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stripping the gurus - Brahma Kumaris Info

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... TO A NUNNERY 345<br />

In any case, with regard to him and <strong>the</strong> head monk<br />

“helping” me to spend my own money for <strong>the</strong> ashram’s<br />

good, I fur<strong>the</strong>r suggested to <strong>the</strong> former that if money was<br />

that tight for <strong>the</strong>m, <strong>the</strong>n <strong>the</strong> three of us should get toge<strong>the</strong>r<br />

and talk about <strong>the</strong> possibility of me loaning <strong>the</strong> ashram<br />

several hundred dollars from my own meager savings, to be<br />

repaid when I left.<br />

Amazingly, <strong>the</strong> same weasel stopped me later that day,<br />

to inform me that he and <strong>the</strong> head monk had discussed <strong>the</strong><br />

situation—again without me, of course!—and might just<br />

ask me to provide a computer monitor instead! (I would<br />

<strong>the</strong>n take that heavy item back with me to Canada when I<br />

left, according to <strong>the</strong>ir autocratic plans.)<br />

All of that transpired while I was already providing<br />

sixty hours a week of extremely efficiently done, professional-level<br />

programming, in return for only a $30 U.S. per<br />

month allowance.<br />

(The required ashram work week was actually less<br />

than thirty-five hours. I put in <strong>the</strong> extra time, in spite of<br />

my immediate supervisor’s unsolicited discouraging of me<br />

from doing that, simply because [i] I enjoyed <strong>the</strong> work, [ii] it<br />

desperately needed to be done, and [iii] <strong>the</strong> sooner I completed<br />

<strong>the</strong> training projects <strong>the</strong>re, <strong>the</strong> sooner I could get <strong>the</strong><br />

hell away from that oppressive, micromanaging jackass.<br />

Have you ever had someone literally looking over your<br />

shoulder, for minutes/aeons at a time, while you were trying<br />

to write code? Thanks to Hidden Valley, I have lived<br />

that dysfunctional “Dilbert Zone.”)<br />

In all fairness, though, <strong>the</strong> $30 allowance was still better<br />

than average. By contrast, most ashrams—e.g., Radha’s<br />

Yasodhara, Rama’s Himalayan International Institute,<br />

Ananda and Findhorn—charge you significant amounts of<br />

money (currently up to $300 per month, in HI’s case) for<br />

<strong>the</strong> privilege of doing menial work for <strong>the</strong>m in “karma<br />

yoga” retreats, generally with shared accommodations.<br />

(People living in Jetsunma’s and Rajneesh’s early ashrams<br />

likewise supported <strong>the</strong>mselves financially. That was in addition<br />

to donating to <strong>the</strong> organization and paying for Rajneesh’s<br />

encounter groups, etc.) One of <strong>the</strong> attractions that<br />

many people feel toward SRF is exactly that it evinces less<br />

of an explicit focus on money

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