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1852-56] RESTORATION OF CATHEDRAL 179<br />

universal testimony to have been something strangely<br />

attractive not to their parents only, but even to the least<br />

emotional of guests or strangers in the group of little<br />

daughters who made music and sunshine in the old<br />

Deanery.<br />

At the same time it may be doubted whether either<br />

the Dean or Mrs. Tait ever thoroughly enjoyed their<br />

Carlisle life. To a mind like his, which at all times found<br />

its pleasure rather in the action and intercourse of life than<br />

in close study or retirement, Carlisle presented a very<br />

marked contrast to either Rugby or Oxford. Had he<br />

anticipated after his Rugby illness that his health would<br />

ever again be what it soon became, it is probable that<br />

he would have declined the Deanery. But once there<br />

he set himself with determination to face the task before<br />

him. A few extracts, taken almost at random from the<br />

diaries and letters of those years, will perhaps give a<br />

truer picture than even the reminiscences of friends can<br />

furnish.<br />

Diary.<br />

&quot;Saturday Evening, $\st August 1850. To-day<br />

is the meet<br />

ing of Rugby. Seeing Shairp pass in the express, I have thought<br />

much of that dear place. O, my God, grant a blessing on it, and<br />

on all who labour in it. How strange it seems to be sitting here<br />

while so many are hurrying up there. The place that knew me<br />

knows me no more. . . . Chalmers Life, which I have been read<br />

ing to-night, reminded me forcibly of the great and holy work that<br />

lies upon me here. Arnold s, which I have also been reading, re<br />

calls how little I was able to do at Rugby as he did it. But,<br />

without greater vigour than for the last two years I have possessed,<br />

I could not have hoped to improve the system there, and there<br />

fore I must think that my work there was better ended. Certainly<br />

in this place, if God give me grace, and I work in the spirit of<br />

prayer, I am able to do what has not been done before. Lord,<br />

strengthen me for this great work. This Cathedral has never neon<br />

what it ought to be. At Rugby I came to a system which had

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