Promethium muriaticum Entire Proving Journal

Promethium‐mur Journal 11
26/00:00 DREAMS 10 All this as a backdrop to the very terrifying dreams I had this night. My fear in the dream was around men
outside the house trying to get in...with the intent to harm. In the dream I was trying to keep these bad guys out
while trying to quietly make hubby aware of their presence. I had several dreams of this nature and cannot
quite recall the specifics. Suffice to say my feeling in the dream was one of awareness of evil and the fear that
comes from feeling as if I'd be killed, along with my loved ones. I also had a feeling in the dreams of
wanting/needing to protect those with me in the house.
27/00:00 DREAMS 10 I had a dream last night that was similar in one part to a dream I had early on in the Proving. I was traveling
down a paved road and came to a hill. I couldn't tell you what vehicle I was using, as there was no awareness
of a vehicle…just me moving very fast downhill and being concerned about careening out of control. In the
earlier dream, there were a few obstacles to maneuver around but no big deal. In last night's dream, the
downward hill was much longer and steeper and while rushing down (almost like in mid-air or on a skateboard,
but no visible, tangible means of support was under me or around me) I was aware that there was a
crossroads that was near the beginning and I chose the one on the left. I recall wondering for a second if I
should have chosen the other route....but as is the case with most dreams, there is that feeling of being in a
movie and there was no time to sit and consider any consequences or change of course....I was flying at breakneck
speed down an asphalt roadway and needing to merge at the bottom so as to avoid any crashes. I must
have made it, as other dreams followed this one. What I recall the most is being frustrated because I was
struggling to get my socks & shoes on and I kept trying to go outside but ended up coming in again and again
because I kept forgetting my shoes and these socks that were mismatched kept getting wet. I tried and tried
again and there was that feeling of being impeded in my mission. Later the next day I wondered about the
dream and just chalked it up to a general feeling in that moment of feeling inept and like I have a serious
forgetfulness issue.
00/00:00 DREAMS 11 More dreams than normal but don't remember them
02/07:00 DREAMS 11 I dreamt that I had to get to the train, but there were levels and levels of track with trains coming and going on
different ones each time. Stairways led to the tracks, but I couldn't find which one went to which level when
the trains came. There were no walls between the stairways, so each time a train came, I could look and try to
find how to get to the train, but none of the stairways ever led to the level that the train was on. Usually I'd be
absolutely pissed about this, but in this dream I just figured I'd wait for the next one...I was quite calm despite
my confusion about the stairways and bit of frustration. It felt like I wasn't in a hurry and therefore could wait
for the next one.
04/03:00 DREAMS 11 I parked my car in the underground parking lot at the mall and entered the mall on that level; I couldn't figure
out how to get upstairs to the shop levels; I found stairs and tried to go up them, but they were blocked by a
chair because employees were having a meeting there; I thought of another way to go upstairs but couldn't go
that route either for some reason; and then again; What surprises me is that I didn't seem too frustrated or
angry in the dream; I didn't have any reason to be on the shop level (even though it was my goal to get up
there), so I wasn't hurried or feeling late or worried about meeting anyone; I was quite calm despite my slight
confusion and annoyance, which is unusual for me in a situation like that.
04/06:00 DREAMS 11 I was outside my house with my dog; he was running around and I wasn't really paying attention to him; all of
a sudden I saw another bigger dog in the yard that was a similar color to my dog; I was surprised that there
was another dog in the yard because I thought my dog was the only one, so I looked over to where my dog
was, and found that it wasn't my dog there either; I finally saw my dog sitting in a flower bed; my only worry
was that the other dogs had eaten my dog's food and I didn't know it.
08/06:30 DREAMS 11 Can't remember much of the dream, but I was at a table in a restaurant, there was a family at another table,
and then my sister and her baby were standing between the tables and also near the restrooms, all attention on
them; everyone was smiling and laughing in an over exaggerated manner; my sister wasn't looking where she
was going as she walked toward the bathroom and accidentally kicked the baby; the baby slid into the
bathroom door; my sister was laughing, embarrassed; I was surprised that everyone was laughing and
confused as to why the baby wasn't screaming or hurt