Promethium muriaticum Entire Proving Journal

Promethium‐mur Journal 33
01/06:45 MIND 2 walking through forest with a riffle , seeing undulating waves of orange and white butterflies
01/07:10 MIND 2 Focus on images of light on water, light in forest, the word " photon" going through my head
01/07:11 MIND 2 Repeating pop tune, "Hollywood is dead," over and over.
01/07:14 MIND 2 A really sunny day and the wind is blowing over the top of the water, the sun is hitting it and it sparkles. It's
pleasant. The quality of the light, it like you are looking down at the water, not up at the sun, the water is dark,
the light is hitting it, and with the wind, it's making it sparkle, it's kind of playful and changing all of the time
with the wind, lots of movement.
01/07:16 MIND 2 Almost like one of those signs in New York City with all of those lights, light bulbs, a natural version of that
(laughter). It's nature's version of that over the water.
01/07:17 MIND 2 I feel like I am 7-years old.
01/07:17 MIND 2 Tingling at the top of my head in the crown chakra area.
01/07:21 MIND 2 Light. Light is energy. Light from the sun, it changes, it's changeable. It can be bright, small, or large, it can
fill a whole area, a tiny pin prick, burning, no heat at all. It can help you to see or blind you. Cause things to
grow or it can kill things. Like a force.
01/07:23 MIND 2 It's a particle and a wave (laughter).
01/07:25 MIND 2 LED lights, Christmas lights, sunlight burning grass, desk light, flood lights, light coming in through gas, a
flame on a stove, imagery of all kinds of lights; light at the end of a dark forest, pin pricks of light at the end of
the sky, a match light, a laser beam, red lights...
01/07:27 MIND 2 Image of walking through the forest and light on the path. Happiness and fresh feeling, like simple joy kind of
feeling, I keep feeling pleasant.
01/07:29 MIND 2 Simple joy, walking through nature, fields, forest, walking by the water, the sparkling lights, that feeling in
nature that I don't get anywhere else it's so pleasant, the trees and the winds. Listening to the rustling leaves
when the wind goes through it, the smells of the grass in the field, or the smell of the lake, leaves starting to
change or the birds swooping in and out. It's like the kind of simple joy where you don't have to do anything
but to be there, it's just kind of given to you just by being there.
01/07:33 MIND 2 Looking upward through a canopy of leaves, the sunlight dappling through, the leaves undulating from winds.
01/07:36 MIND 2 Joy doesn't seem like the right word, it's something else, but I don't know what I would call that…?
01/07:37 MIND 2 This word keeps going through my head, that's "photon", a particle or a basic something in the universe. That's
what it seems like a basic part of the universe.
01/07:38 MIND 2 It doesn't feel like I am in my body, I am way out in space, I am at the beginning of the universe. Way out
there or way in there rather. Extreme lightness, like particles.
01/07:40 MIND 2 It's like being out in space, in the universe, but it's inside of it, like subatomic space. This is not dissimilar to
being out in nature, simple, peaceful. Knowing exactly where you are.
01/07:41 MIND 2 That allows me to just relax, I know exactly where I am.
01/09:30 MIND 2 light headed floaty, scared of this feeling at first, breathing seems easier - wondering " what is happening to
me."
01/14:00 MIND 2 Going down the stairs, out the back door, something goes by, causes a pulsing flash of light
01/14:30 MIND 2 On the way to work, felt compelled to go to home depot. I walk in and can' t think of why I was in there.
Ended up looking at lamps. lampshades and light bulbs, didn't buy anything and was very confused as to why I
was there.
01/19:30 MIND 2 On bike ride, very aware that most times I turn a corner the setting sun is directly in my eyes, feels like it is
always there in my eyes
010/07:35 MIND 2 Then, an image of the clouds in the night sky, with the moonlight coming through the clouds and the nature of
light changes, the winds are moving the clouds, so the light and shadows change. It's a happy, not crazy like
happy, happy-peaceful sensation, that feeling of looking at something beautiful. What is that feeling?
02/14:30 MIND 2 driving, the sunlight is hitting the mirror on the right, it is creating a series of pulses that draws me in
05/00:00 MIND 2 Caught myself being angry, realized it was anxiety, anxiety about meeting a new client. Old anxiety, nothing
to do with the current situation. Caught it and moved on with it. First time I was able to notice this happening
in this situation.
06/07:30 MIND 2 I am out walking along lake Michigan. The sunlight is hitting the waves. It is moving and jumping like rain,
drops of light falling on the waves. I am mesmerized and peaceful. A calm comes over me