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Promethium‐mur Journal 20 01/11:25 EYE 15 a little red and swollen 01/11:31 EYE 15 Feels like pink eye coming on. A little swollen. A little sticky. 01/12:30 EYE 15 Icky, tired, slow, irritated. Almost watery. 10/10:34 EYE 15 Left eye has a funny feeling. Sticky. Swollen 10/11:24 EYE 15 Both a little odd. Not quite normal. A little big, a little swelled, a tiny bit. Feels like blinking more and blinking over something. Feels like you could wipe it out but nothing there 00/00:00 EYE 115 Itchy like sand or hair in eye. Watering. Started around 3:30 on a Tuesday. Proceeded to sticky and cornea and conjuctivis became red within a couple days. Lasted for about 5 days. 02/14:30 EYES 15 Both eyes funny. Mostly left. Teared up this morning. Sticky tears. A little swollen. A little sticky. 03/06:00 EYES 115 Right eye is a little swollen and feels like something sticky is in it. It is also scratchy like sand in it. 09/06:00 FACE 1 I have a left sided sinus infection; I blew tons of clear mucous with yellow chunks out of my nose and then did the neti pot (with Epsom salt and baking soda). My head feels pressurized and it is difficult to breathe as my nose is obstructed. 14/07:02 FACE 1 I have a large acne on my nose and on my left temple. 20/05:20 FACE 1 I can feel that my week long sinus infection is clearing, a large glob of mucous from my left sinus drops into my throat and I hawk it up. 20/10:35 FACE 1 Dry eczema patch appears on face just below the right side of my mouth. This is a new symptom for me. I have never experience eczema before. 26/12:42 FACE 1 The left sided sinus infection, dull ache has returned, my nose is runny and thick and heavy and obstructed. It feels like I have water trapped in my nose. 28/16:56 FACE 1 I just noticed that my sinus infection is gone. 01/06:36 FACE 2 Throbbing burning in left ear 01/07:20 FACE 2 On the left side of my face, a light tingling sensation. 01/07:32 FACE 2 My cheeks feel like they are burning, like you feel when the sun is hitting your face. 12/15:25 FACE 4 My thumb and first finger are pulling on my lower lip. 11/09:10 FACE 9 Core: A little tension above the forehead, my cheek bones are tense, not sinus area, from eyes down, like it won't relax or give. Like a bird's nest. 03/23:57 FACE 10 Just prior to midnight on Day 3, I went to rub my left eye and noticed it was very sore under the eye, close to my nose. It was a similar soreness as I had experienced earlier with the bones in my upper back & neck. The soreness was literally on the bone under my eye in a rather small spot. It was gone when I woke up. 15/16:00 FACE 10 While rubbing my left eye, I noticed the bone under my eye, on the outside was sore. I had a similar symptom earlier in the Proving, but don't recall if it was the same eye or not. Seems to me that this soreness in the bone under my eye(s) has alternated randomly. 22/00:00 FACE 10 I don't recall what day, but several days ago I noticed a very painful spot on the left side of my nose. I expected to see a boil or something when I looked in the mirror, but there was nothing to indicate any problem. As I ran my finger over this spot several times, it felt much like it would if I were having a breakout of a big zit of sorts....but there was nothing there. That discomfort only lasted a few hours if that, if I recall. Also, from the start of the Proving, I have had a very small but definitely there...scab on the inside of my nose on the right side. It's located just inside, along the bone that is in the middle of my nose. This sounds so trite to even report...but it is there and it's not gone anywhere even though I have blown my nose often enough for it to dislodge or disappear. It's not painful and when I try to pick it off...it just doesn't break off. It's not a problem for me, but this tiny thing was not there prior to the Proving. 05/19:00 FACE 11 Slightly raised roundish spot on my left cheek, about half an inch in diameter, reddish-pink in color; no pimple there, no reason for it being there; doesn't itch or hurt 30/11:00 FACE 11 bump directly to the right of my right eye 2mm in diameter and raised. No color and no sensation. 01/10:50 FACE 15 Sensation building right side of face to ear. More diversified - a little more spread out. 11/13:00 FACE 111 pimple on right side of face that is reddish and raised, slightly itchy. Have had for several days.
