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1857-59] HARD WORK 269<br />

questions (the incidence of Church rates for example) are<br />

now of merely antiquarian importance. Others, such as<br />

the City Churches problem,<br />

remain still unsolved-<br />

perhaps insoluble, considering how various are the con<br />

ditions to be satisfied. But on each and all of these<br />

questions old or new he gave abundant food for<br />

thought, and the Charge retains its practical interest to<br />

this hour.<br />

The effort exhausted him completely, and he went to<br />

Brighton to recruit. There, six days later, his diary has<br />

the following :<br />

&quot;Now. 23, 1858.- -This day two years I was consecrated<br />

Bishop of London. God s mercy has been great since then.<br />

Health : strength : the society of my wife and my boy, with<br />

our dear little L. : a daily increasing interest in my work. I<br />

would fain hope that by God s blessing I have done somewhat<br />

to make this Church more truly the Church of the nation.<br />

Lord, pardon my great shortcomings.&quot;<br />

The years that immediately followed were not, so far<br />

as the Diocese was concerned, eventful, though they were<br />

full of unremitting work. The diaries give evidence of<br />

his anxiety an anxiety inspired by frequent warnings of<br />

ill-health to strengthen the broad foundations he had<br />

laid, and to arrange the plans of future effort. Such<br />

entries as the following occur more than once :-<br />

FULHAM, Sunday Evening, 2Qth July 1862. To-day and<br />

yesterday I have been again laid up. Very unpleasant symp<br />

toms :<br />

fainting and the like. Obliged to stay in bed all yester<br />

day, and to get the Bishop of Worcester to preach for me to-day.<br />

It is good for me to have the nearness of death thus brought<br />

before me. I trust, if God is pleased to call me, I am . . .<br />

ready.<br />

O God, watch over me this night, and if it be Thy good pleasure<br />

let this illness pass. But Thou knowest what is best for us, for<br />

my wife, my darling children. I place them, O Lord, in Thy<br />

hands : keep^ them, I beseech Thee. I have had, as usual, a

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