due to its remarkable intensity<br />

and extremity, is Barb’s at first seemingly dichotomous distinction between<br />

online lurking and <strong>of</strong>fline friendship, referred to in previous sections.<br />

Though Barb does not interact online, she had also been incapacitated<br />

in terms <strong>of</strong> interactions <strong>of</strong>fline for a long period <strong>of</strong> time. She explained that<br />

she had met the first fan she started interacting with <strong>of</strong>fline only during the<br />

second semester <strong>of</strong> her first year at college. As she was writing “some<br />

godawful Highlander slash fic while waiting for German [class] to start,” and<br />

16 The irony <strong>of</strong> equating “defining as fan” with “being part <strong>of</strong> fandom” should not be lost on<br />

the reader. This is the place to note that both seem to <strong>com</strong>e naturally as meaning the same<br />

thing. Additionally, I have observed that most fans will equate both, unless asked specifically<br />

to define the concept <strong>of</strong> “fan” in and <strong>of</strong> itself, without using the term “fandom.”<br />

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