Promethium‐mur Journal 21 12/09:30 FEMALE 4 Long-standing Candidiasis (over a year?) feels like it is intensifying. I am getting more and more exasperated with this condition. It feels like I have been injured "down there." Raw. Screaming. Yelling "stay away" when I am in this new relationship that feels so right and good; why doesn't this condition just magically go away? It keeps me from "abandoning" myself to lovemaking, from allowing, embracing love wholeheartedly. I have to stay guarded. Cautiously receiving, never knowing what will hurt, where will let him in. Raw. Raw. Or these moments of terrible itching, I feel so exasperated, like I just can't STAND it! I want to rub, wipe away, press in to stop the sensation. Again, this has been coming and going (mostly coming) for many months, but the feeling of exasperation, almost desperation to do whatever will make this cease, the feeling of powerlessness about this condition, the edge I feel driven to, is relatively recent. I have tried several things I believe in and nothing seems to make much of a difference. What the hell IS this??? 00/00:00 FEMALE 11 My normal menses is 24-27 days apart, but this time it came (a day and a half before starting the proving) 22 days after the last. 26/10:00 FEMALE 11 Period started 27 days after the last one; just as the last one was slightly early, this one is slightly late; I haven't had periods 27 days apart in quite a while 28/22:30 FEMALE 11 Vaginal burning during coition 01/10:30 GENERAL 15 Sensation down left side. A presence - not bearing down but just and energy awareness. 01/10:43 GENERAL 15 Everything on right side going down. Right side of neck. Slight pressure. Slight inside tension. Not very descriptive. 01/10:55 GENERAL 15 Definitely right sided. 01/11:19 GENERAL 15 All of the pressure feeling on the left completely free. Energy feeling on the right. 01/11:27 GENERAL 15 Still right side discomfort, no change. 01/11:29 GENERAL 15 The sensation feeling is more spread out. Right arm and shoulder affected can't be specific about what it is slight ache down arm to elbow - doesn't feel like it would affect strength, just there. 01/12:30 GENERAL 15 All other sensations gone. Awake and alert. 01/11:11 GENERAL 115 Very tired, sleepy, yawning. Want to lay down and take a nap. 10/08:00 GENERALS 1 Working out today seemed too easy. Like the heaviest weights were light; I usually feel apprehensive to take on weight; even though I tend to carry the weight of the world at times. 01/06:45 GENERALS 2 Itching and burning in the crook of right index finger, left ear, and the crook of the elbow of the left arm. 01/06:50 GENERALS 2 Burning sensations stopped in general except the side of left rib cage. 14/15:24 GENERALS 3 After the last few days I seem a little drained of energy. I received two emails from people on my Fairchild email list whose energy sparked me to write about the 1st quarter moon and an article on Woman in The Age of Aquarius. I find that I need a spark or goal to keep me going. This was a good feeling and re-energized me. 22/00:00 GENERALS 3 Today I was tired and felt depleted of energy. I could not motivate myself to do very much 24/18:30 GENERALS 3 Today is my Birthday. I enjoyed eating coconut shrimp. Delicious. 01/00:00 GENERALS 4 I’m also thinking I want to go eat dinner at Mort’s and eat meatloaf and gravy and creepy coleslaw that would taste good. 01/00:00 GENERALS 4 A little bit like an animal and another one of my species scratching me all over just cause that’s sort of like what we do. 01/00:00 GENERALS 4 There’s something in the up movement long spine, some sort of suspension or floating so spine can contain freely. 01/20:15 GENERALS 4 Food: after taking remedy, went to Mort's Deli and ordered a Potato Knish (never had before) with corned beef, pastrami, and brisket (never had before) and a side of cole slaw. It tasted REALLY good. 02/09:00 GENERALS 4 Food: absolutely had to have a quiche from Bachmann's, got there before they were open and waited, almost ending up late for my first client. The quiche tasted SO good! Later ate an entire bag of Rice chips in the car driving to a meeting.
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